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AN- the beginning of this chapter was kind of weird for me to write because I don't know how some of you will react…but don't hate me, it was kind of needed…and
Thanks to everyone for the kind words and support of this story much love, I appreciate you all, you guys keep me writing….xoxo LeA
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Bonnie holds her breath unable to answer his question, but she sees the unfaltering sincerity in his eyes, he means it, he'd married her. And she'd want too if only she was sure where everything stood.
Taking a moment to catch their breathes and smoldering looks that will seal their fates.
Damon buried his hand in the back of her hair escorting her onto his awaiting lap, that was to eager to feel her legs wrap gracefully around his waist again. Damon devoured her with his lips that itched with fire as he practically sucked the life from her lungs with his passion that drove him mental. She tasted sweeter somehow, more in tune with him, Bonnie opened her mouth wider to allow his craving to excel from him and through her their tongues tangled and unfulfilled.
Bonnie pulled Damon's shirt over his head pausing for a moment as she let her fingertips trace down his chest over and across his abs leaving one hand at his phantom heartbeat hungrily kissing him, Damon nipped and bit back at her quickly emerging with her, they fall back onto the bed, as he made a feast of neck and breast having removed her shirt within two seconds, Damon focused poignant kisses down from her shoulders, to her neck, than her breast, reaching her stomach he kissed it ever so sweetly, stopping he looked at her with those icy blues that glared a timid response in his actions.
"What is it?" Bonnie caressed his tense jaw line.
"I don't …want to, you know… the baby" his voice was shy and low.
"it's the size of gumball, you wont hurt it"
"are you positive?" Damon for the first needed reassurance.
"Yes, now shut-up and take me"
Damon smiles he felt of fever as he dressed his tongue down her neck kissing across her supple breast and within seconds he ripped away her bra that kept his flesh from meeting her flesh. Burying his face in the softness of her cinnamon coated skin, he started with her right breast nibbling his lips around her nipple suckling it in-between his lips and with the other hand he cupped her left breast, his hands was remembering her body has he moved his fingers down to her jeans that covered her sweetest ecstasy. Unlatching his mouth from her supple breast he gave her sweet butterfly kisses as he made his way down to her belly button , he put both hands to her hip bones pulling her pants down swiftly, admiring the black lace panties that covered her. Bonnie saw this look in his eyes that made her blush while exacting arousal. Damon kissed her as he slipped his finger into her panties, darting one finger and than two into her wet tight walls which causes her body to jerk with pleasure as his lips continue to devote it's self to her mouth that moaned sweetly out as he continued to sink his fingers deeper evoking her to let out the need and want the touch of his hand had on her feelings… "Tell me, you want me"
Bonnie bit into her bottom lip she was on the brick. "I want you" Damon sink in another finger and she arched her back and Body to conform with his finger. "Do you want only me?" Bonnie forces the words to come out. "Ahh…yes" Bonnie managed to open her eyes long enough to look him square in those crystal orbs.
Damon smiled as he pulled his fingers from inside her, turning he quickly removed his jeans that hid his massively hard dick, that was fighting to be free and bruised inside of her wetness. Joining her again he quickly drinks in her lips once more, he was excited if he were alive his heart would have leap from his chest by now, ready he feels her retreat.
"what's wrong?"
"I just…I haven't done anything for you"
"Don't worry about it, just let me take care of you" Damon strokes her cheek with his knuckle. "Its okay, I got you"
Taking every precaution, Damon enters her wetness slowly stroking, They are overcome,in the throws of passion something strange begins to happen, Bonnie's mind is filled with imagines of Stefan, his hands hold her and love her, Bonnie feels as if she's making love to two men. Her body knows she is with Damon and her eyes see him, her hands touch him but her mind experiences something quite different.
Stefan feels his hands glide down her back, the kisses that devoured her, devoured him back, lushes thighs that squeeze tightly around his hips as he drives deeper and deeper into her warmth losing himself satisfied.
Stefan awakens to sweaty palms and the pseudo beating of his heart, wiping the sweat from his forehead, he is covered in her scent. Bathed in the joys of her flesh. Only he wasn't...and that was torture.
Damon cuddles the beautiful girl, truly washed with her flesh, he had her truly and it was wonderful, he didn't need anything more in life expect, to be everything she could possibly want…Damon doesn't want to be disappointed because women who love him, they love him just enough only to realize his love isn't enough, and he couldn't handle that with Bonnie, not his witch, he needs all of her, all the time, and if he must be possessive to have what he wants than so be it.
Bonnie lets her body melt with Damon, she was happy and that's where she wanted to stay, in his arms, in his love nothing else mattered at the moment. Nothing else at all…
Its Two days later, Elena decides to confront the one thing causing all her problems.
Damon answers the front door , its Elena she doesn't speak stepping into the foyer. "Elena…"
The thundering smack of her hand across his marble cheek echoes the walls of the foyer. Damon exhales "I deserved that" Elena tries to smack him again but he blocks it. "You only get one, the next one will cost you"
"How could you, do this Damon?" Elena yells at Damon reaching to smack him. " I will break your arm" he says stopping her efforts to hit him again.
"Why would you do it, was it to mess up my relationship with Stefan, so that could you steal me away from him"
"No!, I didn't plan for any of this….besides I didn't need a plan to steal you away from Stefan, you were falling for me, of your own free will" He says smirking.
"I'm not joking, Damon"
"Do you see me laughing, Elena" He sarcastically pronounced all the syllables in her name.
"you know what I mean, Bonnie is pregnant and Stefan could be the father"
"Or I could be" Damon quickly corrects her. "And if your not"
"If am not what"
"The father!"
Damon just turns and walks away because he doesn't even wont to entertain the idea of him not being the father of this baby, because someone may just really die, with his reaction if Stefan's the father.
Damon stops in his tracks his back towards her. "Better question Elena, what will you do if Bonnie gives Stefan what you never can" He shrugs disinterested at her because he really wasn't interested in her answer, leaving Elena to ponder the one thing she's dared not question herself.
Elena refuses to see or speak to Stefan, distancing herself from all three of them…and her anger calls out in the strangest way. Which could lead to trouble for the vampires and witch.
Later that evening haveing been bored at home, Bonnie heads somewhere she could find serenity.
Bonnie hadn't left Damon's room since she got there, she felt safe and calm in here, nothing could touch her, the outside wanted to throw her way could get to her in his room… but she realized she couldn't hide in her for to long.
Stefan waits by his door he hears her roaming around Damon's room, the soft breathing, that menacing smell of fire and honey choking the air , God she is driving him crazy and what they did or didn't do last night is shaking him down in his core. She's been coming and going the last few nights and she's everywhere and it's the same, every night she's his in every way known to man, only she's not, he's not, these things they do are not for him…
Finally, Stefan pulls Bonnie into his room by her arm quickly shutting the door using her body. He crowned her face with both hands trying to catch the false breaths that entangle his un-life, Stefan stares at her fiercely he wasn't sure where to begin. This look almost frightened Bonnie as she caught her breath and slowed her breathing from being taken by surprise..
"Stef-Stefan" Bonnie stutters his name.
"I Still feel you?"
Bonnie shifts her gaze from Stefan, because it wasn't just in her head, Stefan is apart of her. "you feel me too, don't you?"
"Yes, but Stefan! we can't, I can't"
"I know, its wrong but ,I can't stop having these feeling for you, I felt you the other night…I was with you" Stefan holds her by the wrists.
Bonnie sees the same hunger that Damon has in eyes, Stefan has it in spades now, green to green,words spoken in silence the tension in the room couldn't but cut by the sharpest knife.
"I feel you all over, your in my blood, your in here" Stefan moves her hand from his head down to his heart delighting in her fingers on his skin. She was like an addiction Stefan was finding it hard to quit her.
"Stefan-" Bonnie hears Damon call to her. breaking any chance of him hearing whatever was about to grace her lips. "Don't"
"I have to go"
Bonnie gives Stefan a wistful sigh before exiting his hold and room. Stefan lays his forehead on the door exhaling deeply conflicted and deeply exhausted.
Caroline watches her Best friend faking the steady life she once had, pretending her life isn't in turmoil.
"What's wrong?"
"Oh, nothing much, besides my life couldn't suck more"
"What now?"
Bonnie plops down on the couch she looked happy and sad, this reservation behind eyes lets Caroline know her best friend could use a shoulder. "Damon asked me to marry him"
Caroline doesn't know whether to cheer or scream. "Okay, Is that a good thing or bad thing?"
Bonnie smiles, "it's a good thing" Bonnie slightly smiles. "Well, one half of your face says I'm happy and the other side doesn't seem to know"
Bonnie laughs a hearty laugh , because Caroline always can find the humor in life something Bonnie was finally learning. "Thank you"
"For what?"
"For always being you"
"Your welcome" Bonnie hugs Caroline tightly. "But now, time for me to be serious"
Bonnie squints at Caroline biting down into her lips, Caroline serious that was sort of a scary thought.
"Why all the confliction in your face, soon to be hot mama" Caroline wraps her mind Bonnie. "Umm, I've sort of Bonded myself to both Stefan and Damon"
"More than, that little bundle of joy"
Bonnie gives Caroline a sly look. "Sorry, please continue"
"No! you know what I'm done, I'm actually tried of talking about my problems when were together, lets here what's happening in Caroline's world"
"But, I enjoy the Bonnie, Damon, Stefan saga" The perky blond says sarcastically. Bonnie merely cocks her brow. "Okay, Tyler and I have been getting closer, but I don't know what to make of that, because I still love Matt very much"
"Well in Lou, of my situation, I say if you want matt go after him, and if you think there's more between Tyler and you figure it out before you get back with Matt"
"Sound advice for someone, who isn't doing the same"
"What's that suppose to mean?" Bonnie gives her a sharp look from her corners eye.
"I mean, I see the way both Salvatore brothers fall over themselves these days when you enter a room, and while everybody's worried about Stefan and Damon, no ones asked how do you feel about them?" Bonnie stumbles taking a seat.
"You love Damon, but you care for Stefan as well"
"Yes" She nods slowly.
"But maybe, your starting to feel that, there could be more between you and Stefan then you originally thought"
Bonnie just stares those greens into Caroline's blues floored at how well Caroline gets the situation, laying out everything Bonnie, doesn't want to say out loud to herself or anyone else. Caroline takes a knee in front of Bonnie. "You know Bonnie, its okay to love them both, for different reasons"
"No!, it's not…and its never going to be"
Bonnie and Caroline, just look at each other silently. "So, I saw Elena" Caroline breaks the slience.
"How was she?"
"Bitchy, like very, very bitchy"
"I think ,that was heartbreak"
"No! some of it was heart break, the other part was just her being bitchy"
"angry!"
"Lets just ,agree to disagree"
"Fine, but she's angry and that is not good"
"No, because nothing good ever comes from an angry Elena" Caroline voice tries for sarcasm but fails, "lets go, you can treat me to dinner"
"Alright, but your buying"
Bonnie pushes Caroline out the door laughing…
Damon and Bonnie in her room, Bonnie leans against her dresser, while Damon sits on the bed watching her mouse around the room always going back to the dresser something was troubling her, Bonnie also notices his clenched jaw and devilish smirk that plays on his smooth lips, everytime he tries to bring up ways to say whatever is hanging on his brain... For someone who had no problem saying whatever popped into his mind, he found it impossible to purge himself around her.
"I need to know something?" she finally blurts out, Damon stands behind her watching her through the mirror. "ask me anything?
"if, Stefan turns out to be the father-"
"I'll be mad with jealousy" Damon interrupted quickly this burning intensity clouded his baby blues , Bonnie turned to face him seeing the ring in his open palm. "But…I'm selfish and I just want you-"
Stefan opens Bonnie's bedroom door seeing Damon ring in hand. "What's going on here?"
"Well if you must know, Stefan interruptrous, I asked Bonnie to marry me, which means..your right on time, to hear her say yes" Damon says through clenched teeth.
Bonnie feels the tension in the room shift multiplying ten fold because she hasn't given Damon an answer, And Stefan and her are definitely bound to each other.
"Bonnie…" Damon grabs her right hand, which pulls her attention towards him, but then Stefan grabs her left hand. "Bonnie…" which pulls her attention to him… two men ,two choices but only one answer, and one choice.
P.S.-Something's with Elena and the baby will be coming up next chapter…I will also explain the bonds.