A/N-Sorry friends but I'm moving and I don't have internet anymore, so I'm updating from school, and I will try to update as much as possible…xoxo, and yes I've decided who the father is…. And the father is- see the bottom
Chapter- undone and Unfinished
"Stop, stop your both driving me crazy, I can't choose…Okay," Bonnie yanks her hand away from both brothers. Rushing from the room, down the stairs and out the front door.
Bonnie sees the darkness surrounding her, and these very irritating voices shouting in her head, opening her eyes she sees Damon and Stefan both snipping at each other. Bonnie wakes up again it's the same thing every night a week as past since, her bolting from the room leaving Damon and Stefan to snip at each other, because she's to afraid to hurt either of them, to afraid to choose, especially with the baby on the way. she knows that if Damon isn't the father it will crush him and although he says that he'll stay with her regardless she can't help but fear he'll resent the fact that Stefan will be a permanent fixture forever in her life, and if he's the father and as for Stefan he'll do the right thing not just for the baby but for her too because he might actually be able to fall in love with her separate from anything he feels for Elena, but could she trust his love, could she trust Damon's love…either way it goes the answer is yes!
Bonnie shows up at the Salvatore manor, Damon opens the door leaning against it in the cavalier manner. "What brings you by?" Bonnie picks-up on his despondent disposition. "I wanted to see you, to explain" Damon looks her over, the baby bump becoming clearly visible through her purple canopy covered by her black and purple flannel shirt , Damon steps aside to let her enter, although he wanted to berate her or be his normal jackass self. she was all glowing and too beautiful for words, all he wanted was to have these moments with her even if, he wasn't entirely sure what she felt these days.
"Are we alone?" Bonnie shoots her greens around the foyer.
"Yes! Why, are you planning to take advantage of me" Damon smirked breaking the awkward silence that hovered in the room. Bonnie smiled. "Well maybe, if I wasn't in such a delicate condition" Bonnie flirted back. "There are always other things, options" Damon shrugged.
Damon and Bonnie just looked at each other smiling, this, the flirting was easy, they removed all the heaviness from the room by leaving well enough alone, all the baggage hanging between them, they'll let go just for one day….
Laying in Damon's bed, he's reading to her stomach…while Bonnie smiled watching him, she could see that underneath all his flaws Damon had qualities, something of substance, worthiness, things he himself didn't think he was capable of….
"And count Dracula, replied I want to drink your blood, mowah ha-ha"
Bonnie smiled twisting her fingers through his hair. "I don't think this is an appropriate story for a baby"
"it's the perfect story, unless you prefer I tell him or her the Damon tales"
Bonnie squinted one of her eyes thinking about Damon's life story. "On second thought, Dracula is the perfect story" Bonnie gets this look on her face. "What is it?"
"I think the baby just moved"
"What!, seriously?"
"Yes, give me your hand" Bonnie takes his hand quickly.
Bonnie puts Damon's hand on her stomach smiling. "I don't, feel anything" Damon does his squinty eye thing whispering.
"Just wait for it…there" Bonnie gets all excited.
Damon looks amazed at her. "Oh, it actually moved" Damon isn't sure what his outward reaction should be, smirking, "that's creepy, yet kind of cool"
"Small reminder, it's not an it, its a baby"
Bonnie smiles at his boyish behavior clearly he'd never been around many pregnant women in his life, and she was happy she could share this moment with him.
Bonnie pensively looks at Damon, because she has to make some tough choices that's ultimately going to hurt him in the end.
Two days later, after her blissful time with Damon, Bonnie meets up with Stefan.
Bonnie and Stefan sitting at the grill, Stefan pulls her leg across his lap rubbing her foot all nonchalant. "I wish... I could have been there too"
"Yeah, it was pretty amazing…there's an actual living thing growing inside me"
Stefan feels his heart warm, when he's with her like this…Bonnie notices the glee in his eyes and it breaks her heart a little. So she brings up the one person that will change that.
"Have you spoken to Elena?" Bonnie asks while munching on a pickle. "Nope, she refuses to talk to me or even look at me for that matter, Jeremy says she's a total nightmare"
"That's because we all hurt her so bad…but especially you and me"
"It wasn't our fault, we weren't in our right minds"
"Yeah, but despite that, it still hurts…but I have faith she'll come around"
"How can you be so optimistic?"
"Take me and Damon for example, I wouldn't of pissed on fire to put him out…he would have been lucky, if I spite in his general direction…"
Stefan laughs a hardy laugh, a laugh she hasn't heard in a while. "And look at us now, so trust me when I say things will work out, maybe sooner than you think"
Bonnie watches as Elena makes her into the grill seeing her maybe boyfriend and her distant best friend enjoying each others company.
Gesturing to walk away Bonnie stands.
"Elena, don't go"
Stefan turns seeing the beautiful brunette eyes glossed with tears on the horizon.
"Elena" Stefan speaks to her with a soft longing. "This was a set-up, you two planed this together" Stefan looks aloof. "No, Stefan had no idea you would be here, this was all my idea, so that you two could talk , Elena none of us…well Stefan and I didn't plan for this to happen, but it did, and were paying for it, trust me"
"I don't care!, if you didn't mean to fuck my boyfriend" Elena's faint tears turns into a scowl.
"Elena…don't you think that was a little harsh" Elena rolls her eyes at Stefan's defensive nature with Bonnie.
"No!, its okay Stefan…if she needs to hate me fine go ahead, but I'm still gonna be pregnant and your still gonna be angry…but than what?" Elena doesn't answer. "I'll tell you, we lose a whole lifetime of friendship and you lose the love of your life, is that what you want, Elena?"
Elena crosses her arms contemplating these circumstances but her anger over shadows her logic. "I can't…" Elena leaves and Stefan watches her walk away disappearing from the grill. "Ahh…Stefan this is the moment where you chase after the girl"
"Yeah, but this girl doesn't want me to chase her"
"Yeah, she does, dummy, every girl does"
Stefan broods his brow. "Even after hundred and six-two years on this planet you still haven't learned a thing about women" Bonnie shakes her head. "Thank you, for trying to get her to come around"
"Its no big deal"
"Yeah it is, especially considering how I feel about you"
"Stefan-"
"I know, we could never work, because I'll carry a torch for Elena, and you'll be in love with Damon"
Bonnie exhales resting her hands at his chest she wants to tell him something different but can't because he's right and wrong but mostly right… Stefan kisses her cheek leaving.
Elena makes it home, searching for her keys… "Elena" Startled she sees the man in all black, his pecan eyes, was most striking against his pale features, "I'm sorry, do I know you" Elena asks nervously yet curious. "No, but I know you, and I thought we could help each other out" He gives her a eerie smile, yet Elena doesn't jump at the chance to flee from this man who's intentions scream he's obviously up too no good….
The week goes by so quickly, and she had done things and come to decisions that she had to get off her chest before they crush her…so she called the one person who's been there for everything she's been going through, the person she would understand what she has too do next.
"I need you" Bonnie nervously stuffs her mouth with strawberry's while anxiously with her thoughts. 30 minutes pass and Flying through the unlocked door is Caroline holding a bat . "Who's ass do I need to kick"
"Whoa, slugger, put the bat down" Bonnie holds her hands out. Caroline lowers the bat. "You said you needed me"
"So that we could talk" Bonnie smiles slightly amused.
Caroline as this stunned look on her face. "Oh! So, your okay…everything's okay"
"Yes" Bonnie smiles at Caroline lovingly. "Good, Because somebody was about to be introduced to my Louisville slugger" Caroline rubs the bat tenderly. "Your crazy" Bonnie laughs. "And you love it" Caroline pouts with a smile. "Yes, I do…I love that you'll come bats blazing to defend me" Bonnie pulls Caroline into a hug. Although Caroline hadn't known the exact reason Bonnie called her over she knew her friend and while they hugged Caroline could feel that this hug felt different somehow, it was deeper. "Why did you call me here, Bonnie?" Caroline asks warily still holding onto the petite witch. Who just sighed heavily pulling away from her perky friends arms. "I've made a decision and your not gonna like it"
Caroline and Bonnie sit across from each other, " Explain it too me again"
"Apparently, I bound myself Stefan and Damon…when I cast that stupid ass spell that showed us how we all ended doing you know" Bonnie hands Caroline the Grimore. "I sort of missed that tiny little portion right there, where it binds the people who are under it" Bonnie rubs her finger across the rough paper.
"Oh Wow, see that's why always read the fine print" Bonnie rolls her eyes at Caroline who was sipping her bottled water. "Stupid, fine print" Bonnie spouts childishly taking the bottle from Caroline drinking it, Caroline chuckles a bit. "Do they know?"
"Hell No, No, that would cause even more problems, if they found out, that's why I've come up with a solution" Caroline gets this far off look in those royal blues. "But I think-maybe they could deal or-"
"Caroline, stop deflecting" Caroline stands quickly. "I can't help it, because you already said that whatever you tell me I'm not gonna like it"
"Yes, but deflecting isn't going to change what I have to tell you, either"
"Damn, I hate this" Caroline say's standing in-front of the picture window.
"Me too, it shouldn't be this complicated,but it is, I can't choose but I want too" Bonnie lays her head on Caroline's shoulder.
"You can't choose because you don't know who the father is, right?"
"Right…" Bonnie sighs.
An hour passes and Caroline and Bonnie are sitting in her car watching the house…
"Are you sure you want to do this?"
"Yes, its what's best for everyone, the best thing is for them is to let me go" Bonnie holds her hands over her stomach. "Okay than, lets go"
"You don't... have to come with me"
"Of course I do, you're my best friend…I would never let you do this alone"
Bonnie smiles at Caroline, because she was scared and happy that she wasn't alone.
Caroline pulls off, as Bonnie watches the light of her porch fade from her peripheral. Reaching out she grabs Caroline's free hand.
It started as a whisper slowly turned into a scream, searching for an answer where the question in unseen, I don't know where you came from, and I don't know where you've gone
Old friends become old strangers, between darkness and the dawn,
Amen Omen, will I see your face again,
Amen Omen can I find the place within to live my life without you... Ben Harper-Amen Omen
"There's no sign of her anywhere" Damon looks through her drawers, scrapes of clothing left behind.
"How could she just leave?"
"You drove her away Stefan" Damon yells grabbing Stefan, Stefan also angry pushes Damon back. "We drove her away, we…" Damon's anger pushes through, his eyes black the veins in his pale cheeks red, his fangs ascended. "What now?"
"I'm going after her-"
"I'll go with you"
"No, I don't need your help"
"I'm not going for you, its Bonnie"
Stefan goes for the door first but Damon stops him. "Understand one thing brother, we bring her home, I want her all to myself, just this once, I should get the girl…hell, I deserve the girl"
Although it takes Stefan a minute he realizes that Damon may truly and deeply love Bonnie, the girl that doesn't carry the face that reminds him of the past Katherine, and the face of the present Elena, who belongs to Stefan from the first day that he put himself in her path…and maybe that was how it was meant to be...but maybe it isn't how it was meant to be after all...
I'll tell you next chapters…lol sorry.
