Chapter- Trapped in-between and I'm losing it...

AN- I've been away for awhile because of personal issues that has taken me some time to get through but I'm back... moving forward so let me know what you think... hate it or love it, regardless you're all amazing for sticking with me xoxo.

Caroline brings Bonnie home she had spent two extra weeks in the hospital after she woke-up from her coma and things were still really confusing, Caroline had gone over the whole jest of major events in Bonnie life and things still weren't adding up for the resident witch.

"Can we go over this one more time?"

"Sure." The blonde smiles.

"So, Elena and Matt aren't together. . ."

"Nope." The bubbly blonde shakes her head slowly.

"And your not with Tyler . . . And Stefan loves Elena," Bonnie looks completely heartbroken about that , Stefan being in love with someone else. "And his brother is in love with me?"

"Yes, It's all very complicated." Caroline rolled her eyes -at just how complicated this shit really is.

"How can everything be this messed up, nothing is like I remember it," Bonnie sits down on her bed. And Caroline gets this curious look on her face because no one really understands this memory thing Bonnie's going through and no one wants to push her. "What do you remember, exactly? " Caroline takes the spot next to her.

"Um- I remember my childhood, you, Elena , Tyler , Matt and Stefan." Bonnie eyes sort of light-up at the mention of Stefan. "But nothing about Damon?"

"No. in my memories there is no Damon, you're with Tyler, Matt and Elena are like ken and a brunette Barbie and Stefan and I are happy . . . together,"

"Weird!" The perky blonde looks baffled and intrigued.

"Why?"

"Because, it's this... your memories are like reminding me of Fringe a little."

Bonnie scrunches her nose, "Fringe?"

She waves her hands, "Never mind, I'll explain it later… but right now you should get some rest,"

"Okay and I think I've had enough rest for one person."

"Well take it easy, I'll be back later to check on you, it'll be okay." Caroline gives her witchy best friend a weary smile because even she's having a hard time believing that herself.

Caroline rushes out quickly and Bonnie looks around her room getting familiar with it and the things that occupy the space, a teddy bear placed at the foot of the bed and a book of Baby names on the desk top and she still can't believe she's a mother but this is her life even if it's strange and unreal- But she'll get used to it somehow, especially with some help.

"Hey can you come to my house, I really need to see you."

"Sure, I'll be right there,"

Bonnie hangs-up happy with a smile on her face a genuine smile.

"Hey are you okay?" Stefan asks worried more worried then he'd like to let on to her.

"Yeah, I just needed someone to talk too."

"And you immediately thought of me," Stefan gives her a flirty smile.

"Naturally," And she gives him one back.

Stefan pauses and looks at her, "I actually brought someone with me,"

Bonnie catches the breath in the back of her throat as Stefan reaches for the car seat, "May we come in?"

She nods, her words getting trapped at the back of her throat,"…Of course,"

The green eyed vampire smiles, carrying their son into the living room, "Can I hold him?"

"Absolutely, I think he would really like that," He smiles sweetly at her.

"Oh my god! He's so beautiful …"

"Yeah, he's amazing… just like his mother," Bonnie smiles sweetly at Stefan she's looking at him like she once looked at Damon.

Stefan looks at Bonnie like he's seeing her for the first in his life and if he wasn't sure that he was in love with her before the coma he probably loves her even more now, that it's possible for them to be together.

"Stefan,"

"Yes,"

Bonnie opens and closes her mouth in one quick motion, "It's okay Bonnie, you can ask me anything,"

She gives him a lopsided smile, "Why aren't you and I together?"

He looks at her intently as he caresses her hand lightly, "Because you didn't love me, like you love Damon and there's Elena whom I love," He looks almost of unsure that.

"So, basically you don't love me!"

"That's not what I said."

They stare at each other intimately and intently, there is a new found passion on Bonnie's part and a new found hope on Stefan's. "I should get Sebastian home,"

Bonnie smiles as if she recalls the name, "I like it."

"You should, you picked it,"

They share a laugh, "Thanks for coming,"

"Anytime."

Stefan gathers the Baby's things with Bonnie's help, "Whenever you want to see him, come on over."

"Thanks, I will." She toys with her fingers.

The younger Salvatore gestures for the Door, "Bonnie,"

"Yeah!"

"You should go see Damon," Stefan leaves before Bonnie can give a response to his request. "I'll think about it," She says to herself.

Ding, Ding, Ding . . . "Stefan did you forget something?" Bonnie says opening the door with a smile.

"Wrong brother,"

"Damon." The corners of her mouth innately curve at the sight of him.

"Hi," He says softly with a wiry smile, he goes to brush his thumb and index across her cheek but stops himself.

Bonnie grabs her head momentarily as they gazed at each other, "You okay?, you remembering something?"

"I'm alright,"

"Did you remember something?"

"No."

Damon looks disappointed as he steps with her into the house, "You seat down, I'll get you some water,"

Bonnie sits and watches him walk back towards her slow and steady, "I was going to come see you."

Damon smirks amused. "Well I've saved you a trip," He moans slightly as he moves closer to her, Bonnie focuses on his lips, "And why were you coming to see me?"

"I just thought we should talk,"

"Ask me anything and I'll tell you no lies."

Bonnie stared in his eyes and felt something familiar about Damon, "You and I have a daughter and Stefan and I have son, how does something like that happen?"

"It was my fault,"

"How, what did you do?"

"I did something stupid, I caused us to lose our inhibitions and you did something that you never would have . . . But I don't regret it, because it brought us together."

Bonnie exhales slowly is voice was calming smoothing to her ears and her insides, "Did I hate you for what you did?"

Damon smiles because that could be a loaded question, " You wanted to, trust me but you couldn't because you were falling in love with me,"

Damon is now leaning inches from her mouth and Bonnie doesn't retreat, she stares at him looking at like he was a man hungry and in love. "You know what's weird -" Damon shakes his head as he tucks a piece of hair behind her ear. "Every time, I see you it feels like my heart and mind … it's like there trying to remember something but it's blocked I can't get access to those memories or something . . . and the more I try to remember, I get these headaches,"

"Maybe you shouldn't try so hard and just let yourself feel it, just feel it." Damon leans in to kiss Bonnie but she turns her head, "We can't,"

Damon exhales frustrated, "I understand, your not ready."

"It's not that, I just don't remember you and I think we should just let this be, just the way is … the way I' am."

"What are you talking about?" Damon stands.

"I know that everything is different, but I don't love you Damon hell I don't even remember you, but I remember Stefan we have a son together . . . And yes, I know that we have a daughter and I'm going to do everything in my power to help you find her but after that, I think me and Stefan can make this work,"

"Like hell! I'm not going to allow you to be with Stefan,"

"Um…last time I checked, you have no say so in what I do or who I see."

Damon glares at Bonnie clinching fists together- his obsessive "if I can't have mentality" was kicking into over-drive. He doesn't say anything because if he says something he knows-that if he says something it will come back to bite him in the ass when she gets her memory back. So he just leaves slamming the door behind him and Bonnie jumps slightly as the door echoes through the house.

Caroline walks into the Mystic grill seeing Damon, "I've been looking all over for you, next time answer the phone … I think I finally figured-out what's wrong with Bonnie,"

"She's bat-shit crazy!" Damon throws back his drink, "What happened?"

"She wants to be with Stefan . . . Stefan, she chooses me and now she wants him," He chuckles to himself angry.

"Wow, you've got a serious problem on your hands…"

"Thank you for stating the obvious, I hadn't noticed how fucked up things were," Damon raises his glass to the perky blonde. "You're a dick, but I want to help you, still."

"Yippy . . . I feel all tingly on the inside," He rolls his fist sarcastically.

Caroline ignores him, "So, after talking to Bonnie earlier I went home and watched a couple of episode of fringe its always nice to stare at Josh Jackson but not the point... So I'm watching and it got me thinking, maybe the Bonnie that woke up isn't our Bonnie… maybe she's like a different version of Bonnie-"

"What are you blabbing about?"

Caroline squints annoyed at the homicidal vampire. "I'm trying to help you . . . So either you play nice or lose Bonnie forever,"

Damon pouted. ". . . Am listening,"

"Like I was saying before you so rudely interrupted . . . What if this Bonnie is like some alt world Bonnie."

"How would that even work?"

"Let's say in Bonnie's coma land you two never meet because you're dead,"

Damon frowns, "Why would I be dead?"

"Because people really don't like you . . " She quipped enthusiastically.

Damon opens his mouth to disagree but he honestly can't. "Continue,"

"Okay, so somehow Bonnie and Stefan are together and Elena and Matt etc, what if our Bonnie is still somewhere in there trapped and since this Bonnie doesn't remember you but she remembers Stefan and obviously loves Stefan, thus our Bonnie is to weak too emerge,"

"So, How do we wake her up? How do we help our Bonnie?"

"You have to get this Bonnie to feel something for you and maybe it will give our Bonnie the strength to wake up."

"This maybe the dumbest thing I've ever heard but I'll do anything at this point," Damon shrugged.

Caroline and Damon huddle together to come with a plan.

Damon returns and he can smell her flowing all through the house, he couldn't really remember the last night her scent had passed so freshly through this house- he missed it he missed her and misses their daughter- the rouge vampire was starting to think they'd never see her again. But Bonnie was here maybe she's coming around and Caroline is just stupid, Dumb blonde he thinks to himself- no matter what the reason was that brought Bonnie here tonight he needs her to help find their daughter.

He makes his way upstairs and all that clouds his ears is the faint sounds of laughter and the little hope that Bonnie had come home to him, he was sadly mistaken.

"Oh! C'mon …" He says to himself.

Damon peeks at Stefan and Bonnie with their son and he feels like dying, he never knew he could hurt so much, this hurt more than when he lost Katherine and more then anything he could have ever felt for Elena- his heart was shattering piece by piece and there was nothing, absolutely nothing he could do to stop it. They hadn't even acknowledged Damon presence they were to involved in each other to notice he was falling apart and it was there fault - but really it was no one's fault but his own.

He sighed defeated as he sulked back to his room.

The broken vampire throw himself down on the bed bourbon in hand - "Damon." Elena stepped slowly out of his bathroom the dangerous vampire hadn't even realized he wasn't alone. "What do you want?" he responded nastily.

"I want to make you feel better,"

" . . . there's nothing you can do to make me feel better,"

Damon also hadn't noticed Elena was wearing only a robe, as she stalked her way over to him straddling the distraught older Salvatore, "Yes, I can." Elena kissed his lips sweetly has Damon hesitated for a moment, as he kisses her back roughly rolling so that they were flat on the bed, he needed to forget everything he needs to not feel anything , he kissed Elena as he listened to Bonnie and Stefan losing himself with Elena …..