L's POV

Everyone had fallen asleep except for her. She sat in a chair near the window looking out at the city. I slowly walked over and sat next to her.

"Are you alright?" I asked.

She looked at me and I could see the sadness in her eyes.

"I will be."

"Is there anything I can do?" I asked.

She closed her eyes and looked away. Whenever I was around this woman, I felt strange in a good way. I wanted to say things to her, I wanted to do things to her. This was probably what they called lust. I now realized that my hand was reaching for hers. When I made contact she looked at me again. I couldn't look away from those chocolate brown eyes. She let me take her hand and even moved closer to me.

"What are you doing to me?" I whispered.

She looked confused.

"I've never felt this way about anyone. I've never thought so much about one person."

"Explain to me." She said.

I looked at our joined hands.

"I feel… safe, but at the same time I'm scared."

"Of me?"

"No. Of never seeing you again. Never seeing your face, or looking into your eyes. Then, whenever I feel you, whether by your hand or even if you bumped into me… my heart pounds hard. Sometimes I feel as though it might beat right out of my chest."

She slowly nodded.

"Is that a bad thing?"

I thought for a minute.

"No…"

"Sorry?"

"No. It's not a bad thing."

I didn't know how to say it. She looked around and then stood up. She didn't let go of my hand as she took me into the bedroom. She locked the door before turning to me. We sat down on the bed and she took my hand again.

"No one will hear us. Tell me what you feel."

"When I'm around you… happy. Happier than I've ever been. And when you went looking for Misora I was worried. Even scared."

She nodded.

"Well, what do you want?" she whispered.

I stood up as straight as I could and touched her cheek with the tips of my fingers.

"L?"

"You. I-I want you, Elena."

Her eyes went wide and she covered my hand with hers. She stroked the back of my hand with her thumb. Every touch only made my desire grow. But I wasn't an animal, I would never force myself on her. I leaned forward slowly and she closed the space between us. She knotted her fingers in my hair and fisted the other in my shirt. I put my hands on her hips and pulled her to me. I slid my tongue into her warm mouth and she moaned softly.

Elena's POV

I leaned back so I could look into his eyes. I moved my fingers down his cheek and to his throat. He took my hand and kissed the palm before kissing each finger. I smiled softly and he smiled in return.

"I feel the same, L. Since the first time your hand touched mine. You're an incredibly handsome and intelligent man."

"Handsome?"

I chuckled.

"Yes. No one has ever made me feel the way you do. I want you too."

His breath hitched and I played with the bottom of his shirt. He lifted his arms so I could take it off. I'd dreamed of seeing him like this. I moved my hand over his pale chest. His eyes closed and I leaned forward. I kissed his neck and then moved down. I gently pushed him back and fell onto the soft comforter. He ran his fingers through my hair again.

"Get on top of me." He said.

I bit my lips nervously.

"It's alright. I want you to."

I nodded and straddled him. He moved his hips a bit and I held back my moan.

"You've done this before?" I breathed.

"No. I read."

I should've known. I knew there was a chance that this night wouldn't lead anywhere. But if I was being given the chance to be with him, even if only once, I was taking it. I'd intended to wait until I was married, but L was very special to me. He pulled me forward, my chest pressing against his.

"Kiss me."

I smiled and dropped my mouth to his. I stroked his tongue with mine and grinded against him.

"So you've done this?" he asked.

"No. I watch Underworld." I joked.

He actually laughed. I loved his laugh! His skin was so smooth and warm. I kissed his chest and I felt his hands move under my shirt. I leaned back and looked into his eyes.

"Take it off."

He sat up and pulled my shirt up over my head. He gently kissed my neck while his fingers ghosted down my arm. I shivered slightly and he held me tightly to his warm chest. He traced the wolf tattoo on my shoulder as he kissed over the tops of my breasts. I sighed and he rolled his hips. I reached down and unbuttoned his jeans. I laid him back and unzipped his pants with my teeth. He smirked and sat up to hold me.

"We still have to be quiet." I said.

He nodded and put his hands on my back.

"Put your arms around me." He whispered.

I did as he said and he turned me onto my back. I smiled at him and he winked.

"Was that in Underworld?"

I laughed as quietly as I could. He unbuckled my belt and unbuttoned my pants. He slowly pulled the zipper down and took off my pants. Only our underwear was left.

L's POV

She was wearing a lacy black and white bra with matching panties. Against her mocha colored skin… it was stunning. She could be a model if she wanted.

"You're…"

I was trying to find the right word.

"What?"

"Gorgeous, stunning, exquisite, beautiful. I couldn't decide which one to use."

She smiled at me and sat up a bit.

"So, what do your books say to do now?"

I smirked and pinned her to the bed.

"What does your movie say?"

She reached up and placed her hand on the side of my face. She pulled my lips down to hers and kissed me hungrily. I found the clasp to her bra and unhooked it. She pushed at my chest so she had room to take off her bra. She looked down at my boxers and then back to me. I nodded and got off the bed. I took off my boxers and then slowly pulled off her panties. When I saw her… it was like seeing a cake for the first time in my life. Only this was a hundred times better! She was wet and ready for me. I never thought a man like me would be able to make a woman this beautiful drip with desire. I was so hard and I was throbbing. I knew what to do next, I was only worried that I wouldn't be able to give her what she wanted. She crawled over to me and pulled me back onto the bed. She laid me back against the pillows and straddled me.

"Give me your hands."

I did as she asked and she twined our fingers.

"Now, I want you to close your eyes and relax. Don't think, just feel." She whispered.

I looked at her beautiful face once more before closing my eyes. She slowly moved her hips in a circular motion. I couldn't stop my moan.

"I guess I should've watched Underworld." I told her.

She chuckled and moved a bit harder. I kept my eyes closed and she brought my hands to her breasts. She moved her hands down my arms and I gently started to massage her breasts. They were a little bigger than I first thought, I wasn't going to complain. My thumb brushed over her nipple and she moaned loudly.

"L!"

I wanted to hear more so I did it again several times. Both of them were now hard. She stopped moving and I opened my eyes. Her cheeks were red and her eyes were dark with lust. She pulled me up and then laid on her back.

"Now, put yourself inside me. Make us one." She said.

I had more confidence now that I'd seen what I was making her feel.

Elena's POV

He lined himself up with my opening and then placed his hands on either side of my head. He leaned down and kissed me as he pushed inside me. He was big and thick. I didn't know if he would fit in me. He stopped at my hymen and looked at me. He gently stroked my cheek before thrusting forward. I cried out because it did hurt.

"Shhh! I'm sorry. I'm here." He whispered.

I held onto him tightly as the pain slowly ebbed away. I moved my hips a bit, testing the pain. There was a slight burn but it felt incredible.

"If it hurts you too much then-"

I cut him off with a kiss. Neither of us heard the pound on the door, we were too lost in each other.

"How does it feel?"

I smiled a bit.

"Move, L. Move, it's okay." I said.

There was another pound but we ignored it. He moaned into my mouth as he kissed me. I'd never felt so good! L was giving me the most amazing feeling.

"More! Please, L more!"

He started to thrust harder and longer. After a little more time he went faster. He moaned my name loudly and 'being quiet' went right out the window. He kissed me to silence me and I moved my hands under his arms and to his shoulders. I moaned into his mouth and started to move my hips in time with his thrusts.

"Elena…!"

"L…"

Another pound in the door. I growled and threw one of my rings at it.

"Screw off! We're busy!" I snapped.

L chuckled and I smiled. I started clamping down on him and he shut his eyes.

"I don't know if I can hold on." He said.

I grabbed him and flipped him onto his back. I kept the pace and kissed over his chest. When I reached his neck I bit down. He shouted my name and I could feel his release inside me.

"L!"

I came around him, panting. I was so tired I collapsed on him. He immediately put his arms around me and kissed my shoulder.

"Did you like it?" I asked.

Another kiss to my shoulder.

"You'll never know how much." He whispered.

I smiled and closed my eyes.

"I know this will end soon. Can we just lay here for a few minutes? Please?"

"I don't want it to end at all."

My eyes flew open. He stroked the skin of my back and I found myself stroking his chest.

"What do you mean?"

He took a deep breath.

"I want to hold you again. I want to kiss you and love you again." He said.

I couldn't help but smile.

"Please… don't say you never want me again."

I held him tighter and took his hand.

"I will NEVER say that. I only want to kiss you. I only want you to hold me. And I never want to have sex with anyone else but you, L. I was going to wait until I was married, but I'll never find someone as amazing as you. That's why I wanted you to have me. Apart from my brother, you're the only thing I care for, that I can't be without."

He squeezed my hand. I looked into his eyes and smiled.

"I want you."

I could see all the happiness in his eyes. He kissed me softly. I closed my eyes and moved my lips with his. When we separated he traced my lips with his thumb.

"I want you too." He whispered.

I smiled and kissed him again.