Once I got home from across the street my dad Derek and my mom were standing in the foyer waiting for me. I could tell that they had all been crying cause Lydia's eyes were all read and puffy and Derek's shirt had tear stains on both shoulders.
"Where's dad? I asked walking in the door.
"He got called in on a case so he won't be home for a few days." Lydia said.
My dad, Stiles, is a fbi agent, he is actually in charge of the LA department so whenever there is a case he is gone. Mama is on his team so she usually goes with him but she is probably halfway to from New York to london by now.
"Hey buddy. Can I talk to you in the family room please?" Derek asked.
"Ya let me just go put my stuff in my room."
"Actually we can do this up there." he said following me as i walked up to my room.
"Okay?" I said weirded out that my dad is following me up to my room.
"Okay so what's going on?" I said flopping down on my bed as derek shut the door and the room flashed.
"Its Mama." he said with tears falling down his eyes as i jumped up off my bed looking him straight in the eyes. "She's… she died."
"No Dad… No. If this is some kind of sick control lesson, you better…" I cried as the words getting stuck in my throat "you better tell me. You better tell me " I cried hitting him in the chest.
"No buddy." He said shaking his head letting the tears fall from his cheeks as I stumbled around as the room started spinning crashing in to him multiple times the third time i crashed into him he pulled me into a tight hug which only made me cry harder. "Im sorry." he said in my ear over and over again.
"What happened… what… what happened." I screamed but he just squeezed tighter. Once i settled down a little bit i sat down on the bed and asked again. "pop, what happened." I said still crying.
Well," he said trying to hold himself together so he could tell me what happened "the private jet your mother mother was on exploded when she was halfway to new york, they are doing an investigation right now, that is where your father is. We are going to find whoever did this mad make them said giving me another hug.
An hour later after I calmed down I realized Grayson texted me.
G: Hey you coming back over?
K: No.
G: Why?
K: I'm just not okay!
Once I sent that turned off my phone.
I can't help but think that if I wasn't so worried about what was going on with me and Grayson this wouldn't be happening, I know that it isn't his fault and that he had nothing to do with the plane. But I should have been here to support my family, and not making out with Grayson.
I decided that I should just go to bed and talk to him in the morning. So I got all ready for bed only shedding a few tears, and then it hit me mama wasn't here to tell me good night or bring me that tea she used to make whenever I couldn't sleep. Mama wasn't ever going to be here to tuck me in. Yes I know I'm 16 and don't need to be tucked in but mama said that as long as I lived under her roof I was going to get tucked in with a kiss to seal it. All my emotions came rushing over me and I cried myself to sleep hoping that when I wake up that everything would go back to normal and this would all just be a bad dream.
When I woke up the next morning I turned on my phone and it blew up with text messages from the pack, Grayson, and all my friends on the lacrosse team. Shit. It is real. I threw my phone across the room and then curled back up into a ball and cried into my pillow which had just dried from the night before. A couple minutes into me crying Talia came in the room and climbed into my bed.
"Hey K" she said with tears in her eyes.
"Hey" I said refusing to look at her. "What are you doing in here T?" I asked cause I just want to be alone.
"I just… I just can't be alone rn" she cried at that moment I sat up wiped away my tears and figured that I should be the big brother mama wanted me to be, so I sat up and held my sister tight as we cried together.
"T it's gonna be okay, we will get through this."
"Will we though."
"Yes. We have to."
"How are you okay? How are you not breaking apart?"
"I was, I have been crying since I found out. I honestly think that I am out of tears."