I can't get enough. I can't get enough of her.
It's become a pretty bad habit for us two, but neither of us can stop ourselves. We keep hurting each other, arguing with each other. Yet everything ends with the two of us having sex and not solving anything.
It was as though she was a drug and disease at the same time.
She was toxic and addicting to me.
"Gusion," She spoke in a soft voice. The two of us were seated at the side edges of the bed, our backs facing each other. The room was dimly lit by one of the reading lights in the head of the bed. The room was cold, and the rain was crashing down onto the roof creating loud noises.
Yet her petite voice could still be heard.
"I think, I think we have to end this." She muttered, loud enough to hear clearly. My heart ached as I processed her words, but wasn't I supposed to be happy to break off ties with her?
What is wrong with me?
"I-It's become a pretty bad habit for the both of us, don't you think? I mean, we argue then have sex, then betray each other once again. It's unhealthy for both of us, I know that you know that." I clenched my teeth, feeling the rising anger in my heart. She was right, I definitely agree with her. But, I cannot let it end like this.
"So, our love for one another was just fake?" I tilted my head up just as I said it. The bed shifted a bit on the other side and I could definitely feel her shocked gaze.
Lighting struck down, lighting the room with it's flash.
"G-Gusion that's not it!" She stuttered, tears flowing down from her cheeks.
"Lesley, I know we're unhealthy for each other. But, I can't deny that I've always loved you. I just didn't see how much I really did. Now that I might actually lose you, I might die when I see you walk through those doors. So please," I turned my whole body to her and wrapped my arms around her shoulders. I hadn't even realized I was crying until I started sobbing in her shoulder.
"Don't leave me, Les! I beg of you! I'll try to be a better boyfriend, I'll treat you better if you give me a chance!" I screamed, and another lightning flashed the whole room.
"Idiot!" Lesley choked out, sobbing heavily as tears fell down from her face.
"You don't know how hard that was to say! I do love you, even when you go around flirting and fucking sluts I can't help but still fall for you!" Lesley screamed, pouring out her whole feelings. I looked at her blue eyes and cupped her cheek.
"I love you, Gusion. Don't ever leave me alone."
"I love you too, Les."
Our lips soon met, and so did our hearts.
And the toxic taste of love lingered between the two of us.
AN: So, how was this one shot? I hope it fit the two. I believe that Lesley and Gusion's relationship will be full of pain and heartbreak, as well as sex and arguments. They have that "broken love". But in the end, there will come a time where all those are put away in the past.
Thank you for reading, stay tuned for the next oneshot!
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