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Summary: Madness is not a state of mind. Madness is a place. What happens when Harry stumbles into it and gets trapped there? A Harry Potter version of Alice in Wonderland but a thousand shades darker.

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The hospital was quiet. Or maybe Harry just wasn't hearing anything. His head throbbed, the lump on the right side of his forehead the reason for that. The back of his head burned under the bandages. Voldemort had carved his name in Harry's nape but he was still alive.

Voldemort knew who he was. The secrets were out. And Harry remained alive. Except what was there to live for if Voldemort was gone? If Voldemort hated him?

He'd watched his lover, watched the deep, dark pain in Voldemort's eyes. That wasn't going away. No matter the explanations. No matter how many times Harry tried to apologize. The pain on Voldemort's face wouldn't go away. Because of what Harry did.

That knowledge sat on his chest. A five-ton elephant obstructing his breathing. He'd lost out on the best thing that ever happened to him and for the life of him, Harry couldn't find a good enough reason for why. Not anymore.

He'd come awake in the ambulance, no idea how he and Sirius got there. He'd given them a different name for Sirius, couldn't have the cops sniffing around them. The excuse of a drunken fight with a stranger being the cause of Sirius's injuries seemed to mollify the nurses who asked way too many questions.

He sat outside Sirius's room, hunched over, hands clasped between his knees. He owed his Godfather an explanation. When Sirius awoke, Harry had to look him in the eye and tell him he'd fallen in love with Voldemort even as they'd plotted and schemed to destroy him. Why was everything so damned complicated? Why did he think all of this was a good idea, being with Voldemort and being him, Harry Potter, the man behind the gang?

At least the doctors had sedated Sirius so Harry wouldn't have to deal with him for a while yet. His Godfather had suffered a shattered cheekbone, a concussion, a broken nose, and had one of his teeth chipped. And still as they'd wheeled Sirius away, his face bloodied and swollen beyond recognition he'd wanted to know If Harry was all right. He wasn't. Not at all.

He wanted his Voldemort back. He wanted to hold him and soothe him and tell him how much he loved him. He wanted to let Voldemort know that nothing about their feelings was manufactured or false. But he couldn't, because although Voldemort had let him live, Harry knew there was no way the other man would let him back into his life.

His heart didn't want to give up. Didn't want to let Voldemort just walk away as if they'd been nothing, but right now Harry needed to give him his space. That wild, dangerous glint in Voldemort's eyes right before his men knocked Harry out? That glint that had Voldemort carving his name into Harry's skin? That glint ensured Harry would be hearing from Voldemort again. It just might not be to his liking. It didn't matter though. He'd take Voldemort anyway he could get him.

"Hey."

He glanced to his left as a man having a pale face and light brown hair approached him. As he drew closer, Harry recognized his face. Sirius's friend, Remus.

"Hey."

Harry jerked his chin to Sirius's door.

"He's okay. They have him sedated."

Relief washed over Remus, brightening his pale skin for a second. He leaned against the wall next to Harry, hands shoved into his pockets, and kept his gaze peeled on Sirius's room door.

"Those bloody bastards,"

Remus muttered.

"How'd they even get to him?"

Harry wondered the same.

"I guess we'll find out when he wakes."

He eyed Remus.

"Are you okay, Remus? You look like you're about to pass out."

Remus shook his head, refusing to take his gaze from Sirius's door.

"No. I'm…"

His throat worked.

"I'm good."

But from where Harry was seated, Remus looked anything but good. His skin kept getting paler and paler, and his left leg shook.

"Remus…"

Remus slid down the wall on his back, slumping on the floor,

"I'm okay."

A tremor vibrated in his voice.

"Holy hell."

Understanding dawned, and Harry looked from Remus to Sirius's door and back.

"Does he know?"

A muscle below Remus's right eye twitched

"Does he know what?"

Harry shifted closer to him and whispered

"That you have feelings for him. Does my Godfather know how you feel?"

Remus laughed, harsh and brittle.

"Have you met your Godfather?"

So that would be a no. Harry pursed his lips. He was the last person qualified to give anyone advice, especially about their love life, but he did anyway.

"Maybe you should tell him."

Remus straight up ignored him.

"So, you're the man behind the man, huh?"

He changed the subject, and Harry followed his lead.

"Sirius told you?"

What the hell was Sirius doing, telling everybody about their business?

"He trusts me,"

Remus said.

"He knows I'll take it to the grave."

Harry lifted an eyebrow,

"Because you love him."

And of course, Remus didn't answer. Harry didn't know about the two men's relationship, but he didn't think Remus's feelings would be returned. He'd never met a man more heterosexual than Sirius.

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