I will be continuing this story, I'm glad you enjoy this mgasmsms It's weekly updates because it's kind of hard to came up with a chapter, and thank you queenmancilla13 for the review, I'm looking forward to the Timmy/Tootie pairing as well, because I never really focused on other pairings other than my own.
It's been six months since Vicky moved out, like she said, I would be visiting her every second week, I really like going over to her apartment, only because it's not very big, which means I don't have to clean as much as I did, when she was living with us. To be honest…Shouldn't have moved out. Let me tell you somethings about her, she can't clean or cook for herself, every time I go back there, it's a mess.
But even though I do everything for her and she's a slob, I don't mind, just as long as I get to spend time with her, nothing else matters. Anyway today I was with Timmy, in his room. "So, how are things with Tootie?" I asked.
Timmy shrugged, but I could tell that he was embarrassed, "She stopped hugging me, and she doesn't try to ask me what I like about her, she's kind of cool now…"
"You sound like you miss the old Tootie."
"…No, but the constant attention I kind of miss."
"Whoa…Really?
Timmy's ears turned pink, "Enough about that, how you holding up about Vicky? She still torturing people?"
That won't work, "So there is something going on between you two, huh?" I smiled smugly, but what did he mean by that? "There's nothing going on between us...But..." Timmy sighed deeply.
"But...?"
"Hypothetically if I wanted to be more than friends, what would I have to do?" He asked, "You know, when someone wants to talk about them self without letting anyone know, they say 'my friend' or 'someone I know' but I like that you're being honest." I said.
Timmy smiled sheepishly, "Well as you can see, I don't have many friends, only like two at school."
"Well, people like us are unique. We know who to make friends with, we know who'll be our best friend that won't laugh at us when we're down. We know." I got up and looked down at Timmy, "And do you think Tootie wanted to change? Do you think she's happier this way? If you want to like someone, you have to like everything about them, but if you can't handle that, then you don't deserve that person."
Timmy looked sad, "I didn't realize it until it was gone…But I honestly miss her." I never thought Timmy would be this straight forward. He's allowing himself to tell me his feelings…Why? "You still have time, but if you actually want to…Be more than friends, you have to do that yourself, I can't help you with that."
"I can't…I mean, I don't know how."
"Dude, exactly how many girls have you had a crush on? And how close have you ever gotten to one?"
Timmy went quiet, "Don't tell me…" I stared at him and smiled, "I talk like I know everything about girls and romance, but I haven't been with one girl, or talked with one, I've never been alone with one in the same room. I know that I'll find the right one someday, which is why I stay confident, who cares if you don't know what to do, in the end, you'll figure it out." I explained. Huh…I think that's the first time I actually spoke about myself with him.
"There's this one girl at my school that I used to like, but every time I confessed, or tried to ask her out, she would shut me down really hard and every time she did that, my confidence dropped like a rock in the sea." Timmy sighed and laid back.
"But here you are, still alive and kickin' when you're with Tootie, what do you feel? Annoyance? Or happiness? "I asked, "With girls you feel a lot of stuff…But with Tootie, I mostly feel annoyed, not the bad one, it's like yes she's annoying, but in a good way. I find funny when she acts like that, although it can be a bit much, I wish she can be herself, but also restrain herself." Timmy said.
"Like I said before, if you can't handle everything she has, then you should look elsewhere…" I patted him on the back, he frowned, "I don't want to look for someone else…"
Timmy shook his head like he couldn't believe he just said that. I laughed, "Trust in yourself once and awhile, because with the right person, your confidence, trust and feelings will come back to you."
That should be enough for him today, "Well, I have to go now, see ya next time man."
Timmy laid there and thought about what I just told him, looks like I really got to him. I walked away and went downstairs, I wonder if I should talk to Tootie too, I noticed that her energy is slowly dropping, she's calmer than before.
When I got home I was greeted by Jerry, "Hey Alex, how was Timmy's? You have fun?"
I nodded, "Yea." I slowly walked away, even though it's been almost three years, I still have trouble talking to Jerry and Nicky. He smiled and went into the living room, despite what they know about me, I'm still very awkward to talk to, I walked up to my room, but stopped at Vicky's old room. The light was on, I looked inside and I saw Tootie, the room was empty, and she stood in the middle, "Hey."
Tootie turned and almost fell, "Wh- Alex! Don't scare me like that!" Tootie exclaimed, I smiled. "I wasn't trying to scare you, you're just a wimp." Tootie groaned, "Great, Vicky got to you, didn't she?"
I shook my head, "She hasn't got to me, and I'm just saying that you get scared too easy."
She stared at me skeptically. "Whatever." She turned back around and examined the room, "So…What're doing in here?" I asked. She didn't answer me for two minutes, "Wondering if I should make this my new room." Tootie said casually.
"Alright then, so, anything new…happen with Timmy?" I asked, her ears turned pink, she is so easy to read, "No."
"Huh, really? So you didn't notice that Timmy noticed that you've changed?"
She turned, "Even I could see that he's noticed something different about me…But."
"But…?" I walked over to her, "I don't feel like he's interested in the new me…"
I nodded, "You know I was the one who suggested that you change, but maybe you shouldn't listen to me, you should listen to yourself. Who knows maybe he liked the old you, and now he misses that Tootie?"
Tootie smiled and thought about my words, "Thanks Alex, maybe someday I'll help you out with romance." Tootie giggled and went back to her room. I seriously doubt she can help me with that. The next few days I talked back and forth between Timmy and Tootie, something was bugging me, I was spending more and more time with Tootie.
"Timmy's…actually getting closer to me, even though I went back to being myself. Although I'm not as loud as I was before." Tootie was inside my room sitting on my bed, "Yea, not bad if I do say so myself." I laid back and closed my eyes, "We've also become closer, haven't we?" Tootie asked, my eyes fluttered open, "I…I don't know, I wasn't really paying attention…" I lied.
"Really?" Tootie sounded hurt.
I sat up and looked at her, she's grown in the last three years, but she doesn't truly know me, "Sorry, but I can't really get close to anyone, even if it's the people who took me in. But if you want to say we've grown closer than before, go ahead."
"So basically you're saying you don't want my feelings…"
I scratched the back of my neck and looked out my window, Vicky pulled up to the sidewalk. "Oh look Vicky's here, I'll see next week!" I hurried off. Timmy's my friend…And Tootie is like a sister to me…I have noticed her…But I can't think of her like that, no matter what.
I walked out and got in Vicky's car, "So…You look funny, what's up?"
This is will be all for this week, next week I'm planning on updating on Friday, so the next chapter will be long and I'll have enough time to make corrections on my grammar errors lol
Thanks for reading! I hope you all have an awesome day!
Rilurz~
Update~ the next chapter will be up next week instead sorry, Tuesday or Thursday
