Everything after the chest tube was a blur to Owen, he barley remembered Teddys bloodcurdling screams, He barley remembered how she had blacked out halfway through and how he nearly went crazy because he thought she was dead.

He barley remembered the shock on evryones faces when those elevator doors sprang open. How Teddy was picked up out of a pool of her blood and rushed to the OR. He barely remembered all these things yet they haunted his dreams. Everytime he closed his eyes, even to blink, he saw all of this play before him like some kind of twisted movie. He sat by her bed never leaving her side. checking her pulse every five minutes

11:37 PM (next day)

"Hey" Teddys eyes had just fluttered open

And a surge of relief cursed through Owens veins "Hey" Teddy weakly whispered back "Miss me?"

Owen nodded, tears pricking his eyes.

"I'm so glad your okay" He choked back a sob

"I'm glad im okay to" Teddy weakly smiled. She took a deep breath "Im sorry for everything..the hiding.."

Owen stroked her hair inhaling its lavender scent, His tears mingling with hers. "Its okay, I totally understand. You were hurt, scared, and thats my fault.. I'm so sorry."

She smiled "Owen..I really dont want to come between You and Ameila and the kids..we will co-parent. half the country does it.

Owen felt a twitch of pain. He loved Teddy. He loved Amelia. He loved his kids. His head started spinning until Teddys voice pulled him back to earth.

"Owen..Owen..do you hear what I'm saying? He blinked a few times

"Um..yeah of course"

Teddy sighed a sigh of relif "Good..and I dont think I'm ready for another relationship... I just think about Henry and I.." A knot formed in the back of her throat.

Owen crawled into the bed with her stroking her hair with one hand, his other on the baby, feeling her flutters.

His heart jumping with every one.

YES! so glad this is finally posted! I've been writing out my chapters while listening to The Beatles, yesterday Its really helped me get into the writing mood. P.S I HAVE TWO NEW FICS UP!! GO CHECK THEM OUT! xoxo