After a year, i finally finished this short chapter.
The sound of the shower creeks. And Blaine can hear kurt stepping out of the shower, then the rustling of his hair on a towel. As he lays in bed, sun ray shining on his naked form as he stares up at the sealing. The bathroom door opens, and Kurt step out with a towel around his waist and going straight to his closet to change, Silence then filling the room once again.
Blaine takes a deep breathe, and soon Kurt steps out all dressed. It had been like this since he got here, none of them saying much. Really, what is there to say? After their unfortunate run in. Blaine's been nervous to see Kurt again. Though he's not so sure when exactly...
He sighs unknowingly loud.
"Is there something on you mind Blaine?"
Blaine tenses, heart beating fast. "oh-um. no."
"You're rather quiet" Kurt comes to stand beside the bed. Bending his back and placing his hands besides Blaine head, catching his eyes.
"Oh I just-..." he averts kurt's eyes.
"Showers open" Kurt smiles, bringing his body once again to a standing position. Straightening his navy blue suit that complimented his handsome figure perfectly.
"Huh?oh right" he sits up, holding the covers over his naked groin embarrassed.
Kurt chuckles, turning he says "I'll be in the kitchen"and waves back.
He showers and soon meets kurt in the kitchen. Where he seems to be cooking some sort of meat, he guesses from the incredible smell.
He sits on a stool, hands folded onto each other resting on the counter. He wants to talk about it. But he can't just bring it up , it feels out of place.
Stuck in his head he hadn't noticed kurt walking around to him , wrapping his hands around his waist startling him.
"How do you like your meat?"Kurt whispered in his ear.
Blaine blushed "what?"
Laughing, kurt rounded the corner to face Blaine."How do you like your meat?" he said pointing to the stove.
"oh-uh,medium" he smiled shyly.
Kurt nods, turning back to the sizzling meat.
As they ate he hadn't notice he'd been picking at his food until Kurt spoke. A nervous habits he'd picked up when he was Young.
"Talk"
He looked up confused.
"Talk, I know you've been dying to say something, I can see the gears moving in your head." Kurt smirked, putting a piece of meat in his mouth.
"Oh,um it's nothing" he said forcing a smile.
"I see...so it has nothing to do with our little run in" Kurts brow rose, and a slight smirk could be seen from the corner of his mouth by what was not covered by the mug he brank from.
Blaine sat there quietly,debating whether what was right to say, how to start.
"I just didn't know what to do, or if you're upset because of it," he said.
"Blaine, did I show that I was upset in any way, now or then?"
Blaine thought about it, Kurt didn't seem upset, but Kurt was very hard to read he never knew what kurt was thinking.
So,"No",he settled with.
"Then what ever made you think I was?", Kurt asked.
he was starting to get nervous, and that made him fidget in his seat. "I just thought-" He trailed of ,not even knowing what he himself what thinking. Only insecurities getting the better of him. Now that money was steady with Kurt around, he didn't want to do anything to jeopardise the relationship. Would he have to go back to the streets, and continually sleep with those men again.
Kurt sat his mug down."I gotta say I was quite surprised really. But when hen I saw you ,you looked terrified Blaine," he sighed, "I guess it's partly my fault, I never spoke what's to be down if it ever came to that. In all reality I never thought it would happen , New York's a big place. And out of all the coffee shops in New York, we still managed to run into each other." He chuckled to himself.
"It's just...i've never run into a client like that before, I was just shocked. I didn't know what to do"
"This run in doesn't have to be anything more than a mere coincidence Blaine, there's nothing to be worried about, our deal is still in place.You and I both know we have to be careful, but only making a big deal about a situation as innocent as that will only put us both at edge. Next time don't act so scared Blaine, don't let them know you have a secret."
Blaine nodded, understanding. As far as the citizens of New York know, they were just two strangers paying no attention to their surrounding and happen to collide.
He chuckled to himself, having over thought the situation.
Blaine went back to his food ,actually taking a bite this time. But as he ate he couldn't help but notice a weight had been lifted off his shoulders. Kurts not mad, and he wasn't scared off by the encounter. He wasn't going to get rid of Blaine, Blaine wasn't gonna lose his only source of income. And he doesn't need to go back to those disgusting men.
He closed the door behind him, he'd return to his apartment and the actions of the night before were finally wearing down on him. He slumped his shoulders and sighed , walking to his bed and throwing himself back up on it. He digged through his pocket taking out the White envelope he always has after a night with Kurt, he couldn't help but be in awe at the maturity of Kurt. But it also frightens him as he's afraid soon Kurt will notice that he doesn't really need Blaine and get someone better than Blaine. Someone better looking...Better skilled in bed.
He turns to his side curling up on himself clutching the money in his hand. He's planning on going shopping soon buying clothes that don't make him look as homeless as he feels.
The first thing that he did with Kurt's money is pay off the debts he had with his landlady. Next he bought food,the kind of food he hasn't had in years because they just were too expensive for him to afford. He stocked his fridge full, as if he was afraid that was only chance he was going to get to buy the food that he wanted and would give him full stomach. It was kind of pathetic now that he thought about it.
But he hadn't had that much money in his hands since the day he arrived in New York. Since then he's been saving Kurt's money not wanting to spend it all before he was sure that he was going to continue getting this kind of money. But if this continues he might even look into getting a better apartment.
Even with all the benefits that he got from working for Kurt. He knew that maybe it wasn't the best idea to keep being around Kurt. It was clearly different from his other clients and he doesn't know what that entailed for him. The way that Kurt made him feel when they had sex, confused him.
He knows he shouldn't trust people,but without him realizing it, Kurt's gentle touch made him trust him just a little more.