Chapter Seven- Moving Day
It's been a week since I went on that dreadful walk and bumped moving day forward a week. At the time I felt awful, I mean I ruined the day for my family but as the time came closer and the nightmares got worse I began to dread the day more and more. Now the day is here and all I want to do is scream but no one is listening. There are so many things that I've imagined that make me want to cry and go as far away from Maxon as possible. I've imagined Maxon coming to greet us at our new house, Kriss on his arm. I've imagined their life together and how happy they must be. I've imagined them hugging, dining, laughing, crying, and sleeping together. I've imaged King Clarkson approving of Kriss and patting Maxon on the back for his good decisions. Yet I've also imagined King Clarkson giving Maxon more scars,with Kriss there to care for him.
I can't stop imagining things, crying over them. Every time I think I'm fine something reminds me of him and I cry and imagine more things.
It's a never ending cycle of tears and mental creations but today is the day, the day I really get to see how Maxon is.
I wish that didn't matter, how Maxon is, but for some weird reason it matters so much, at least to me it does. I don't know why but I want to know how he is, or if he's doing as bad as me. I want to know if he's alright or if he's sleeping in a pile of tears like me. I want to know if they're really happy or if he regrets his decision, but I don't at the same time. I don't want to arrive at my new home and realize that he has no remorse over his decision, that he's happy as can be. I don't want to find out that he forgot all about me and our love. I just want to see that he is feeling really awful, like me.
The majority of my family are now awake and ready to go. I am just going to stay in my room and get ready in here before it's time to go. I don't want to face them..again.
Time for the big decision...what to wear. Should I wear a beautiful day dress or just some jeans and a tee-shirt? The day dress will really make me look good while the jeans will bring back old memories and make it seem like I don't care that I'm seeing him. I'm going to go with the blue jeans and the white tee-shirt that is hanging in my closet. The bright blue jeans are the perfect opposite to the slimming white tee. I think that this option will make me look like I haven't even thought about him once, that I don't care about our past or our future, even though that's a lie.
I get dressed and now it's time for me to style my hair. I always liked when it was in a simple updo but I think Maxon liked it down so let's just do that.
I'm ready but not everyone else is so I walk out and eat a banana for breakfast. It's healthy but not satisfying, I miss the delicious breakfasts and the castle. I want some more of those pancakes that Iove so much or the desserts that make the hair on the back of my neck stand up. Most of all, I miss the people. My friends, Celeste, Marlee, and my love Maxon. I miss it so much and to think that I never wanted to enter in the first place.
Now the rest of the family is ready and it's time to go. Yay.
We load our stuff onto the truck and start to drive. We drive and we drive and we drive until we arrive in Angeles. Now I'm really freaking out, we're almost there. I have to calm down, I can't face Maxon like this. He can't know how I am. I can't give him the satisfaction of knowing that he had some affect on me.
I can see the house, and the castle. Now, everyday I have to see that castle, I get reminded of him. Everyday. I can't do it. Not for long at least but it's time. Time for me to get over this. I need to get over this.
We enter the house and not long after there is a knock at the door. I'm walking to open it and I gain the courage and the stamina to look Maxon in the face, and smile, keep a conversation where I laugh, where I don't cry.
But when I open the door, it's not Maxon's smiling face coming to meet us or Kriss coming to say hi, it was rebels.

Thanks for reading that last chapter! I'm so sorry for the long wait. I started another story and it is occupying most of my time but I'm going to try and update this story as much as possible. If you have any suggestions write a review and I'll be happy to read them.

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