confessions of true feelings

Naruto POV

Everyone leaves Me, it's become a rule of thumb... My mother, father, the third and jiraiya. You learn how to go by everyday in a world where everyone hates you it's east enough, be the loud mouth it gets you attention even if it's just a little bit. Or be the rival to the village prodigy it gets you a little recognition good or bad I no longer care, the only time I do is when it comes from the prodigy himself. I hate him, he has everything I don't and probably will never have, I envy him. Yet I feel empathy for him I understand the loneliness that comes with a tragic past. That's why I know they will leave Me, that he will leave me...

I get snapped out of my thoughts when the same raven haired boy my thoughts were just on comes into my room.

"Naruto I want to speak with you?"

"Are you asking me or telling Me?!"

"You will speak with Me!"

"What do you think I'm doing now teme, what do you want?!"

"He deserves all the hate you throw at him naruto, but you don't this isn't good for you!"

"Ha that's rich coming from the avenger, tch go be a hippocrat elsewhere!"

"I let that go a long time ago, you know that!"

"I know, but you can't tell me that if you didn't meet again you would take a shot at him!?"

"Naruto where does your hatred lie, with orochimaru, jiraiya? WHO!?

"Orochimaru... And myself."

This takes Sasuke by surprise that he didn't expect.

"Why, why yourself?"

"I told you before it's my fault he's dead!"

"Naruto he was a sannin you never had a chance!"

"I don't want to talk about this anymore!"

"Then what, what caused you to put up this mask of happiness and stupidity?"

"There is only one thing that changed me forever and I will not talk about it, i can't. You are no different from everyone else you hate me and eventually you'll leave Me!"

"I do not hate you and i will never leave you, we're team mates do not forget that!"

"And yet you're the only one of my 'teammates to apparently give a Damn, I don't see sakura anywhere do you?!"

"Sakura doesn't count the only person she cares for is herself you know that. Naruto please just tell me what was so bad that changed you forever?"

"Why do you want to know so badly!?"

"BECAUSE I CARE!"

Naruto was taken aback with this sudden outburst.

*sigh*

"Sasuke there are just some things better left unsaid."

"This isn't one of them Naruto please you can talk to Me."

"Fine you want to know so badly I'll tell you how long have you got?!"

"All night if needed."

"It's needed, you ask a question and I'll answer. If you don't ask I don't say simple you have until dawn that's it."

"Fine my first quedition is what freaked you out so much the other night?"

"I had a nightmare."

"What about?"

"The team."

"I want specifics!"

"I woke up beaten in an alley to find my team had done it, you all told me what you really thought then kakashi finished me off, I'm not saying anything more, next question."

" What made you put up this facade?"

"I had a rough childhood and I'd rather not have the pitty party so I stay my happy-go-lucky self."

"What happened to you as a child?"

"Your going to have to be more specific than that."

"Pick something that happened to you and tell Me."

"I was kicked out of the orphanage at the age of 4."

"Why?"

"They didn't like Me."

"Why?"

Naruto didn't know what to say to this, does he tell Sasuke about the kyuubi?

"The nine-tailed fox."

"Huh? What's that got to do with you? The nine-tailed is dead everyone knows that."

"No he's not, the nine-tails was never killed that was just a cover up. It is made up of pure chakra you can't kill chakra in it's demonic form, no he was sealed within a new born baby on the 10th of October... My birthday."

"So the nine-tails is inside of you and that's why you were kicked out of the orphanage. I don't understand surely something like that you should be known as a hero?"

"Haha, yeah you'd think."

"Why did the fourth seal it inside of you?"

"I'm his son?"

"WHAT?!"

*sigh*

"Next question teme!"

"Why did you get so worked up when inari said you didn't know true suffering?"

"Because he is a stupid child who doesn't know what he's talking about and wouldnt be able to live a day in my life."

"What's your worst memory?"

"Next question!"

"No you said I had till dawn and you would answer if I asked!"

Naruto tries to calm himself down the amount of dread and anxiety he feels right now has a hold of him."

With a shaky breath he reluctantly answers.

"M-my 12th birthday..."

"Why?"

"Please Sasuke don't?"

"Naruto I want to help and I can't if I don't know. What happened on you 12th birthday?"

"I-I was *."

"I didn't catch that last part?"

"I said I was r-raped, by 7 people. My birthday has never been a happy occasion for me I was always beaten and tourchered, even when it wasn't my birthday but that birthday was the worst experience of my life. Please don't make me say anymore."

It took Sasuke a while to take in what he just heard, Naruto had been raped?! He didn't know what to say, it was probably best not to say anything.

By the time Sasuke had come out of his thoughts he noticed naruto had tears running down his face, he did the I only thing he thought he could and held him. Once again Sasuke was there holding naruto like a protective bubble away from the outside world.

"I'm here for you Naruto, always, I won't leave you I couldn't even if I tried."

Naruto wasn't sure what he meant by this but for now he would leave it.

"Thank you Sasuke."

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