Warning: Angst and sad ending

I coughed violently throwing up more flowers coated in my blood. I had the Hanahaki disease which started from my unrequited love with Yuri. Just thinking about him makes the pain worse. It hurts so much this pain is nothing in comparison to the pain of living without Yuri. If I let this grow I will die but if I remove it my feelings and memories about Yuri will disappear that is not a option I vowed to be by his side even if it's not as a lover. There is a third option which is the least likely to help is if the person you love returns your feelings the disease is cured which I know is not happening since he is got married last week. I felt tears fall down my face the loneliness and pain was too much but I only has silence for comfort.

- Flashback-

"Do you Yuri Shibuya take Cornelia Asara as your wife"
"I do"

"Do you Cornelia Asara take Yuri Shibuya as your husband"

"I do"

"Then you make kiss the bride"

-End of flashback-

- 1 Month later-

"What's your final decision Lord Bielefield"

"Let it keep growing"

The healer looked at me shocked. "You are aware you'll die right!" I smiled sadly. "I al..way..s d..id bu..t I ca..n't le..av..e hi..m ev..en if I kno..w it is lit..eral..ly kill..ing me bei..ng ar..oun..d him" The healer nodded sadly. "Of course do you wish to know how long you have left." I nodded weakly. "You won't live to tomorrow" I nodded. "He is n..ot awa..re ?" The healer nodded. "His majesty will be informed that you died during battle."

"Good."

"I must take my leave please excuse me" the healer bowed and left the room.

I looked outside the window they sky looked so beautiful.

"I love you Yuri and I hope you are happy" I started to cough more blood and flowers my time is nearly up.

"Farewell"

The boy didn't wake up but when they found his body on his room he looked so peaceful. Everyone mourned the death of the boy especially his brothers and even Gwendal.