Rin still had yet to figure out this new Sesshomaru. She realized he had been more attentive since their last argument and she did not know what changed him. She decided to sit in her room and play on her piano. Her soft voice carrying down the hall to Sesshomaru as he listened closely, "You're not alone,, together we stand, I'll be by your side you know I'll take your hand, when it gets cold and it feels like the end, there's no place to go you know I won't give in, no I won't give in"
Standing from his desk, he moved silently through the hall to Rin's room as he carefully opened the door and closing it behind him as he leaned against the wall, watching her. "Keep holding on, cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through. Just stay strong cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you there's nothing you could say nothing you could do, there's no other way when it comes to the truth, so keep holding on, cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through. "
Rin looked up as she felt his presence and smiled as she saw his face. "So far away, I wish you were here, before it's too late this could all disappear, before the doors close, and it comes to an end, with you by my side I will fight and defend. I'll fight and defend, yeah. Keep holding on, cause you know we'll make it through, just stay strong, cause you know I'm here for you, there's nothing you could say, nothing you could do, there's no other way when it comes to the truth, so keep holding on."
Sesshomaru smiled, his Rin was always a joy to listen to when she sang, her singing moods were the best thing he would ever partake in. "Hear me when I say when I say I believe, nothing's gonna change nothing's gonna change destiny whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly yeah. " as she finished holding out her last few notes she slowly turned to greet her Lord more fully
"Lord Sesshomaru I wasn't expecting you, did I interrupt your work? I apologize." Rin said as she stood to give him a hug. He had learned to accept her hugs as she gave them whether he was prepared or not.
"Nonsense Rin, you never interrupt me you know that. Besides, there is something I wish to show you and have you listen to." He took her hand and gently pulled her to his room and sat her on his bed. "Rin there is something I have been hiding from you and once I do this, I will explain everything to you."
He knelt before her and took her hands before he started singing "Sentimental days, in a misty clouded haze, of a memory that now feels untrue. I used to feel disguised, now I leave the mask behind, painting the pictures that aren't so blue. The pages I've turned are the lessons I've learned… Somebody bring up the lights I want you to see, my life turned around but I'm still living my dream. I've been through it all, hit about a million walls, welcome to my truth, I still Love"
Rin gripped his hands tightly as her eyes met his and remained there "Tangled in a web, with a pain hard to forget, that was a time that I've now put to rest. Oh the pages I've turned are the lessons I've learned. Somebody bring up the lights I want you to see, my life turned around but I'm still living my dream. I've been through it all, hit about a million walls, welcome to my truth, I still Love. Sentimental days, in a mist of clouded haze, of a memory that now feels untrue…."
Rin pulled him up and hugged him tightly. "I remember part of it Lord Sesshomaru. My Previous life, I was known as Rin wasn't I? That is not my name in this life is it?" He shook his head no. "I always knew I was special, I have this power I never showed you."
"Your name is Calynn which means Powerful in battle. I saw you standing in a circle of shredded demons and I knew your aura as Rin. You had no other family so I took you in as I did in the last lifetime. I called you Rin because that is what I shall always know you as." He explained. "You were destined to be my mate but fate stole you before I could claim you, taking our pup as well."
Rin slid her hand along his cheek forcing him to meet her eyes. All she saw in them was pain, "That shall not happen again my Lord. This power I told you of, I am a battle priestess. I harness the power of the 5 elements, Air, Earth, Fire, Water and Spirit. In return for this gift, I have been granted Immortality by Shivanna the Goddess of Life and Death. I do her bidding in cleaning up the planet and in return I am gifted to live forever, like you my Lord." Sesshomaru slid his hands along her slim stomach as he leaned in, brushing his lips against her own. (BTW Rin is in her mid-twenties) Sesshomaru slowly slid his hands up Rin's body, sliding her shirt off in the process as he dropped it on the floor. Without breaking the kiss, he managed to unclasp her bra and remove it swiftly as her own hands slid his shirt off and dropping it on the floor as well.
Sesshomaru pulled back long enough to pull her pants off before sliding his hands up her legs to hook on the sides of her white and gold panties. He smiled realizing she wore his favorite colors, he slid them off of her and tossed them, not even noticing they landed on her dresser as he lifted her legs to rest on his shoulders. Rin arched her back as his tongue sent bolts of pleasure coursing through her body, his hands gripping her thighs tightly as he slid his tongue along her slit before circling around her clit. Rin whimpered softly as her hands tangled in his silky hair, her hips moving along his mouth. Had she not been enveloped in the pleasure he evoked within her, she would have been embarrassed at the sounds that filled the room.
Sesshomaru flicked her clit with his tongue as Rin was sent over the edge for the first time. She cried out as pleasure wracked her body in its embrace. Sesshomaru gently released her legs and slid upwards along her body, he kissed Rin deeply as he slowly slid within her welcoming body, stopping only when he reached her barrier. He whispered an apology and kissed her before slamming past it, swallowing her cry of pain. He stilled his hips waiting for her to adjust to the size of him within her, Rin slid her hands down his back as she pushed her hips against him, a tiny moan escaping her lips, signaling he could move.
Sesshomaru withdrew slowly and gently slid back in, watching her face carefully for any sign of pain. When he discovered none, he thrust harder within her as he felt his control slipping. All he could think of was finding release within his Mate and he would not stop until he achieved that. Rin moaned as he hit a special spot in her body that made her falter in her movements, Sesshomaru felt the position was wrong as he leaned down and whispered for her to turn on her hands and knees. He withdrew so that Rin could shift her position, as soon as she was on her hands and knees, Sesshomaru slammed into her making her cry out in passion. He pushed her hips into the bed under the force of his own driving thrusts, he felt his own release approaching and knew Rin was not ready yet. He slid his hand beneath her body to slide along her clit, once finding it, he massaged it between two fingers swiftly matching his thrusts to her grinding as she whimpered, her release rushing through her like a tidal wave. Sesshomaru withdrew his hand and gripping her hips with both hands he rode her with powerful thrusts until his own release flooded through him and into his mate in one burst. He panted slightly as he collapsed onto the bed beside his mate, pulling her into his arms to rest her head on his chest.
"I had a dream of my past life. I gave my life Sesshomaru because the child I bore you…he was a tyrant who knew I would never use my power against him. You never knew because I kept it from you. I remember it all so clearly." Rin stated, his hands stroked her hair softly, an action that meant continue. "I tried to raise our son without violence, but I guess keeping him from you was wrong, he started killing animals, then moved on to people. Then he became a tyrant. I tried to explain to him that there was another way and he beheaded me for it." She explained.
Sesshomaru stilled, he never expected any son of his to kill his mother…Had he known, he would have saved her and punished his son severely. "Rin, I'm sorry, you should not have experienced that. His demon nature could not be suppressed any longer than you had done it." He said, his arm traveling along her arm slowly. Rin stood and quickly pulled on a robe.
"Hurry, I feel him, his presence is forever linked to me because I am his mother. I must stop him, he seeks to kill my very soul. "Rin said as she quickly pulled out her battle kimono and putting it on. She and Sesshomaru had just gone down the stairs just as her door blasted apart.
"Hello Mother…..I see you found Father in your reincarnated form." Kazuki announced before entering her home. Rin stared at him, his face was marred and she would have loved to know who was responsible.
"Kazuki, your name was meant to represent Harmonious Hope. You were my hope, why do you insist on killing me" Rin asked as she lifted her arms, prepared to defend herself as Sesshomaru stood behind her. He looked at the child who was a mirror image of him. Long silver hair, purple crescent on his forehead, amber eyes…this was his son alright.
"Kazuki why are you after your mother? No son of mine will live to succeed in killing his mother, for she is the one who gave you life" Sesshomaru stated as his hand rested on Rin's shoulder. "You should respect her and love her, I highly doubt she gave you cause, Rin is a loving woman who would have given her all for you."
Kazuki chuckled, "You think so? Where were you Father when she told me it was wrong of me to kill animals even though I needed to eat? That it was wrong to kill the people who treated me so unfairly, where were you when I needed someone to guide me through what I was?" he asked, his eyes narrowing. "You were not here Father, so your opinion matters not." He lifted his weapon to pull her soul from her body.
"You will not succeed…..I'm sorry, my son." Rin said as her hands moved swiftly, the weapon flying out of Kazuki's hands and slamming into the wall as his body slammed into the opposite wall. Rin summoned a burst of power into her hand like a sphere and thrusting her hand out, it slammed into Kazuki sending him through several walls. Rin stood proud as she stepped through the broken walls and standing before her son. "This can end here Kazuki, either you change your ways or I will kill you." Rin stated, Kazuki looked up and met her eyes, her eyes that he found relaxing now were found menacing.
"Rin….he is our son. Let me deal with this." Sesshomaru said as he turned her and let her walk away. "For attacking your own mother, I will punish you for that and I hope you will learn your lesson and stop trying." Sesshomaru's guards entered the room and held Kazuki upright as Sesshomaru slashed his back 150 times with his poison whip. When he was finished, he ordered the guards to put him in the dungeon until he healed.
He walked back to their room and found Rin sitting on their bed, crying. He sat beside her and pulled her into his arms as he rocked her softly, trying to comfort her. "It is dealt with Rin. I shall check on him in a few weeks and see what his decision is. Try not to think about it too much. Get some sleep" he said as he kissed her forehead and laid her down and covering her with the covers. "Sleep well Rin."