A few weeks found Sesshomaru at the door to the cell containing his only son. He never knew of him but maybe he could teach him to control his beast, maybe with patience, he could teach him respect. "Stand up. I will give you one week and if you have not shown any progress or showing respect to your mother by then, I will not hesitate to kill you. You have been too long without proper guidance." Sesshomaru explained as his son stood up from the seat in the cell.
"I can tell you are hungry so I shall hunt with you to teach you how to shift into your true form. I do not know how you are a full demon but your mother would not know how to help you as she is human." Sesshomaru said as he turned and walked away, his son silently following behind him. "First thing you need to do, is to feel the shift in your aura, once you can do that, you allow the youkai energy to shift the structure of your body and before you know it, you are in your true form." Sesshomaru slowly shifted alongside his son as he morphed into his true form. He bore Sesshomaru's markings while he got his darker coloring from Rin. While Sesshomaru and Kazuki were hunting, Rin remained behind as she worried for her son.
It had been hours when they returned home, Sesshomaru showed Kazuki to his room down the hall from where he and Rin shared a room before leaving to their room. He paused outside the door as Rin was singing softly.
Just when you think
Hope is lost
And giving up
Is all you've got
Blue turns black
Your confidence is cracked
There seems no turning back from here
Sometimes there isn't an obvious explanation
Why the holiest hearts can feel the strongest palpitations
That's when you can build a bridge of light
That's what turns the wrongs all right
That's when you can't give up the fight
That's when love turns night time into day
That's when loneliness goes away
That's why you gotta be strong tonight
Only love can build us a bridge of light
Sesshomaru stood there, his hand on the door, feeling a presence he turned to find Kazuki listening also. Motioning for his silence, he allowed his son to remain while Rin continued her song
When your feet are made of stone
And you're convinced that you're all alone
Look at the stars instead of the dark
You'll find your heart shines like the sun
Let's not let our anger get us lost
And the need to be right comes with way too high a cost
That's when you can build a bridge of light
That's what turns the wrongs all right
That's when you can't give up the fight
That's when love turns night time into day
That's when loneliness goes away
That's why you gotta be strong tonight
Only love can build us a bridge of light
Kazuki looked out the window at the stars, he vaguely remembered his mother singing this too him as a child. He had truly wronged her and he now knew it.
Deep breath, take it on the chin
But don't forget to let love back in
That's when you can build a bridge of light
That's what turns the wrongs all right
That's when you can't give up the fight
That's when love turns night time into day
That's when loneliness goes away
That's why you gotta be strong tonight
Only love can build us a bridge of light
Only love can build us a bridge of light
Rin curled up on the pillows as she waited for some miracle to grant her Kazuki's old personality. He stood outside her door as memories flooded through him, all the times he was hurt or bullied and she defended him without hesitation. When his anger threatened to consume him and she worked him through it only for him to turn out hating her and hurting her. He had to make it right.
He knocked on the door as Sesshomaru walked to his office. Kazuki entered the room to find his mother standing up, she watched him cautiously as he moved towards her. "Mother I'm sorry…..I don't know why I did what I did. I guess I drove until I lost the road and broke with some I followed. I was not the same person that you raised and I wish I had the ability to change time and redo everything." He said as he clenched his hands into fists helplessly.
Rin enveloped him in a hug as she held her son closely. "I should have been there for you more Kazuki. I lost not only my son, but a friend. I would have gladly stayed up with you all night to work through your problems had I known it would have saved your life. Let's just try to start anew." He nodded as he returned her hug. He was old enough to be on his own but he wanted his mother again. Sesshomaru's entrance gave way for Kazuki to return to his own room as Sesshomaru shut the door behind his son's departure.
Sesshomaru pulled Rin to him slowly as his lips caught hers, their bodies moving together perfectly. Rin's hands slid up his shirt and along his chest as she slid his shirt off completely. "I have something for you," Rin gently pushed him onto the bed as she stood before him singing softly.
When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you endlessly
And when you're mad cause you lost a game
Forget I am waiting in the rain
Baby I'll love you
I'll love you anyway
Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you
No matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you
A little more each time
And when you can't quite match your own clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
That's when I love you, I love you
More than you'll know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or the look that you give when you show up late
Baby I'll love you
I'll love you anyway
So here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you
No matter what
That's when I love you when nothing baby, nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love the more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you, when I love you no matter what
She slowly climbed onto his lap as she hugged him tight. Sesshomaru smiled softly as he nuzzled her neck affectionately. His Rin was an amazing mate, one he will forever cherish.
"Thank you for the gift Mate. Now It is time I give you one also." He gently lay her on the bed and slowly made his way down her body as he slowly untied her robe. Sliding her arms from it, he lifted her enough to pull it out from under her and tossed it aside. His hands slid up her well-toned calves to curve around her thighs. He gently parted her thighs as his head slowly descended, Rin let out a soft moan as her head fell back, her body instantly growing hotter as his tongue gently slid along her heat.
Her hands slid into his silver hair, his growl sending vibrations along her heat, her hips bucking up instantly, she whispered his name as her eyes glanced down the same moment his glanced up, their eyes meeting with an intense passion. His amber eyes held passion and a promise while hers held trust and love. He slid one hand from her thigh to push two fingers into her gently while he flicked his tongue over her clit. Rin's cries filled the room as he slowly brought her closer to her release.
Just as she was about to beg him for more, he slid from between her thighs and moved up her body, kissing her and letting her taste herself on his tongue. Rin's own tongue entwined with his as her hands slid along his back. Sesshomaru gently parted her folds to rock his hardened arousal along her clit, his mouth swallowing her cries, muffling them so as not to allow anyone else to hear them.
Sesshomaru swiftly lifted his hips and thrust himself into Rin's body in one solid thrust, swallowing her screams as her release flooded through her, his own body staying still while she rode hers out. Once she slowly calmed down, he withdrew only to thrust back into her sensitive heat, making her gasp, nails digging into his back. He slowly picked up the speed while she whimpered softly, trying to hold in her cries as Sesshomaru moved ever more quickly. He swiftly flipped her onto her hands and knees and thrust back in as his pace was much faster than she could keep up with, the pace making her grip the pillows, burying her face into them as the pleasure grew intensely. Sesshomaru whined softly and painfully as he bent over her body, his own stilling once he pushed his hips against hers, Rin feeling his hot release filling her heat, making her cry into the pillows as her own release flooded through her with an intensity that she had never felt before.
Sesshomaru pulled out and covered her with a blanket as he pulled on a pair of boxers that were a gift from Kagome, he smiled at that recollection… He and rin had just finished, their passion spent when Kagome had run into their room, seeing Sesshomaru in all his glory, she ran shrieking through the castle only to return with boxers telling him he better wear them, she didn't need to see the family jewels. He chuckled as he curled an arm possessively around his mate and joining her in sleep.