As you can tell, this is not a new chapter. I regret to inform you that I will not be posting this weekend as planned, and I don't know when I will.
Today, a classmate and close friend of mine passed due to health issues. When I first heard the news, I was shocked. The grieiving process is heartbreaking and crushing and I don't really know how to describe it.
I don't have much emotional stability, I'm a very sensitive, feeling person and I don't know how to handle myself and my own basic needs. I won't be able to continue writing for a while. This has affected me greatly and I honestly can't fathom writing while this upset.
I sincerely apologize for the hold I am creating. I might put this on a temporary Hiatus becausue if I can't update, I'd like you all to know somehow.
Rest in Peace, Justin. Your kind spirit and optimistic personnality will be missed by us all. You always had a kind word to put in, and knew how and when to cheer us all up. Even the simple greetings you gave me touched me and you made me feel happy. I will miss your smile, your laugh, we will all miss you. I hope you are free from all the pain you have been through, and know that we will always love you and miss you. Fly high, beautiful boy.