Author's note: PLease forgive me for the late update. No, I haven't forgotten about y'all. I have been helping my hubby after his ACL surgery. So I haven't been able to touch my story. Please also forgive any mistakes that I made. For those that personally know me tell me next time you see me. You know where you can find me. Again thank you guys for sticking around. So go...go ahead and read this new chapter. Please review this is a new chapter that wasn't in the orginal story. Ok enjoy.

***Lilianna***

Six months have passed since I've been locked up in this prison palace. At first, I wasn't allowed to accomplish anything without someone with me. I got a little privacy when using the restroom, but someone was with me when I took showers. Nevertheless, I was still kept in the cell downstairs. I was k, pt in a finished out basement, nonetheless, it was sparsely furnished. After a few months of being in the basement, Nathanyel finally brought me upstairs. He granted me my own room but blocked my door. His room is joined to mine through another door. It too is locked. I was given clothes, food, and for the most part taken care of. I'm not allowed outside unless someone accompanies me. Of course, this means my leisurely strolls occur at night and I'm kept more or less on a leash. I had tried a few escape attempts in the initial months, without success, of course. Each time I made an attempt I am brought back and whipped or flogged for my disobedience.

Presently I sit here in my room reading. Considering the guards that roam the grounds. Learning their patterns and their habits. The area outside is spacious and heavily wooded. During the day I can appreciate the glistening tops of mountains. With this knowledge I know I'm at least far up north. Hell, maybe they've tucked me away from everyone. Hiding me in the mountains. From what I've observed so far. I've learned to pay attention to not only my sleeping patterns, but that of my captors as well. So I work on reading about how to navigate the stars. My complete plan is to leave during the middle of the day, and to run south. Hoping I can make it to a city and somehow make it back home. I know I sound like I have given up on being found, but not yet. I just require a plan of my own in any case. In case no one comes for me, no one is looking for me, or the opportunity just happens to present itself willingly.

"Mistress…it's almost time to get ready." A young girl walks into my room. She's a servant named Jesse. A delightful girl. Notwithstanding she appears to be a child. I know better. She's only a hundred years old, and obeys our master's command. In my personal opinion I believe she is in love with Nathanyel. Though, I don't believe he feels the same. I think she is more or less a pawn to him. Someone to be used and toyed with.

"Hello to you too Jesse. I'll…" My words trail off as Nathanyel walks into my room.

"Good evening my little pet." His words come out like silk against the skin. I had to give it to this man. He is gorgeous. Well built, with thick muscles exactly where they are supposed to be. A tribal tattoo that runs from his shoulder and trails down his left arm. His hair is neat and kept close except for the top. Allegedly he keeps up with what's in style. His hair is a beautiful chocolate brown, but his eyes are the same color as mine. A stunning green when they glow, but most of the time they are a pure green. They remind me of the color of the leaves on the trees outside. His skin is taught and pale. He wears a pair of black Lucky jeans, no shirt, and no shoes. Always the same when he wants to feed.

"I was about to have her ready for you sire." Jesse says as she bows her head.

"No need to little one. I can handle things from here on."

I roll my eyes. My getting ready routine consisted of bathing, perfumed oils rubbed into my skin. Similar to lotion. My hair tied up leaving my neck exposed. Every now and again Nathanyel will come and watch over everything. Making sure everything is done to his satisfaction. "Come on let's get this done please." I say walking into the bathroom.

"Go on Jesse. She and I will take care of things from here." He says.

I go to sit on the edge of the French style claw foot tub. Filling it up with hot water. Hearing the door shut I know I'm alone with Nate. "So how are we going to do this?" I ask watching him grab a few bottles of essential oil from the counter.

"I was thinking I would bath you tonight. Nothing against Jesse, I just want to mix it up for a change. You've been a good girl lately. So I figure why not take care of you myself?" He says coming and pouring a mixture of different oils into the water. He looks at me with those ocean eyes. I can't help it. The man is gorgeous. I half play along and half actually like him. Maybe if we had met under different circumstances, I could have dated him.

"That's okay. What ever makes you happy Master Nate." I say sweetly and give him a playful wink.

"Come sweet girl. I have to say little one you're attitude has changed tremendously. Don't get me wrong though; I love the fire you have burning in you." He says walking over to me. His hand runs over my shoulder and over my breast. Finding the hem of my shirt and yanks it up and over my head. With his movements I withdraw my arms and the shirt slides right off. Nate lets the garment fall to the floor. "Perfect." He purrs in my ear. He lets his fingers skim softly over my belly. Teasing me just above the top of my sweat pants. His cool chest pressed against my warm back. "These too little one."

"You have to let me loose first." I say breathlessly. I knew what was happening. See Nate had a power over emotions. It's how he gets me to have sex with him after he feeds.

"Whatever you wish little one." He lets go of me. I bend over pressing my ass into him. Mentally I roll my eyes and pray this crap will be over soon. I bend of slowly taking my sweats down my legs. His hands still on my waist as I bend over. Nate walks his hand back up my body as I stand back up right. "Hold on" he says as I grab hold on his neck. He sets me down into the warm water.

"What is this?" I ask as the scents from the water fill my nose.

"Rose, lavender, patchouli, and a small amount of eucalyptus for stress."

"Nice." I lay back against the warm porcelain. I close my eyes and try to relax. I know what he wants, I just don't know when he is taking it. "What do I have to be stressed about?" I ask. Regretting that the words even left my lips.

"Nothing at the moment. For now I just want you to relax and let me take care of you." I hear his studded belt hit the floor. A small part of me relaxes hearing the sound. That is his favorite tool to use when he beats me. "Let me worship this perfection that you call a body. Let me show what real pleasure is. I can make you soar so high you'll never want to come back down." He kisses my neck and licks a trail up to my ear. Nibbling at my ear lightly. I sink up to my neck in the water. Trying to hide the goosebumps. It's all I've got in me to not let the shiver run down my back. I'm doing all I can to prove to him that I'm being a good girl for him. I want him to relax with me, so I can make my escape. I have to figure out how to block his controlling my emotions. "Don't be so shy little one. We've been together for six months now." His hands slip under the water and grasps my breast gently kneading it. A moan escapes my lips. I can't tell if it's from him or it's my actual reaction to him. "See little one I can give you the pleasure you deserve. Pleasure no one else can give you. All you have to do is let me. Let me worship you without controlling your emotions."

I shut my mouth and eyes. I have to stay in control of what I'm enduring. "Nate..." I trail off trying to play off my emotions.

"That's right little one. Say my name." Both his hands grasp my breasts. Kneading them roughly. I can feel his need for me. Feel hos badly he wants to taste me while he penetrates me. He's done it before but it's only happened twice. I can still feel his need for me.

"Nathanyel" I moan. That time I did that on my own. Just playing along like a competent little girl. I know he gets off on hearing his name. I learned that little tip a few months back. Anything to compel this vampire relax with me. "Please bite me Nathanyel. Please let me feel you pierce my skin." I beg. I want this crap over with. The sooner the better. After only a short time, I know how to make this man hot under the collar.

"Anything for you little one." He bites me and lets his hand trail down between my legs. His fingers find my lips and slip his fingers between them. I feel such disgust that I have to stop the bile rising in my throat. Scrubbing my body with an SOS pad and bleach will never get me clean enough. I wish someone would pour bleach on these memories.

I wince as his teeth pierce my flesh. I can feel him pulling, and sucking the blood from the wound. It's disgusting and sickening. All of what he does to me is stomach churning. Nevertheless his hands try and work me over. I play along as best I can. "Nathanyel. Yes master. Keep going please don't stop." The sound of the words leaving my lips makes my stomach roll even more. His tongue darts out and I feel him lapping up the falling blood. His hand is still between my legs working my clit over. He doesn't care if I come or not. As long as he gets what he wants. I know what he's going to want after this. He rapes me from time to time. Mostly after he feeds or after one of my many beatings he likes to bestow upon me. He's only raped me twice while drinking from me. I've learned when he rapes me to block it out and go to a happier place.

He licks my wound and drops his head into my shoulder. " You taste like heaven, and hearing you moan my name makes my dick swell." I try stopping the disgust I feel. I know he can't see me but surly he can feel me. I reach my hand out of the water and run my wet fingers through his long black hair.

"I'm yours Nathanyel remember." I say as my heart breaks. Saying words like this makes me feel like I'm betraying Eirik. However, right now, I'll do what ever I have to to be free.

"So happy that you are finally coming around to being mine. Soon though you will be mine completely." He releases and gets up from behind me. "Go ahead and finish cleaning up. I'll be waiting for you in the bedroom." He says and kisses the top of my head.

"Of course sire. As you wish." I hear the bathroom door open and close as he exits. Letting out the breath, I was holding I start to scrub my body. Wishing I could get rid of his touch. I know I'll never truly get rid of it but for now I do what I can. Briefly I wash and rinse off. Climbing out I step cautiously onto the mat. Seeing myself in the mirror, I cringe at the marks still healing from my last beating. The last time I had marks like this on my body was from Thomas. The thought of him makes me cringe in disgust.

Walking out into the bedroom wrapped only in a towel, I see Nathanyel on the bed. He looks at me as I walk in. "Come here little one." I bow my head and walk over to him. Standing there I feel his stare. He grabs the corner of the towel I have tucked into itself and pulls. The towel falls to the floor. The cool air in the room caresses my skin. Goosebumps prickle all along my body.

"Such beauty….such perfection." His hand trails across my skin to my and stops to trace one of my healing bruises. "Come on little one. I want to feel you riding me." He tells me. My stomach churns. If I'm on top of him that means I have to willingly participate. To do something like that with him makes me want to puke here and now. I have to change his mind.

"No no. I like you on top of me master. I want you to dominate me. Show me who's truly in control." I purr as seductively as I can. It's weak at best. Still I try.

"No I want you on top of me." He pauses and clasps my hand. "Come here and suck my dick. Then just climb on top and ride me."

Oh dear God above please someone help me. I can feel the tears stinging the back of my eyes. All I want in this moment to disappear. Maybe his phone will go off something, anything, so I don't have to do this. Standing there for a few minutes he tugs my hand. Nothing saves me. I climb onto the bed. His pants are undone, as he palms himself waiting for me. I say a silent prayer as I climb onto the bed. As I lower my head down his scent of fresh soap and lilies fill my nose. It's a sweet scent that turns my stomach. With no answer I begin sucking his dick. Wrapping my lips around the limp member. My head bobbing up and down slowly as I try arousing him. My mouth actually starts to water as I suck on his prick.

His hand slips into my hair and he fists a handful moaning. "Yes, now swirl your tongue around the head."

I do as he asks circling my tongue around the head of his member. Slowly he starts to grow inside my mouth. I relax my throat to allow myself to take him further. Though, there seems to be a few inches that I just can't fit into my mouth. Without even thinking my hands automatically come up and wrap around the extra inches. Moving up and down his shaft with the movement of my hands. He sucks in air through his teeth making a hissing sound. Shame starts to set in again. It's the same shame I've felt since he first raped me. Tightly closing my eyes trying to give him pleasure while at the same time distancing myself from the situation. I taste a bit of pre-cum in my mouth. With this sign I'm hoping that maybe this will be all he wants tonight.

With his tight grip in my hair, he pulls me off of him and crashes his lips down onto mine. He pulls away from me and runs his tongue along my bottom lip. I can feel it's swollen. "You know how to please a man with that sweet little mouth of yours don't you." It's more a statement rather than a question.

I place both my hands on his chest. I knew what was coming next, but I didn't want it. No matter what my body was saying to betray me. I didn't want to fuck him. Yes, he's gorgeous. However, I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I enjoyed it. I would never be able to be with Eirik or Antony ever again. Hell, I wouldn't be able to look at either of them. All I do is stare at this man, this vampire before me. "In another life or under different circumstances maybe we could have been together. But like this it's just wrong." The words leave my lips on a whisper. I hang my head as the feelings of shame and guilt flood through me. I can feel the wetness starting to coat my thighs. With the growing wetness between my thighs. I know I may be able to forget the other times but not this one.

He places a finger under my chin and lifts my head up so that I look into those beautiful ocean eyes. "Maybe, and if huh? Well little one it's here and now. Things happen the way they do for a reason. All you can do is live in the moment. Right now I want to be buried deep inside you, and I will be one way or another. I would suggest you finally quit fighting me and enjoy it."

"Never." It's all I say. It's all I can say. I have to keep fighting.

"And there's that fire I love so much." He grabs me by my hips and lifts me into the air. I keep my legs tucked up underneath me and brace myself using his arms. The muscles rippling cords of steel under his skin. "Spread your legs little one." I shake my head. "Come on. I can either make you do it, or you can do it of your own free will. It's your choice."

"If I have a choice, then why not let me choose not to do this? You say you want to worship me, then why lure me to obey?"

I can see the wheels turning in his head. Letting my words sink in and actually consider what I am saying. "You make a good argument. However, you are mine pet. Mine to do with as I see fit. If I want to keep you tied to this bed naked and spread eagle, then I will. If I want to keep you downstairs and beat you whenever I get a wild hair up my ass, then I will. Do you understand pet? You are mine. You belong to me now until I either turn you or kill you."

At that moment his eyes turn on me and I stare into a sea of blue. Reminiscent of the Mediterranean. Clear blue waters smooth as glass, and then I feel the familiar pull of his powers. A tingle pricks across my skin starting at my scalp. Slowly paving its way down my body and to my toes. My last conscious thought is 'Oh great. Here we go again.' The fog starts to quickly set in, then it all goes black.

The next thing I see is Nate's naked ass getting up off the bed. Quickly I start checking myself. I find two more bite marks on me. One more on my neck, the other on my breast. The one on my breast is still tender and angry looking. "Nathanyel aren't you going to heal this one?" I ask pointing to my left breast.

"No. I'm going to leave a permanent mark on you one way or another. I figured why not now. Plus you begged for it." A wicked little grin spreading across his face. "How can I deny a beautiful woman begging for me to leave a mark on her?"

"YOU BASTARD!" I scream after him.

He turns and looks at me. "Mmm my beautiful little spitfire. Please don't ever loose that fire you have." In a flash he's back in front of me. Our faces inches from one another. "Lili, dearest little one, you will carry my mark. You are mine. I own you. With that being said, I will leave my mark on you when ever and wherever I feel like so get use to it darlin'." With that he turns and walks off.

I stay in the bed jaw still on the floor. I know I'm here for now. However, I will be getting out of here. Either I'll be rescued or I'll get myself out. I have yet to have any sign that anyone knows I'm here. With each passing day I'm starting to believe that I am going to have to rely upon myself to get out of this hell.

Sighing deeply I realize there's something wet between my legs. Reaching down between myself I feel the slippery liquid. I pull my hand up and realize that bastard came inside of me. Hopefully vampires can't get humans pregnant. That's the last thing I need in my crazy life. I wouldn't know what to do with myself or a child. Maybe one day but defiantly not right now.

I get up and head over to the bathroom to clean up his mess. Walking into the bathroom I catch a glimpse of myself in the mirror. Wow, I really look like shit. The bite mark on my breast looks anger and still hurts. Reminding me I'll have to get it looked at once I get out here. I turn around in circles making sure there aren't any others that I don't see. I do notice that my bruises are starting to disappear. I turn on the tap and let the water get hot. Getting in, I make sure to clean myself thoroughly. Washing away any reminisce of that beast of a man. I just feel disgusting. I let the spray try and wash away as much of Nate off as much as possible. I shut the water off and grab the towel hanging up and dry off.

***Eirik's POV***

"Hey boss man…." Henry trails off as he enters my office.

"Huh…what….What do you want Henry?" I ask rubbing my hands over my face. I really needed to get some sleep.

"You need to go home friend. You need to get some real sleep. Being here all the time isn't doing you or her any good. You've gone over these papers a thousand times over. You need to take a break." He take a seat in the chair across from me. The serious expression on his face tells me I should heed his advice. My drive to find Lilianna tells me, I need to keep looking. Double my efforts even.

"I know. I know. Have you heard anything?" I ask resting my face in my hands.

"No. It appears no one has. I promised you I would tell you as soon as I heard anything. I do know one thing." He pauses and I look up meeting his gaze. "Antony still has a few of his own pack, along with friends, patrolling and looking for her."

"These friends do we know them? Can we trust them?" A small sliver of new hope blooms inside me. Maybe we these new wolves I can somehow form a partnership with them. Have them help me, as well, in finding Lilianna.

"They are not part of his pack. They are friends of his. They are their own pack in a sense. No new members just the three of them. As far as I see it, I think we can trust them. They were in here one night. Didn't cause any issues. Kept to themselves." He crosses his legs. Leaning back and looking around. " Look you don't have to go home if you don't want to. All I'm saying is that you need to get some real sleep. Go down stairs to the room and go to bed."

"Uh" I sigh. "Ok let the wolves do what they can. If you hear anything let me know. Nothing has changed." I say and rub my face again. The smell hits us both at the same time. Then we hear Antony down stairs. "Great the puppy is back."

"Want me to handle it boss?"

"No…no. I've got it."

"He's just been released from his own captivity." Eddie says. "I suggest you lose your attitude wolf." Eddie emphasizes the word wolf. He knows what Eddie is just as Eddie knows what he is. "I would suggest that you not be as brash with the boss as you are with me." He continues.

"What do you mean he just got released?" He asks clenching his fists at his side. I could see the confusion on his face.

"I mean he has been missing since Lili went missing. Something about his old flame taking him prisoner. He's been looking for anything that can help to find Lili." Antony just stands there while Eddie talks. "You're not the only one who is looking for her dog. This is the first time anyone has seen him or heard from him since that night." He continues. Of course, it was a lie but really Antony didn't need to know that. Most everyone here at the bar knew I'd been back for some time now.

I make my way down the stairs. Antony catches me as I make my way down to the main level. "What in the hell happened the other night?" He growls out slowly. I can tell he's trying to rain in his temper. I just calmly walk over to the bar and nod to Eddie.

"Sit Dog." I commanded.

He laughs harshly. "No blood sucker I think I'll stand for this conversation."

"Look, I know you want her back. I want her back as well. I don't know who took her. However, I have my own suspensions." I say as calmly as possible. This pup is trying my patience.

"You're full of shit Eirik. I know you know who took her." He yells slamming his fists on the wooden bar. I'm starting to see red. " Have you really looked for her?"

"And do tell why I should divulge that information to you? Why? So you and your dogs can rip her throat out?"

" So you do know. You bastard." He grabs me by me throat. I can tell my flash blaze bright purple. His face falters just a little bit.

"I would suggest you let me go little pup, before you do something really stupid." He does as I ask and I continue. "Yes, I have a clue. I am not certain though. I would suggest you remember your place and where you are. This is not your territory. I will over look this situation because I know you are angry." I tell him as calmly as I can.

"I suggest you look for her. Because if she is found on my territory I will be sure to inform her of your efforts."

"Yes, and you can lie to her once more. Remember, I will tell her the truth. I'm not afraid to be honest." I can feel my fatigue. I stay alert and watching Antony.

"Fine. You keep doing what you are doing. I'll keep doing what I am doing." He says turning on his heel and walking away.

With Antony finally gone, I turn to see Henry standing behind the bar. Holding out the key fob for the room in the garage. I know what he's hinting at. At this point he's right and I know he's right. "Fine." Is all I say as I take the key from him. All Henry does is smile at me. Ignoring him I make my way out to the garage and down to the room. I make my way through the door, make sure it's secure, and immediately fall onto the bed. Finally letting exhaustion take over.