hey everyone welcome to the monthly update! I got more chapters this month but no new stories for several reasons! first reason I now have over 50 - 55 story ideas, includes rewrites of my stories, so new stories I plan to write randomly and put into a folder to post in case I don't have enough chapters to post and would help me greatly because well... again i say it ADHD is a blessing and a curse... I get so many ideas that its hard for my mind to keep up...

also, doesn't help my mind has been stuck on dark souls and reading harry potter fanfiction this month... now its stuck on 7 days to die...

moving on! I'm posting over 15 chapters this month and I am kind of glad due to the pity amount I did last month and I am glad I got at least one chapter out for Equestrian Ranch which is now flowing through my mind for stuff I can work on so I should have more than 1 to post next month for that story... I've had a good month besides the fact my ADHD has been nearly killing me.

I'm actually going to go to a person to get authenticated that I have ADHD so I can get myself a job coach because I am feeling very lazy...

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and I'm rambling off again... back on track! I hope you all enjoy the chapters and hope you all can forgive my ADHD self for updating random stories... have a good one!

I opened my eyes to find myself in a room.. it wasn't my bedroom from what I could tell. I looked around until I noticed the pictures hanging on the walls... I was at Victoria's place. Sitting up I saw Victoria laying down next to me naked. I knew we didn't do anything due to the fact I don't smell any alcohol. I swung my feet off the bed as Victoria squirmed in the bed. " you're awake..." she said in a small yawn.

"Yeah... did I?" I asked her as a just in case.

"yep... almost killed a Pegasus from what you told me..." after an emotional outburst I could almost never remember why I went into the outburst. "you going to be alright?" she then asked me.

"yeah. Just have to get back to the farm." I said looking at the alarm. It was almost noon and I wasn't surprised. Whenever I came over here to calm down and let my emotions out I always slept in. nowhere else. Home? no. Ben's? Also no. only here and only will it ever be here. It's like refreshing my mind until I need to come again.

"Ben watched over the farm last night for you," Victoria said sitting up. Seeing that she slept naked once more didn't bother me. I knew her antics and I was used to them... everyone else? Not a damn resistance.

"then I guess I will see him there then." I picked up my shirt off of the floor and quickly put it on. I also put on my shoes and walked over to the door and looked back. Seeing Victoria looking at me with a smile on her face. "you stay safe alright? I don't want to see you having any kids yet." her response was simply throwing a pillow at me which I let bounce off as I chuckled.

Soon I was walking out of the house and towards the car. Glad that all of my pent up emotions were no longer ailing my head. At the moment at least... I pulled out of the parking lot as I spotted Victoria watching me from her window as I gave her a small wave. She gave me a small smile and a wave as well as I began my way home.

I gave a sigh of relief as my clear head allowed thoughts to go through it quite easily. If I knew Ben... he gave out a piece of 'my' revenge... and now that I think about that I slowly picked up speed as I exited the city. Hoping to gods of all religions that Ben didn't go too far.

After about 5 minutes, also narrowly avoiding getting a ticket for speeding, I pulled onto the dirt road as I looked at the barn and house. Everything seemed alright but that could just be the outside. Pulling around the turnaround and parked my truck and looked into the rearview mirror to find I was being watched from the living room window... note to self-fix said window as it was broken because of the Pegasus yesterday. Looking closer I found it was a police officer.

Getting out I saw that the officer had moved from his spot as Ben walked out onto the porch and approached. "hey..." he said in a saddened tone. "you alright?" he then asked as I rubbed the back of my head and looked away.

"I should be... been a while since I went to see her." he gave me a smile and slung an arm over my shoulder. " I hope you didn't do anything while I was gone." he froze.

"uh..."

"Ben I swear to god..."

"all I did was punch her!" he then quickly said as I glared at him. My clear mind already filling up with anger towards him. "you know how I am Lance."

"that's the problem. I know you to damn well it was the first thing I asked you when I got back!" he flinched away slightly as we walked over to the house. I gave a small sigh as I entered the house to find everyone in the living room besides the three Pegasus. They all looked towards me as I saw some fear in some of their eyes. Big Macintosh was looking at me with a hard look in his eyes.

"the three Pegasus are confined to one of your guest rooms... after I removed the gun inside of course," Ben told me as I put a hand to my eyes as I sat down in the recliner.

"L-Lance..." I heard a familiar voice call out.

"Yes, Fluttershy?" I responded.

"are you... are you..." I removed my hand from my eyes and looked her straight in the eyes. I could see tears about to go down her face as I worded what I was going to say carefully.

"I'm not going to hurt them anymore. It takes a lot to make me mad and I am sad to say that they had broken that limit." I told her as I gave another sigh. "that was just my anger finally reaching its breaking point after building up the past few weeks."

"well if you say so." Applejack spoke up. I was about to say some more things until I felt my phone start to ring in my pocket. Pulling out my phone I recognized the number. Standing up after telling them I had to take the call I walked outside and hit answer.

"Hello this is the building company you called just yesterday. Am I speaking to a Lance Andrew's Pendragon?" I heard a male voice say.

"this is him."

"excellent!" I heard him say as I pictured a small smile. " I am calling to notify you that the company will be sending workers over in 3 days to begin the construction. Seeing as we use anthro labor you can hopefully expect what you requested to be built in less than a week. The manager asked me to call you in her stead as she is busy acquiring the labor and supplies needed for the work. Do have any questions Mr. Pendragon?"

"would your construction interfere with my farm work?"

"it should not be unless it happens inside of the house that is to be worked on. I see here... that you are also going to be getting a fence put up for apple trees as well as said apple trees being planted?"

"that is correct."

"that would be the only thing that could possibly interfere with your farm work, to be honest. I'm calling to see if anything else needs to be added that you could have forgotten to ask about." I began to ponder if I forgot anything to talk about. I thought of one thing but that didn't really concern the company, to be honest. "no I do not. Will they be coming in the morning, afternoon, or evening?" I then asked.

"I believe the manager wished to arrive in the morning to meet with you over the blueprints you sent us to fix a few things and begin the work just after noon." I heard him respond as I found that a reasonable time-frame.

"very well. I will see you all here in 3 days then... have a wonderful day."

"you to sir." I hung up the phone as I put my phone away and leaned on the railing. Regardless of what the 4 Pegasus did to me, I needed to get them clothes as well as the other 2 ponies... I think I will need to get myself a car for transportation... to be honest a bus would be best if I remember correctly for those that own anthro's... at some point I would need to bring all of the anthro's to the center to get them all registered once more in case they need to make a surprise visit to locate any strays. I felt disgusted just saying the word strays...

"Hey, Lance." I turned around to see Ben walking out the door with the rest of his buddies walking out as they headed towards the cop cars. "got to go. Got a call in for every cop on and off duty." I gave him a nod.

"stay safe Ben... rather not have to attend your funeral..."

"if those anthro's of yours are anything to say and your personality for helping any anthro you can... I think ill be attending yours first." he joked as he stepped off of the porch as I gave him a small chuckle. "have a good day Lance." I stood up straight and walked inside... already ponder on whats going to happen next...

and nothing did for 3 days. The anthros were all avoided me and I didn't want to risk something happening so I left them alone. They did their jobs without me having to ask them to and they got done very quickly. The 4 Pegasus though... they were still a problem... Big Macintosh tried to return the remotes back to me after Ben and his buddies left the farm but I told him to keep a hold on them as I was still trying to recover from my anger outburst... they did nothing but sit around inside of the house and eat food and read books... thankfully they stayed out of my bedroom as I was able to sleep on my bed again.

Also just talking about Ben they started to come over to check up on me and to make sure the 4 Pegasus stayed in line. Onto other matters the two ponies had woken up on the second day of three and... let's just say their reaction to me was not that good and the fact it happened when Ben was here. Which resulted in the unicorn, Trixie, to be knocked out for several hours. I'm kind of happy to be honest... I don't know why but I feel that something more is going to be happening to me... but if it's good or bad?

I have no idea...

"Lance..." I stopped writing in my old journal that I decided to bring out after finding out I was supposed to get the anthros. I turned around to see Fluttershy looking at me at the door which was opened slightly. "t-the construction c-company has arrived." I nodded as I gave a small sigh inside towards her shyness. Made me wish things went back to what they were before I got the 4 Pegasus when they all stayed friendly... my life's just to complicated to think about...