Turning around I was surprised by who I saw standing their leaning against the door frame. She gave me a glare as she held her arms crossed over her stomach. "all we know is that somehow they were able to disrupt ones magic and prevent them from doing what they did best." I stood up straight as Spitfire spoke as I looked confused. "everypony has a little magic in them even those who aren't ponies. It allows us all to do what we do best. Earth ponies subconsciously use magic to enhance the earth they tend to and get plenty more out of each crop. Pegasi have the ability to manipulate the weather itself with the magic also strengthening our wings to be able to pick up our heavier bodies. Unicorns those are already spoken more and alicorns are even more so." she narrowed her eyes at me.

"but what of the other anthro's?" I then asked her as she looked outside into the night.

"griffons are able to tap into their inner predator and become ferocious and excellent hunters. Minotaur's magic enhances their bodies and helps them build up muscles faster as well as adapt faster in certain conditions for over periods of time. Zebras get the capability of potentially being able to talk to wandering spirits both good and evil."

"while I thank you for the information. Can I ask why your down here when you hate my guts?" she gave an exasperated sigh.

"as much as I hate you right now... I realized that you are the one at the moment who holds all the keys." I raised an eyebrow as she went on to explain. "you are related to the ones who caused the enslavement meaning if something happens to you they would become even more ruthless in their methods. You could act however you wanted with all of us and yet the only time you used the remotes was when I had a shotgun pointed straight at your face. You have a few friends in the police who would constantly come over to check on you and since they know you using magic on you would most likely end up with all of us killed..." she looked down after she finished speaking with her eyes closed and a sigh. "so the only choice I have... is to hopefully get you to listen."

"listen?" she nodded as I took a seat and motioned for her to do the same. She looked surprised at the gesture but quickly took a seat.

"what do you know throughout the conquering of Equestria?" she then asked me looking me straight in the eyes as if she was peering into my very soul.

"all I know is what was told on the news as it happened. Parents opened the portal for a large army of trained men and women to capture and enslave the inhabitants on the other side." I told her truthfully although I do think that they were hiding more.

"do you know what they did when they went over?" I shook my head as she sighed. "when they came through... everypony was surprised that they immediately attacked us as humans had been known to be kind beings in the ancient past of our world. When the portal was opened the princesses were there studying it when the large army came through and welcomed them with open arms... before they ruthlessly charged them not even a second later. Surprise was their greatest advantage as they immediately focused on the unicorns with the pegasi being a secondary objective to subdue. It wasn't 3 hours later that everypony was captured besides the princesses as they escaped back to their castle with assistance of their guard... then they began purging..." she looked down as her hair covered her eyes as I watched her begin to tremble as her nails dug into her fur as I noticed a small amount of blood from her hands being punctured. "i was there as a scout for the princesses along with many others... and we watched you humans do the last thing we expected you all to do..." she looked at me with rage evident in her eyes. "killing off all those with disabilities, the elderly, and even those who they somehow knew they would never be able to break... they made very few exceptions."

"but why would they do that in the first place?" I asked her as she gave me a scowl.

"shouldn't I be asking you that?! Your parents were the reason all of this happened!" I didn't react to her yelling as she continued. "so many dead within the first few hours of their invasion! Nopony could even figure out how they got to our world in the first place and the only one who possibly could disappeared not even a day before the portal was opened!" she stood up straight. "and when the princesses surrendered on the condition that they no longer killed! They accepted... and killed all of the disabled and elderly anyway!"

"and yet I knew none of this!" I yelled at her.

"your their son!" she then yelled. "maybe your just tricking everypony here just to hurt us all later!"

"i am not like them!"

Silence was all that was heard besides her heavy breathing from her catching her breath from the large rant she told. After a few minutes she sat back down as I thought about what she just ranted about. Even I knew that would possibly happen when the portal was opened but it had been put into the back of my mind for no reason.

"who was the one that disappeared?" I then asked her.

"after all of what I just said... and that's what you asked?!" she yelled as I raised my hand to cut her off.

"because he might be your only chance of winning and going home. If you tell me about them I could see if there were any rumors or sightings around the time the portal appeared." she seemed to contemplate what was spoken before she gave yet another exasperated sigh.

"his name is Discord... the self proclaimed god of Chaos."

"god of chaos?" I asked confused as she nodded.

"he relished in it, he caused it, he watched it, anything to do with chaos he has done. Turned clouds pink that rain chocolate milk, buffalo's dancing in tutus, warping reality itself to his own desire." I can see how he would possibly know what was going on. The ability to warp reality would be one anyone would want... and would always be corrupted by it in the end.

"well unfortunately... no such chaos was reported at all on the news before or after the portal was opened." I spoke up as she looked to want to speak again but I quickly continued. "look. I get that you don't like me and I don't like you for trying to kill me and almost succeeding. But understand this..." she looked to listen as I accidentally let my own rage against my family take over as I moved fast enough to catch her by the throat and put her up against the wall as she began to struggle. "i am not! Like my family! Hell I hate them all! I am the black sheep among my family that has almost been manipulated his whole life until my grandfather saved me and took me in from all that! If you were to kill them I would probably be the one to give you the weapon to do it! SO DONT EVER FUCKING COMPARE ME TO THEM GOT IT?!" she could only quickly nod as I realized what I was doing and quickly put her down. Walking over as I took a few deep breathes I picked up my drink and quickly downed the last of it before I spoke not looking at her as no doubt the yelling spree we had down here and woken everyone else up. "look... I may be related to them but that is only in a few ways... by blood... by curse... and finally by my own last name... but I am not like them... the sooner you get that through your head the better it would be for everybody."

I heard no response except for the sound of hooves going up the stairs as I sat back down onto the chair and simply looked at the moon as I began to think of what could possibly happen next. Somehow I believe I was going to get pulled into getting a ticket for the royal lottery in the very slim chances I could possibly get one of them. After about 10 minutes of guessing what was going to happen next I heard hoof steps coming down the stairs this time as I looked to see it was Fluttershy looking shyly from just beyond the doorway. "c-can I c-come in?" she stuttered as I sighed and nodded. Quickly she came in and sat down in the same chair Spitfire used to be sitting in.

"when did I wake you up?" I asked quietly.

(finding it to annoying to make her stutter all the time so... just picture it)

"when you yelled about... not being like them." I sighed at her answer as no doubt she was possibly curious of what I was yelling. "can I ask... a question?" I nodded towards her as she took a breath. "why were you... holding her by her throat?"

"she had... brought up things I wished are never said around me. About how I am related to the ones who started everything with the portal and how she believes I am just like them. Years I've been working to separate me from them until I got the call from mother and she gave me an ultimatum... either get anthro's or I lose the farm that was owned to the one person I truly called family. Everything began to fall apart once I made the decision. People started to recognize me and began to fear me in some places... I've hurt more people in a few weeks then I did when I was actually living with my so called family thanks to my own anger being almost uncontrollable and unmanageable. Then with my brother doing things to paint myself in a bad light as I can tell its another one of his crazy schemes to try and make me accept that we were related by hurting others."

"but was it necessary to... hold her up by her throat?" she then asked as I looked at her with a saddened expression.

"in my family there is one thing that will always be remembered by those who know of us... and that's our anger breaking its limits. While everyone in my family has different tempers I know I'm the one with the second lowest in the family. Anger comes and goes to easily for us and its way worse for me. I actively fight against it while the rest of my family put it into their own ways of life. Everyone's anger has something that they can do to be able to lose said anger. My older sister controls it by swapping out anger with a large amount of pleasure." Fluttershy blushed slightly as I kept talking. "my brother controls it by causing pain in any way shape and form from simple physical injuries to mind breaking mental injuries. My mother and father always kept theirs secret... I have seen them go off on a rage that has ended up with almost 50 people in the hospital from their own staff. Their lucky that thanks to the contracts that they sign they couldn't be arrested! And yet I cant seem to figure out just how I am able to control my own anger!" I leaned back further into the chair as all of the rage I had inside of me... just seemed to vanish as thoughts and confusion filled me.

"everypony knows how much family... act like one another in Equestria." I stared at her as she continued to talk. "in Equestria it is highly suspected for the offspring of ponies to act largely like one of their parents with a few minor differences..."

"but this isn't Equestria Fluttershy... this is Earth and the world of humans..." she nodded with a small smile on her face as she lost her stuttering in her answer to my own retort.

"even so... maybe you... act like someone that was in your family in the past? It is rare but not impossible to happen." after that she simply stood up and walked out and up the stairs. I could hear more movement as I thought back on the past with my life as thoughts entered my head. First was how did my anger go all away after I ranted about my own problems to Fluttershy out of everyone I know? Second was just how did her talk of family make any sense? I know about how family always acts like one another but how is what she said able to help me here?

Because I was to damn confused to answer my own questions... I simply fell asleep sitting where I was.

OK so I know this chapter might be confusing... but that's my emotions at work here. Spectrum being the ass that it is decided to go and say 'oh you need internet? I think not' on us so I've been without Internet the entire day I was typing this... have a good one!