Chapter 44: Her Confession and Confrontation.

They ambled through the streets together having a bare talk. It was quite refreshing to get the zest of the nature for once. There were a few interrupting thoughts that took over her mind, and though she didn't want to ruin her mood, she briefly agreed for contemplating upon them for once.

First thing, she was not gonna mind anything what people think about her; she was perfectly going to live the way she wants. Second, she's not going to be upset about any little fights, rather she'll heal them wisely. Third, she smirked as she thought, she's gonna terribly trouble Tyson by making him do Physics the whole day! Her heart skipped a beat when they reached. She stopped, intending them to enter first the dojo and when they had been inside the house, she stepped in. Her glance was deviated when her sight landed on his T shirt that Tyson's solely wearing on without his jacket. He was blading in the dish and his innocent eyes fell on her.

As usual or sometimes it would happen, they were staring each other for a few seconds or perhaps longer though they were separated by a good amount of distance. He was wondering what she was thinking and she was questioning if really he felt the same for her. Did he? Feeling too helpless for not getting a proper answer, she dint approached the right moment and stuck on staring. The sudden short cold rustle of breeze shivered her lightly and she opened her mouth to say something but didn't. I guess that's it. It's not simple to walk up and confess. I should think some more. What if it upsets him for ruining our friendship? He may not show it but then…Wouldn't have been quite easier if he did it instead? Things have been pretty sweet and easier in that scenario. Fine then, alright. Just look at him, he doesn't have to seem even the slightest idea what I'm up to, he still looks me like I'm sad or just the old same. That's of course my mistake; I've made them believe about my constant mood swings and been upset for the pettiest matters. Walking up straight and saying will shock him more than me suggesting skipping college for a week.

She broke the stare and headed inside. He shrugged to himself and launched once again. Let it rip, once again.

Tyson quietly strode out, intending to take a walk and analyze the recent scene a little properly and actually. He picked his jacket from the platform and went off.

She quickly had her lunch, not missing the pork but not realizing that it was only for her, by him. Kai had asked her to accompany him for getting a new scarf. The moment was cute. She nodded sheepishly realizing that how he had sacrificed his scarf for at least two times for her. They ended heartedly laughing when it of course occurred to them. Nonetheless, they reached quickly to the nearby little old prominent store. Oh yeah, she was escorted in his car, and it's been a quite short ride. He'd bought for him, and he allowed her only when she implored. It was a means of apology.

When she returned, she got engaged in cleaning her or his room precisely and convincing herself to throw the tranquilizers for once. She didn't need them when she had Tyson and Kai! Wow, and she did has a peaceful siesta for more than an hour peacefully on the bed with warm sheets enveloping her in the cold weather. It comfortably felt too good for having such middle day siesta regularly on his bed.

In her subconscious mind, after she woke, she had planned on visiting her room and checking for once everything and shifting her some more clothes here. She had worn Tyson's jeans twice and always ended being caught in the scene where he'd chuckle at her and she'd understand that later.

She shivered as the cold wind cut through her. For some reason, she felt so light, light hearted and everything came back in her mind. Has he left so soon? Had he skipped lunch? She picked her phone and swiped quickly to read any texts.

Take care, I'll be back soon!

Why to simply worry me?

She sat with her chin in her hands, thinking about him, still in sheets. Like usual, many thoughts passed her mind wondering from where he'd be right this moment to what he is doing. Whenever she thought of admitting, she purely flustered. Gosh, why am I so mad at you Tyse? She sighed and shortly half smiled.

-Ha, you were heavy when I picked you last night—Lookin' beautiful!—I'm always there for you—Promise me you'd never take those creepy pills!—So you want an another slow one?—Never knew about it- Grabbing my room, owing my bed, loving my jeans, can't anything get better Ms. Hilary Granger—

She was in fervent infatuation with him and that was only going to end in one way. Telling him. Not thinking of anymore consequences. She grabbed her orange jacket and headed for once proud-fully, putting on her earphones at the loudest decibels. Putting her feet in the highest heels she could find, she waved an adieu to the blonde and strolled out.

Wuhhhhu! The day has come, you're mine and the woes are goin', bye!

The sky was clear, almost beautiful and she was in high elation as her favorite drop of the song approached and the soft breezes waved her. The lanes were windy and with less people. She wasn't worried neither about the aftermaths or the reaction of the two toned blader. All she cared was spotting the prominent brown eyes and her confession!

Her carefree ambling was ceased when her eyes landed on him, standing a few feet apart from her. Perhaps he was returning. Lovely! Even in his too innocent face, like dumb, he's over exceedingly cute! And that's why I love you Tysee!

She spared a full smile to him and he opened his mouth to say something. She stopped her steps when she saw him treading towards her in soft and intended steps. Her heart skipped a beat and she was preparing to calm down the adrenaline rushing inside.

He was right in front of her and she seemed to be lost in him, studying his features again and again. She pulled a navy strand from his cheek that was disturbing him.

Hope the winds of change will change your mind
I could give a thousand reasons why

All you have to do is stay a minute
Just take your time
The clock is ticking, so stay

"Been on a walk?" she asked, trying her best keeping him stick staring her like he was.

"Yeah," he almost whispered , suddenly bringing his brows a little closer to check if something isn't the same.

"You wanna say something Hils?" he asked placing a comfortable hand on her shoulder. She breathed in deep.

Won't admit what I already know
I've never been the best at letting go

All you have to do is
All you have to do is stay

"Yeah, I guess." She said as she didn't meet his eyes, lieu, bent her head, "B-but, is there something you want to say me too?" her eyes met his in fleeting second.

"Uh-"

"Anything, you've ever wanted to say me, or perhaps…something you want..I-I mean-" she stuttered in the middle but safely shut her mouth.

"There is…" he sighed, "I'm not sure if you'd like it."

"I wanna hear it. Say." She said bravely and determined.

"I'll- but." His hand crawled safely close to her ears and she was staring lovingly at him.

She was craving the precise moment feeling the urge to wrap him. To the utmost dismay, the moment was broken when her eyes saw someone staring them from the distance.

Kai?

She quickly moved away and saw him running angrily and dismayed far away and her brows shivered in frightened air. Tyson turned to see what she was looking at and his heart almost plummeted when he saw Kai running.

Running away.

Running in dismay.

Running in envy.

Running for being cheated.

Running for being neglected, for choosing over him.

She broke from their half embrace and began trotting towards the captain. The blue head was a little stricken, it took a few seconds for his gears to work and he followed them with faster steps.

Why? Why timings are always so wrong? What have I done to deserve this! Please stop! I didn't mean to hurt you! How could have I forgotten that he's still there! Oh god, I'm back to square one! Why is my destiny so cruel!

"Kai! Stop, please stop!" she yelled as she quickened her paces.

" Wait!" Tyson helped.

It took them ten minutes to stop, and they eventually landed near the riverside.

"Ka-" she began softly, almost feeling a ball in her throat.

"No! Don't come near me!" he shouted wavering his hand.

"Please listen me for once." She pleaded not approaching too quickly, swallowing the lump in her throat, "What you saw was nothing like that."

"No! You all are liars! Feelings are just a thing for you all to play with. I'd already-" he was about to continue but Tyson's glare cut him. Deep down he knew he was the first who had already said him.

Memories came back drifting his preoccupied mind- The shout out at the hill.

"Will you just- just- listen me for once?" she implored almost in low voice.

She felt guilty. He stared her with narrow hurtful eyes. They were on the verge of glistening.

She felt helpless, caught between the tables. She let out an uncontrolled sob. She was staring at the cold grain of sand feeling so sorry.

Like a kid and her teddy bear
Like a leaf blowing in the air
Could you carry me?

'Cause I don't know how we
How we got so far, you and me
Almost like there's oceans between us, us
So I need to know

Could you carry me?

"I'm sorry!" she almost whimpered.

The blunette wasn't hurt like he was most supposed to, but he felt too helpless to comfort either of them. His lips formed a thin line to control his outburst.

She held her face in her palms sobbing as quiet as possible.

"You cheated." Kai asserted in a firm tone.

"No!" she cried as she ran towards him and stopped him from saying anything further by wrapping him in a tight embrace. Nothing matters! I can't hurt someone for nothing he has done!

"I dint cheat you! I didn't! You get me?!" she piqued.

He returned the embrace by wrapping his hands around her neck.

She sobbed endlessly on his shirt front and he stood till she was done.

"You had worried me!" she squealed with a lump in her neck.

"Stop crying, let's go." He sighed rubbing her back constantly to calm down her.

She said that she was a little tired and she'd be resting for a while. Tyson was nowhere to be soon. Kai was right in the hall waiting for her down.

…

Let 'em go! Let 'em go! Why should I bother? I've never been the one to muster any courage to make up! They both did for whomever they wanted. Him, for her, and today, she, for me! What am I doing here! I should have long ago disappeared in some dark alleys from where I could have never returned.

Does this all they mean for me? He knew it right? He knew it! He was internally sobbing as he buried his head in his arms that were placed on his raised knees. That moment, he simply walked away with his head down but he dint want to go back so he returned here after they were gone. He was trying his best not to blame her for whatsoever happened but it just didn't seem right. He knew, she was so helpless, that red face. She never cried in front of them, never. And this was the first time she did; cried- in front of them. What a vulnerable and helpless moment it was! Did…did she really loved back Kai? Tyson's face was drenched with tears and he was constantly rubbing against his shoulder sleeve. Then…why did she came to me? What did she wanted to say? What! Did she came to take an advise from me in regard him! .Kai! Because of this all, I don't envy you. I just wanted to make you understand how hurt I am. If only you could understand.

The weather was still fine, just like it was moments ago. The low tides were washing the sand. He was in utter turmoil and he had no idea of how he was ever going to face them again. He felt asleep in his despondent state. Never in his entire life, he felt this vulnerable and perhaps that feeling called as 'insecure'. I know, I know I care for her, so why to trouble her anymore. I should let go, let go rather without sorrow. That's it. He didn't know when he fell in a deep slumber and stayed there.

Hilary's case had been worse. She cried till she was up and only stopped when Max knocked on her door asking her if she'd have her dinner. She wiped her face with warm water and headed down only to realize that he was missing.

She was silent the entire time and tried to eat quickly and go upstairs. His absence made her get a sick feeling in her chest which was hammering her constantly. She silently strode from her table and turned towards the staircase.

AN: Well, thanks so much to all the previous reviewers. I wanted this update to be a little quick. How was this chapter? Anything new or exciting that you felt?