Chapter 51: Missing you so much- Come back…

~Probably this infatuation is strong but temporary; I will be over you. You tend to prove over and over that we can't be together no matter how destiny brings us something so beautifully together.

A soft, true, tranquilized, contended and satisfied smile lit across his tough features.

"That's what I wanted you to say, and understand. I'm sure though he didn't hear you, he must have felt it" He placed a friendly had across her shoulder.

"Please tell him to come back! I'm sure he will listen to you!" her voice was full of implore and tears, having endless crave and hurt.

"Just wait…If you are lucky he will do come back." He assured, smiling softly, wiping away her tears.

"I'm sorry! I'm very sorry Kai! I've hurt you the most! I have been the reason for distancing you and Tyson, when you were the best buddies!"

They hugged lightly, letting go of all the mistakes they have done hurting each other and for making Tyson desperate to move away.

"You know Hilary, I feel so triumphant that you finally confessed. I feel so good that I'm finally letting you go. Tyson did say me…why was he leaving."

"Why…"

"He wanted us to be together. He apologized for whatever he had hurt me, and he said he's gifting me…You. He was letting go of you, though…"

"Though what?"

"Though he loved you from the start…Much before I confessed you…"

Her eyes shimmered once again in fresh tears, brimming to full. She closed her eyes understanding everything from the start now…

- Yes I had and I am so happy I did!"- Hadn't I Hil?"-

All the words that he said now made perfect sense now, she remembered everything; whenever he called her Hilary Granger, little dawning kisses, his sudden craves, those amiable smiles and touches, everything was making sense perfectly.

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Since that day, she never denied that she love Tyson. She did and she regretted that she made it too late for understanding that. Each moment of theirs remembering made her expiate for that he was not here. He wouldn't lift any of their calls; would just text, 'Sorry, I'm so busy.'

I was so blind…I never understood that the endless and unbreakable friendship that I always tried to define was his true love. He was always there to rescue me, brought me everything that I needed and now when I need him, the most, he won't be here.

By the time the shirt, shoulders dry, passes through the ticket gate,
The rain has already subsided to a drizzle in your city.
Only today can continue to tomorrow.
In this way, I can't end it with you.

Girl, even now, you go on this way,
Holding not even a small umbrella…

"I don't mind getting caught in the downpour."
"I don't mind being soaked to the bone."
As you kick up the water beneath your feet, you fade away.
Morning comes early in the back streets,
So I try to catch you while I still can –
"Don't go, don't go,"
I call out.

Scared that he would cry for her, she didn't talk to him frequently; the silent hints were all that she said him though their texts:

" Hey…How are you doing? Are you alright Tyson :D"

"Yeah, doing fine. Wbu?"

"I'm okay, was just missing you. When will you come?"

"Not have decided yet. Have some work…"

"Hmm…"

"Oh, I have to take shower, I almost forgot. Speak to you later!"

"Uh Tyson-"

-Offline—

Days passed by like nothing could stop them. Time wouldn't stop, neither for Hilary, nor for Tyson. Hope hasn't left from her yet that he would return. He will, it was just taking him time to understand that everything was perfectly alright here, just like how she had taken time to understand him, that she didn't do till recently.

The days got cloudier and cloudier with ranging from mild to wild breezes. It wouldn't rain and she wouldn't do anything else. Originally, it was supposed to be her who should be leaving after their results. Though their results had been announced a few days back, she hadn't left like she had planned. She had scored 98.8 percent with all A plus. Though the percentile system was abolished long back, she had managed to know it after little request to Mrs. Fernandez. As for Tyson, he scored A plus in Physic and rest A in Biology and chemistry. Kai had got all A plus and same was for Max.

She didn't have anyone to share her little perhaps happiness of good marks. Nights passed with expiation and dried tears and the skies got cloudier.

The holidays or vacation seemed lonely and sad… There was no one to share her happiness, sadness, grief, wipe away her tears and smile to her. All the time when he was with her, she wonders why ever she was down. This was the right time she should be mourning and weeping but she doesn't, and she wonders why…

It all ended when she gathered some courage, picked her phone, feeling its battery down, trotted carelessly to her charger, slipping in the process, and plugging it.

Opening his chat, she texted quickly,

'Don't know if you are reading this! Don't know what silly reason you would say for deleting this message later! But all I want you to know is that I miss you so much! And there's something so important I have to say you that I can't text you simply! All you can just know is I like you so much! And I don't think I'm alright without you! Please come back if you value our friendship that we both know! –Hilary'

How much more will I have to lose

Before my heart is forgiven
How many more pain will I have to suffer

To meet you once again?

One more time

Oh seasons, don't disappear
One more time

The time when we were fooling around

Whenever we argued

I would always give in first, right?
Your selfish nature made me love you even more

One more chance

The memories stopped my legs
One more chance

I cannot choose my next destination

~ I hate myself being so weak for trying to get you over and over and I'm losing my real self so fast that I may never be back like who I'm. So, I will let you go and will be strong. I'm not seeking any revenge though for being us not together. I'm fine; I will be alright."

Sorry. I know I'm very late in posting but trust me I was so vulnerable through these days and I had internals and other emotional problems to fight with. I don't know how I just lived them. I couldn't eve concentrate on studies. Anyway, today was our last internal and was almost a very good day. I had awesome time with friends outside and enjoyed and a few things.

And… as for the story/update, I'm very serious for your reviews. Review me and I will post the next chapter on Rolly's birthday ;D Lol, we know it all when it is, right? xD Alright, just one more chapter to go. This story will seriously end and trust me; the ending is something really unexpected. I want, YOUR guesses of next chapter. Must!