Killua deals with a little rising situation in the shower, so feel free to skip that part if you don't want to read Killua beating his meat.
As soon as you see: He felt himself harden from the thoughts skip to the next "~" if you don't want to read it. But I don't really get graphical…
Everyone moved to their own tune, Gon seeming apologetic, Sakura trying to tame his bed hair, including that one strand that had a mind of its own this morning. It just refused to go down.
Even though Iason would dare to call it cute, he can't... Not after where his hand had been this morning.
Prodding his now soggy cereal, the boy sighed once more. He couldn't help those thoughts from flowing freely. He felt guilty like he ruined Sakura and Gon's relationship. Not because he accidentally fondled the former in the morning, BY ACCIDENT…
He felt guilty because he was in the middle of them. He was physically splitting the two apart. Although going by Gon's apologetic gaze, it probably was the boy's fault.
Yet, amongst all the feelings roaming internally, Iason couldn't decipher why Gon had done it. What could the boy have to gain by placing Iason between them?
"Aren't you going to eat…?"
Iason stilled his movements, looking up to meet the boy's gaze. Even when his sorry, his smile was always like a sun, burning bright… way too bright, "I… I want to understand why I was between you two…"
Sakura stopped his hair adjustments, looking up to Gon. He expected his boyfriend to give a proper explanation, just like he promised last night.
"Iason… You weren't sleeping for days. I, no-" Gon shook his head, thinking less about his own feelings, and more on a whole, as he should be. Sakura and himself were both worried about Iason. Except, how Gon chose to deal with the situation, was pretty selfish. Sakura said he should just talk to the boy, to appeal to the boy's reason, not walk out naked and hug him to sleep like Gon had done, "we were really worried for you. Leorio did mention about you being needed to be coddled."
The spoon snapped in Iason's fingers, mouth twitching slightly. That… Conniving old man! "Well, I would have fallen asleep… eventually…"
Sakura curled his hands out, wrapping them around the boy's, the sudden touch shocked Iason, the boy dropping the broken spoon in the process, but it didn't stop Sakura from continuing, "You should open up a little… Let us help you where we can. Gon feels frustrated. We both do…"
The boy removed his hand, offering an apologetic gaze in return.
Gon stepped forward, pulling all three hands together, trapping Iason's within Sakura's, and his boyfriend's within his own, "Please give us a chance, we can come to work out something. Sakura and I don't mind sharing you."
"That's beside-" stopping his thoughts, the boy realised there was something wrong with Gon's last statement. Maybe he was just miss-hearing things. "Hold on... Back-up… What did you last say?"
"Please give us a chance, we can come to work out a deal?"
"After that..."
"Sakura and I don't mind sharing you?"
"I was under the impression, you two were... together."
Gon nodded a firmly while squeezing Sakura's hands gently. There was no denying the boy did love him. When their eyes met, the softest smile makes Sakura turn away, blushing at the attention he was now receiving.
"I... I don't understand..."
Sakura squeezed Iason's hands, getting the boy's slightly confused attention, "Gon is… or should I say, he can be attracted to multiple people at the same time. Polyamorous, if you will…"
"Oh…" Iason froze, like reality came out of nowhere, and bitch-slapped him six ways to Sunday.
"It's something I've learned to accept." The boy's features softened, "Gon spoke to me while you were in the bathroom, and we've both come to an agreement. We don't mind having you sleep with us, in a non-invasive manner. If you need the comfort of another by your side, we're happy to allow you space."
"Uhh…" Iason awkwardly looked away. What was going on? Did he enter some twilight zone? Was he still dreaming…? The hands surrounding his own said otherwise, they were warm and felt very real. He can't deny he doesn't feel awkward and caught off guard in this situation.
"In fact, it's one of the best nights we've ever had together." Gon argued adamantly, "I woke up feeling like I could take on the world!"
For a split second, Iason could've sworn Gon's aura roared to life, powerful in nature, before seemingly dissipating, disappearing as quickly as it came. It glowed like his smile, a bright orange hue like the sun. He thought Gon couldn't use Nen anymore, but seeing as Gon hadn't reacted to it, maybe it was a trick, an Illusion of some sort.
Sakura elbowed the boy, but that hadn't stopped Gon from smiling playfully, "What, you admitted it too… you said you-"
"Shush, you… playful sweet hill giant! Not all of us like to admit our feelings! You would agree with me, right Iason…?"
Iason now really looked away, really hoping neither of them could see the faint blush. Between Gon's admittance to wanting to spend more nights with him, and Sakura's attempt at brushing his feelings under the blanket, he was struggling to remain sain.
Gon is sweet, kind and caring, and in a hundred years, Iason would NEVER admit that out loud. And to make matters worse, both Gon and Sakura were arguing, with opening up to bed to him. Maybe even the possibility of a shared relationship between the three of them. They wanted Iason to sleep with them, and while he's known about his ability for a long time, he feels slightly used… in a good way.
To make matters worse, he still remembers what touching Gon's naked body felt like… as well as grabbing a certain member's junk, still haunts him. His body betrayed his thoughts; Iason squirmed at the blood rushing to his lower region. Fuck… He still had to say something, but how can he, now that his brain was fantasying about the both of them thanks to their admittance of Gon being Polyamorous, and Sakura doesn't mind sharing.
Taking a deep breath, the boy turned to face the other two, "Alright... I'll agree to sleep with you two. But before doing so, first, I don't want to sleep in the middle again. I don't… or more like I feel like I'm overstepping your relationship. Second," Iason stopped Gon from saying anything, clearly, the boy was about to object, possibly about to admit neither of them minded opening their relationship up for him to join. But his body was in a weird situation right now, "I might as well explain… my Nen ability. I don't have a name… but it has healing properties. Leorio said the same thing… that he wakes up feeling refreshed like he hadn't been tired the day before… sometimes even week…"
Gon smiled brightly at the news, "Oh, that reminds me of Bisky's ability. Although, she summoned a Nen figure called Cookie-Chan. Cookie-Chan healed all our aches and pains after every training session so Killua, Daniel and myself can continue to train non-stop."
Looking at Gon, Sakura turned to smile in the other's direction, "If you don't have a name… we could offer you one."
"YEAH!" Gon's smile brightened, turning to Iason to offer a name, "Hmm… how about the Dreaming Teddy Bear!"
"N- NO!" Iason ripped his hands out from Sakura's grasp, shaking that option away as quickly as it came. It's bad enough Leorio has said something similar, that Iason's sleeping body reminds him of a snuggling teddy bear. He isn't about to name his ability, just because someone wants to name it, "I rather not…"
Sakura held a finger to his cheek, Iason now forced to look away, from the now adorable looking boy who wanted to get involved, "How about… the Restless Sleeping Prince, not in a cutesy way. I mean the kind that's strong… that wants to save the people of his kingdom. The ability kind of feels like you would want to be that type of person… to save the ones you care about…"
"Yeah," Gon squeezed his boyfriend's hands, the radiant smile catching Iason's heart off guard, "risking your health, to stay awake until you know someone is safely in your arms is very thoughtful of you."
Iason may have subconsciously fallen for Sakura and Gon, but he refuses to give in to those feelings. He barely knows them… and the same rule applies to him. How could he fall for them, when he's hiding so much from them.
Iason reached out, touching Gon's hand, before feeling comfortable enough to grasp the two's within his hands, "Thank you… Leorio said I should trust you because you are nice…" But it still doesn't mean I'm not gonna kill him for flat out mentioning I like to be coddled.
Gon pulled out his hands to squeeze Iason's, taking them within his hands, "And I promise not only your brother but you… that I will protect and help you in whatever way I can. If there's anything you need, please… just ask us."
Iason felt himself helpless falling for the boy's charm, "I promise…"
"~"
Killua stirred, the bed sheets shifting slightly as his senses recognised the warmth of another in his bed. How long has it been since he woke with another's arm around him? A week…? A month…?
It's felt like years, and what happened last night, he felt like it was a dream. Even Daniel's confession that night felt like a dream bending through reality.
He couldn't believe his ears, the way Daniel articulated his feelings, without realising those were a part of his memories. The first step has been made, now it's drawing out Zaikaria, to put Daniel's fake capture in motion.
It's currently the best, and the only plan they've got. And considering the circumstances, it's better if they obtain Daniel's memories as soon as possible. Victor was still out there, somewhere in this world, ready to make a move.
He followed them all the way to Daniel's home. Now that he thinks about it, while they were at the café, Daniel seemed freaked out a little, perhaps due to the man. Did that mean they led him all the way home…?
He shook the thoughts and fears away, keeping grounded in reality and the issues they were currently dealing with. They couldn't change the past, but if by digging up Daniel's memories, they could bring to light Victor's features, maybe they could find a way to avoid him, maybe even track him down at a later date.
Once the other nine names on the list were tracked down, Victor will be the last one… the one they'll confront at the very end. He'll be a tough opponent, but by the time they meet him, he was sure the both of them combined could beat him into submission.
Killua's eyes widened slightly, Daniel moving to rest his head closer to Killua, his body flush against the boy. He felt unusually hot, his cheeks flushed as desires came to the forefront. He was lucky he was wearing clothes because he couldn't handle what Daniel was doing, the boy's hand moving slowly down his side, stopping just at the hip.
Then there was the fact that Daniel was pressing up against his backside, Daniel's something poking him a little above the cheeks, barely prodding his buttocks. Too bad he couldn't do anything about it. He'll feel like he's using Daniel, which isn't something on his to-do list right now.
It didn't help that his memories of last night were being drudged up. Killua moved Daniel's hand, scooting away from the boy as he was careful to not wake him in the process.
Grabbing a towel and a change of clothes, he headed to the shower. No one was awake, this was the first time that he has ever woken before anyone else.
He turned the dials to the hottest he could handle, the heat fogging up the room as he entered the shower. It burned a little as he entered, but soon his skin adjusted, the skin flushing red as he sighed in content. The heat masked his feelings, as the boy's mind shifting to his thoughts last night.
He felt himself harden from the thoughts, but rather than dealing with it now, his hands instead grabbed the shampoo, squirting some into his hands as he leaned his head back, the pitter patter of water cascading down his face.
He sighed in content, leaning back forward so he could work the shampoo in his hair without the water running it out. It wasn't long before his mind got tainted, his thoughts running freely. He still remembers the first time he's done this.
Back then, it was originally Gon and Daniel fighting over him for his affections. He still remembers the disgust, the distress during his climax. Now all he feels is disgust because the only person he could focus on right now was the one whom barely remembers him.
Killua let out an irritated click of his tongue, letting one hand fall downward, hand curling and grazing along his skin. It felt nice, but god damn it, his mind wouldn't stop thinking about how great it would be to have Daniel's hands on him instead.
That's gonna be a mental note for later, to have shower sex, minus the fucking. Actually, now that he thinks about it, his still remembers all the details, imagining all the nasty things he wanted to do with Daniel. Before the boy lost his thoughts, was Daniel the same?
Sure, he admitted he wanted to do sexual things with Killua when they were escaping the butlers, but apart from them, he hadn't really brought it up. Then again… his memories were removed a few days right after their first time.
Killua grasped his member soon after, dragging it along the skin as he moaned at the sensation. It felt so good… yet so wrong at the same time, his memories of his first with Daniel being dug up during the sensation.
It didn't help that the water running along his skin brought about those memories of Daniel's lips around his, lips running along it just like his hand was doing right now.
Killua's eyes widened, removing his hand as quickly as he touched himself. It was as if his own member had burned his hand at the hot sensual memories. He bit his lips in disgust, instead, opting to stare at the tiles. He was afraid to look down, scared of seeing his bloated member begging to be touched once more.
He worked the shampoo through his hair, uncaring that one of the hands was just tugging a certain something earlier. He was forced to bite his lip when he remembered he still needed to wash the rest of his body, including the tainted thought inducing member down below.
Turning off the water, Killua sighed in frustration as he squirted some soap into his hands. Biting his lips, he forced his hands to roam his body, letting the thoughts of his dance with Daniel last night being the material to get himself off.
I'm sorry for using you like this Daniel…
Closing his eyes one more, Killua let his thoughts overtake his mind, his hand once more, drawing himself to that sweet feeling of release.
"~"
Killua shifted along the streets, browsing for the things Daniel had asked of him. Both Alluka and Daniel were still out cold by the time he was done… entertaining his cognition, leaving the boy bored, as well as satisfied.
He couldn't deny he felt guilty… a little, but at the same time, it was worth it at that moment.
Drawing his fingers to some rope, Killua bit his lips, a mild amusement spread across his features, highlighting the fact he may be having some disturbing thoughts.
Actually, he wondered if Daniel would let him tie him up, to see if it would be a turn on for the both of them. Maybe not so much himself, but for Daniel, it would be an interesting turn of events.
"What was it you needed again…?" A burner phone, a mask, some rope, and voice modifier… At least now he could strike the rope off his list. And as for the voice modifier, if he can't find one in a novelty shop nearby, he can buy a phone and download an app that does it. Actually, he could probably get a mask as well from the novelty shop. Something he could use to terrify Daniel's sister.
He'll have to make it as real as possible, to really draw out the overprotective sister. So, some fake blood and a novelty knife would be needed as well. When Killua was about to reach for the rope, he stopped in his tracks.
There it was again, watchful eyes glued to him like a hawk. This had to be no coincidence. Had they followed him throughout the night? Why didn't they follow them up to their room? Or had they…?
The boy shifted his attention, casually looking around, pretending as though he was trying to find something else. The streets were bustling with people, and no one was acting as though they were interested in him.
Was it a tracker, someone after him specifically out of revenge for his past actions?
The boy shook his head at the idea, that someone was out to kill him in broad daylight, but if they were, they were doing a sloppy job. He could be sensed, just not located.
Taking a deep breath, Killua picked up the rope, heading to the cashier to pay for the item. I have to act cool, draw them out. If he disappears, putting Daniel and Alluka in jeopardy is the last thing I want…
After paying for the item, Killua joined the crowd, searching for a novelty shop.
"~"
The boy yawned, arm reaching out to expect someone in bed with him. What he found was an empty bed, his hand slapping at the sheets as if he could magically conjure up a figure in the process.
Daniel's smile was lost as he yawned once more, stretching his arms as he forced himself to get up. Killua had risen earlier, and when he looked over to the clock, he expected it to be early in the morning. What he found instead was the time said 10:09, he, was the one that had slept in pretty late.
The boy rubbed at the tiredness in his eyes, mind refreshing the discussion from last night. It was strange having heard that his mouth was on Killua's… well… little Killua. Why were certain memories completely wiped, while other's remained, without the full context?
Was it possible, that whatever the attacker that attempted to purge his memories failed somehow? Was it actually possible, that during the attack, he somehow was able to wake up just in time before he lost everything…?
Daniel's head panned to the closed door, the quiet sounds of the TV outside were barely heard. Was that Killua or Alluka? Removing the blanked, he got out of bed, walking over to the door.
Cracking it, he peaked out of the corner, a black mop of hair being seen from his position. That's definitely not Killua… With a smile, he opened the door, "Hey, Alluka!"
The girl looked startled for a moment, Daniel's entrance surprising her, "Oh, is Big Brother not with you…?"
"Nope," Daniel threw himself over the armrest, landing in the seat beside Alluka. With a smile, he roped his arm around Alluka's shoulder, pulling her in a little closer, "what are you watching?"
"Cartoons…" Alluka smiled, snuggling close to Daniel.
The boy didn't reject the girl's comfortableness, revelling in the girl's desire to be near him. He continued to watch the show, unsure when the girl would speak to him.
"How are you with big brother?"
"I can't really say… Sometimes I do get these warm and fuzzy… I guess feelings around him, but I don't remember a moment when I was with him. It's weird…"
"Well…" Alluka paused, wondering if it was ok to even say this without Killua around. Would her brother stop her from voicing her concerns and opinions, or let her continue, "When I met you for the first time, I didn't like you…"
"Oh…?" Daniel hummed, eyes glued to the cartoon. He had no idea what was going on, but one thing he did know, was he didn't remember this instance either. He cannot remember Alluka getting upset with him.
"Yeah… I was… jealous at how close you two were. I even thought about splitting you two up."
Daniel looked at Alluka, surprised to hear about this. Both from the fact he has no recollection of this moment, but from what had transpired these last few weeks, she was doing the complete opposite. She was trying to get them to spend more time together, "Huh…?"
"But the more time I got to spend with you, your family… I could see how, or more importantly, that you pulled him in… None of us had the family bond you two had together, besides Killua and myself… That was why I was jealous…"
"And now…?"
"I want everything to go back to the way it was. Killua smiled a lot with you around."
"Really…?"
"He'll never admit it though…"
"Strange, because during our dance, he admitted some things…"
"He DID?"
"He has this kindness, I… love I guess…" Daniel tried his best to replicate Killua's voice, but he felt like he failed. But the specific sentence he used was when Killua was talking about his complicated relationship, his supposed partner, which ultimate was about him.
Alluka didn't seem to think so, she giggled at the boy's words, smiling at the situation, "I love when big brother speaks about his feelings. He really misses you… He… he has felt so frustrated at himself for being unable to help return your memories. Looking back on it, even with Gon, I feel like he felt the same."
"What I don't get…" Daniel looked at Alluka, "why doesn't he make a wish with you, to get my memories back…"
"He…" Alluka paused, looking down at her feet. Killua had admitted why to her "Because… he doesn't want to use her for his own selfish needs, again. He wants to help you in my own way…"
"I thought so… Last night, I feel like he was holding back for his own sake. I tried to kiss him…"
Alluka mouthed a big 'o', surprised by Daniel's forwardness for something that Killua would have probably wanted to remain a secret, "but he rejected it. I was hurt, but at the same time, I feel like Killua did it for my sake…"
The words made Alluka squeal in delight, Daniel taking his arms off the younger girl's shoulders, "Although, if you want my opinion, JUST don't tell Killua. Even without my memories… I could see why I would like him…"
The words made Alluka smile. Daniel admitted, even without the memories of the almost two years spent together, he could see why he was attracted to her brother. He could see a reason as to why he would love him. She pointed a finger behind her at the fridge, "Oh, I think Killua made breakfast before going out. There are pancakes in the fridge. I took some, but there's still some more left."
With a smile, Daniel got up, "Yey, I'm gonna try some of Killua's pancakes!"
"~"
The boy stopped, his hand inches away from a voice modifier. He felt it, the same pair of eyes watching him once more. Whoever this person was that was following him, was not only really bad at tracking from the shadows, but he was also really damn lucky.
He was lucky there were so many people around.
If they won't come out, it was time for plan B. His going knock that fucker out, then find out what he knows.
Grabbing the voice modifier, he looked around the mask section, grabbing the first one he could lay his hands on. Walking between the aisles, the boy made sure to grab some fake blood and a flimsy knife. It looked fake as fuck, but hopefully combined with the fake blood, it would be more than enough to convince the boy's sister that the threat was real.
Making the purchase, he left, joining the large traffic of people. He could feel the eyes still watching him, the presence always at the same distance; never too close, and never that far away…
Turning a corner, the boy entered a side-alleyway, moving ever so slowly through the empty cobblestone pathway. As he turned another corner, he barely caught the feeling of a pair of eyes watching his latest move.
Taking another step forward, he leaned against the wall. Now all that was left was the person forced to catch up.
Killua offered a smile, to the first person to walk around the corner, "Hi!" It was so strange, seeing a startled teen older than him beginning to freak out after having his stalking been discovered.
He had gold eyes and blond hair, features that looked so similar, yet at the same time, so different. He could've sworn his seen this person before, this teen, possible even an adult.
"Shit…"
Not even waiting for a second, Killua slammed his fist into the person's face knocking them out cold. A single thud was the only noise from this scuffle, and it might be the last sound the older boy will ever make.
Letting out a long exaggerated sigh, Killua picked up the guy, slinging him over his shoulder, "Sorry, but I'm not letting you go until I know why you were following us…"