As the trio is about to speak about their feelings on their first threesome, Sakura is put in a position where he wants to speak about his feelings on the matter with only Iason.

Gon sat at the edge of the bed, eyeing his partners with an apologetic gaze. Neither boy wanted to open Gon to any new ideas. Iason knew that Sakura will be shy about it, but until he admits this to Gon… they won't be able to talk about it. They both individually knew, that their boyfriend, wants to talk to them about that night.

Apart from their sore lower half, Sakura and Iason both had contracting feelings on that night.

They weren't about to complain; at the end of the day, they each got enjoyment out of the night…

It was the following day and how they felt was where the contradiction began. Iason loved it; not so much the part about being unable to walk, due to his jelly legs. It was how they meld together, feeding off each other's hidden desires.

Like every other time so far, he just knew all the places to aim, to touch… That takes practice, but more importantly… listening to the cue points. He couldn't complain, nor could he say in a proud voice, that he enjoyed every second of it.

It wasn't just embarrassing to admit it, it would be the flurry of compliment to come from Gon's mouth, which is where the embarrassment would come from.

Then there were Sakura's feelings on the matter. Deep down, he fell victim to his heart, his feelings for his partner. Like Iason, he couldn't complain, nor could he voice his opinion on the matter. He has none… He doesn't know what he does or doesn't like because the moment he got into it, he enjoyed it.

But now that he's out of that position, looking at Gon, who was looking at him worried, he doesn't know whether to say he enjoyed it or not. The mood is what set his feelings, and that night, his feelings, were synchronised with Iason's and Gon's.

He was so into, he let Gon ride himself to completion, spilling inside of him alongside Iason. He felt a piece of his partners inside of him… it made him happy, that apart of them was now apart of him. But now that it has been cleaned out… that feeling has dispersed.

Is he happy… or is he sad? He was unsure.

Gon brought his hand to touch Sakura first, the boy's gaze meeting his.

The boy melted from the gaze, swooning over his boyfriend who could say I love you with the most angelic of expressions. He couldn't say no, any more…

"Are you ok?"

"Yes…" Sakura's gaze fell on his crossed legs, the raw numbness throbbing in his backside, "I'll feel ok."

"Do you feel sore?"

"Yes…"

"I'm sorry…"

"I know…" Sakura looked up at Gon, offering a weak smile before looking towards Iason, "We know…"

Gon's gaze met Iason neck, equally worried about his other partner. The following day, neither of them could walk. He has been taking care of the house duties and cooking, while Iason and Sakura cuddle.

He knows Iason will recover in a few days, those with Nen, tended to recover quicker. But he also knows Sakura will recover with the help of Iason's ability. He just doesn't know how long it'll take.

Days… Weeks… Months…

He honestly couldn't tell, "I'm sorry to ask this, but promise me you'll help Sakura recover."

"I promise…" Iason smiled at the boy. It's not like I can turn off the ability anyways… It'll always be there… lingering in the background as I sleep. But unlike not having a choice those times, this time… "I want to do this for Sakura."

Sakura intertwined his fingers with Iason.

The boy offered a smile in response, "I care for both of you…" So, feel free to hug me until you recover. "I'd do it for both of you. Now can you stop being a worrywart." Iason patted the place between them, "It doesn't suit you." I prefer your more boyish smile, you look cuter.

Gon climbed in-betweens his partners, "So… neither of you is upset with me."

"Well…" Sakura spoke up, Iason bending forward to look at Sakura from behind Gon. He'd be upset if Sakura said anything to deter Gon. He wants another night like that. And deep down, he feels like Sakura would be on the same level. Maybe not to his degree… but somewhere in the middle of 'do it again' and 'never again'.

"I'm upset," Gon deflated at Sakura's words. If only he had listened to the rest, he might have reacted like that before listening to the rest of what his partner had to say "that you're upset…"

Gon's gaze flicked up to meet his partner's, looking like a defeated puppy.

Sakura sighed in defeat to the boy's reaction, "Gon, I liked it…" As Gon's expression beamed, Sakura made sure to get his point across clearly, "I liked aspects of that night. Just not sure which of those aspects I enjoyed."

"We can talk about it…" Iason spoke up, unsure how his partner would react to his statement.

"Not, with Gon in the room…"

The boy in questioning pouted, "But, why…?"

"Because you're a big loof, would exploit the things I like, before I can understand why I liked it in the first place."

"Aww…"

"I'm sorry, but I'm gonna have to agree with Sakura."

"Why…?" Gon whined at his other partner as he turned around, "Why can't I listen as well?"

"Because unlike me, Sakura needs time to think, to talk about his internal feelings… I know, that you know this. I've seen the two of you talk, listen to each other. But this time it's different… I know how much you want to listen to this, to hear what our partner has to say… but he needs to talk about it with someone other than the person, who causes these conflicted feelings. I'll listen to what Sakura has to say… and I promise," Iason looked past Gon towards Sakura, "you'll be banging us either way in the end. Sorry…"

Sakura sighed, rolling his eyes as he looked down at the sheets, "It's inescapable… isn't it."

"Yup…"

Gon looked at both of his partners before sighing in defeat. Even though they both agreed they'll have another night together one day… he won't get to hear how Sakura comes to his conclusion with Iason's help.

"Fine…" Gon crossed his arms, pouting with a somewhat boyish smile, "I'll go for a walk… so you two can talk about it."

"Thank you…" Sakura offered a small nod in apology. He was thankful Gon will leave them alone to talk about it, no matter how much their boyfriend wants to stay and listen. Gon kissed his partners on the forehead before sliding off the bed, giving them each a smile "I'll bring back something for the two for you to snack on."

The two offered a nod in acceptance right before Gon smiled once more, wider than the previous one. When he left and the two of them heard their front door closing, Iason turned to his partner, "So, how do you really feel?"

"Awful. My ass is gonna hurt for days…" Sakura whined loudly, pouting as Iason chuckled, Of course, it's gonna hurt. One, it's his first time taking it from Gon… and two, Gon didn't exactly hold back once he heard a few gasps of pleasure escape the boy's lips.

"Do you… not want to do it again?" The boy asked, hoping that Sakura would say he does want to do it again.

"My body is telling me no… but my mind is screaming yes." The boy grasped his head between his fingertips, "I don't know how to feel."

"Let's walk you through it then… What did you like…?"

Sakura blushed, "When you came inside me…"

Iason's eyes widened, "The 'after feeling' or 'during the moment'?" I was not expecting that…

"Both, if I'm being honest… I can't tell you why though. I don't understand it myself."

"Walk me through your feelings about it. Tell me how you felt before, during and after."

"Well… before it happened… worried, I guess? I… felt like I wanted it again. With you in the middle, it felt like there was a barrier between Gon and I. The good kind. You two were connected, wanting more from each other…"

Iason blushed at the news, but Sakura was far from done "While you and I were connected, I felt like no harm would come to me. Gon could… I don't know… ram you until your butt turned into powder," the boy chuckled at the example, "and I'd still get the right amount of pressure. It'll never hurt for me… just like it wouldn't hurt for you. It felt… right. Now, I didn't know what to expect when you said you were close. You already came inside me once. But I didn't feel it the first time. Gon broke the condom either before, or right as you were releasing. So, when you released inside me… it felt warm… like a part of you was now a part of me…"

The boy looked down at his legs, "It felt nice…"

"What about the after…?" As Iason touched the back of his boyfriend's hand, the boy looking at him rather than away from him, "How did you feel after it?"

"Well… empty… Gon kinda pulled you off me. He was so…"

Iason clicked his fingers, drawing his partner out of the distant look "I know… he took my body to town after that. I wanna know what you felt after I came inside of you, and before Gon pulled me off you…"

"Relieved… That's how I felt. I felt like I stepped over a hurdle I never knew was in front of me. I didn't feel worried… because when I looked at you… and I saw Gon pulled you off me, to flip you over so you two were face to face. I saw how much you two wanted each other. That made me happy… and sad…"

"Because he wanted me…?"

"No," the boy shook his head, "because we no longer had that connection. So, when Gon was looking at me, asking me if he could slide inside of me… I was happy again. Not because he was…"

"Hungry?"

"Yes, the hunger in his eyes… How much he wanted to be inside of me… that wasn't what made me happy. Although, it did scare me a little, not enough to deter me… What I was happy about, was the connection, having Gon's heart heartbeat against my own… I desperately wanted him to hold me, to cherish me…"

"Did you hear what I said to Gon before he approached you? Did that make you worried about what was going to happen?"

"Yes, I heard what you said… Yes… it did add to my worries. But like I said, when he asked me, those fears melted away." Sakura trembled as he remembered what happened right after, how he just accepted everything being given to him without complaint. That was where he felt like he fell victim to the situation…

He couldn't say no…

Nor did he want to say no…

He was accepting everything that followed.

"How did you feel inside of me? Would you want to do that again…?"

Sakura bit his lip, "I don't know… I honestly don't know… Did you feel the same as me back then, like a small part of you wanted a piece of both of your partners inside of you?"

Iason offered a small nod, "Yes… Gon brought me to that feeling of need to continue. So, when I felt you spurt inside me, it felt nice… but you don't feel the same as Gon. I mean in a sense of girth and length. He's bigger than you… and probably me, combined. But if I had to be honest… I'd agree with you. I like the connection. I like being in your position… having both of my partners on top of me. I like it…"

"You like being in my position… as in the bottoms of bottoms?"

"Yes…" Iason chuckled "maybe if you were bigger… and driving yourself into me, or Gon was driving you into me… It'll feel different. I can't tell from a one-off experience of me being on top of you. It's hard to gauge… But I wanted it at that moment… so, I'm not gonna complain…"

"I understand…"

"Do You?"

"A little, the aspect about wanting to have both of your partner's hold you. So, I understand the whole connection, just… not your complete feelings on the matter. I can't feel what you want."

"Oh… I understand."

"What about what happened after?" Iason shifted the conversation, wanting to get his shy partner's opinion on when Gon 'snapped' "When… hungry Gon took us to pound town?"

"I don't know…" Sakura hides his face in his legs, "I don't know…"

"Do you want to do it again…?"

"I really, don't know… I don't know how to feel about those last two times."

Iason wrapped his arms around his partner, pulling the boy in for a hug, "Then the best way to understand, is to try it again. I know… that having been brought to that level of intensity can be scary the first time around. But next time, try to relax and focus on Gon's expressions. When he… looks at you, the moment he loses control, you can see briefly, a moment where he wants you. He wants to love every inch of you… trust me when I say this, try again… once we recovered, of course. When grabs you like he did to me, the first time he flipped me over… that's the moment when you need to look at his expression."

"I think I know what you mean… the needy look?"

"No, when he was walking toward you, he had already lost control of that need. It's the moment right before he claims you… that's what you need to experience. If you don't like it; I'll make sure he won't do it to you again like that…"

"Thank you…" Sakura hummed with a happy tune, rubbing his partner's arms as the boy hugged him, "What about you…? Do you want-"

"Definitely!" Sakura burst into fits of laughter, Iason's face burning after having realised what he just admitted. He casually admitted he was happy Gon took him on a one-way ticket to Pleasure Island, "I can't believe I said that…"

"It's ok… I'm glad one of us enjoyed it. It makes me happy because I know Gon will be happy to hear that."

"Well, don't tell him. Our room will stink of jizz for the rest of our lives."

"He won't be…" Iason gave him a look that stated otherwise. Iason was right; once you rile up Gon and get him in that mindset to keep going… there's no stopping him, "No… You're right. N- N- that's a bad thing." Sakura countered the sadness in his voice.

He didn't want Iason to assume that he didn't like when Gon took rein of the situation. When his eyes became focused, and nothing but the sounds they were forced to make, changed how their boyfriend moved them.

Once Iason realised what Sakura stated, his boyfriend put him in an awkward position. He's going to have to agree with that he too. he likes when Gon takes charge of their nightly activities "R-Right… can't disagree with you there."

The two sat in silence, Sakura once more working up the courage to speak more on the topic, "Did you… like those things… what you did to me…?"

"Which part?" The boy hoped his words would help Sakura to open himself up. He knew which part the boy was talking about, but it's better if his partner approached this more openly.

"When you were inside me… or I was inside you?"

"Both, actually…"

"Well, right before we started… when I got on top of you, it made me happy to see you with this look of longing, like you wanted to be with Gon and I, during that moment." When Sakura was about to open his mouth, he closed it. He didn't know at the time if he wanted to share the bed with Gon. It was only after he relaxed, did he feel it was right to be with him.

Iason shook his head, the look of concern on Sakura's face told him a thousand words, what he assumed wasn't right, "You didn't want to be with Gon that night…?"

"At the start, no… it was building up the courage, after seeing what you two could do together, that made me feel, I guess uncomfortable. If I'm going to be honest, I was jealous of the two of you."

Iason felt himself smiling for a moment. Sakura, jealous of Gon and himself… no… If anyone was jealous, it was him. He saw how they talked, how they were able to speak to each other. They were, kind, comfortable in each other's arms…

It only started to feel like Sakura was becoming distant with Gon because he introduced a lot of new topics his shy lover felt a little uncomfortable with. But they got past that hurdle last night. Now, it's just finding where they fit in… is the next difficult part.

Iason twisted his partner so they could look each other in the eyes, it was now time he was a little more honest with his feelings, "I was jealous too." When he saw Sakura smile, he knew he admitted the truth at the right time, "I saw how you two would act with each other. The more I became attracted to the two of you, listening to how you treated one another… well, I wanted to fit somewhere between you. Then when Gon kissed me, I kind of broke down…"

Iason clenched his fists, "I made out with him, gave him new ideas you weren't ready for. But after we pulled away, I saw that you were upset."

"I was upset more at Gon. I wanted him to be open with you, not…"

"Ravage my lips?"

Sakura dropped his head, laughing into his lap before he bellowed out into heavy laughter. That was true… Gon kiss Iason for so long, the boy's lips were tinged red, "Yes… But… you're introducing a new concept to this relationship. The act of not asking… and that does kind of scare me."

"It shouldn't…" Iason held the boy's hands, "Going with the flow… it could lead you to wonderful places."

"I know… I saw that last night."

"Are you scared now?"

"Of the future, always… but I'm not scared of losing you or Gon. I'm not scared of either of you hurting me. I'm… I'm relieved at how this relationship is progressing. If only I was more comfortable sooner, I wonder where we would be now."

"Would you like to be intimate with Gon and I, just like how Gon and I are… the kissing, cuddling, intimacy… not just, the sex."

Sakura smiled softly, "Yes… But I don't think I'll ever be in a position where I want to be manhandled by Gon like he manhandles you…"

"That's ok. We all have our own kinks and degrees to how we want to be treated. That's ok. You don't have to be like how Gon and I are… because how you and Gon are, is your version of perfect… He won't do anything you don't want him to do to you. You just have to let him in… and find those barriers."

Sakura nodded, "Thank you… for everything you're doing for us." Sakura leaned forward, kissing his partner on the lips. He pulled away after a second, smiling at the boy, "I love you for taking the time to talk to me and listen… putting up with my slow learning curve."

"I want to do this for us, not just you…" The boy shifted slightly, once more touching the boy's hand, roping his fingers within his boyfriend's grasp, "I know there's a lot more to get through… so let's go through them slowly, to find what and where you're comfortable with things, ok?"

"Ok…"

"Well, after the look of longing you gave me… I was thinking of, well, where we fit in. As you know, I enjoy bottoming for Gon." When the boy nod, he continued, "but I want you to be in the same position I was… between us. Now, I know that it might not be something you'd want to do… but I want you to at least give it a try. Gon has learned from his mistakes with you that night. I stretched you so that you'd feel comfortable with not just me inside of you… but Gon as well. I was just hoping… that I didn't break him before that could happen. I failed, so I'm sorry for that… But I'm glad everything turned out alright. You're just sore, not in pain…"

"Very sore…" Sakura added with a shy smile.

"We both are." Iason admitted with a bigger smile, "We'll recover once my ability kicks in during the night. It'll just take a few days… However, I think with your Nen, you'll recover quicker. It should help… Now that being said, about Nen training… we should train a little bit harder. I'm going to ring Killua or Daniel… ask if I could get Vastorie's number if the man doesn't speak to me… I'll try to get into contact with Nathaniel. I want to put our plan into better action… which means, we need to try to get you to a level you can use Ren."

Sakura offered a nod in response.

"That's not all… I want you to think of a Nen technique you want to develop. An idea, at least with what you want to try and do. Once we find your category, then we can put that plan into action, alright?"

Sakura nodded once more.

"That was another thing I was thinking about during our time together… I don't know how long we have before Gon completely recovers. I want him to be at a level his body can handle, after not tapping into it for so long. I feel like when we aren't looking, he might be practising Ten, so we have to be careful."

The boy shifted his hand, touching Sakura's shoulders "We can't give him a Nen baptism, well, a Nen born-again baptism, no matter what."

Sakura nodded.

Iason shifted his hands, cupping he boy's cheeks, "We should move on before Gon gets back. We can talk about everything else on another day. But there's one final thing I wanted to talk about. It's mainly about bottoming, I'd like you to top me every so often." Sakura's cheeks turned bright red, "I know… it might not be your thing, but I want you to at least try it with, or without Gon. I… I liked when you came inside of me. I believe at the time, it was more because of Gon bringing me into the mood… but I'd like to try it with you some other time."

Sakura felt himself leaning forward, pulling his partner in for a kiss. Yes… I'll try it for you. You mean so much to me… The boy pulled away for a second, letting his internal feelings being known, "I'll try it for you."

Iason smiled, leaning back into the boy who wanted to desperately kiss him. They continued to make out, even after Gon had come back to witness their connection. Iason was eventually forced to pull away, looking at their third partner who wanted to join them.

He brought his attention back to Sakura, touching the boy's cheek. Without words, Sakura gave a nod.

"Come join us Gon… we have a lot to-" Iason didn't get to finish his statement. Gon was already on the bed with them, pulling the boy that was just about to invite him to join, into a feverish kiss.

Sakura rolled his eyes, aware of the fact that once Gon is done with Iason, he's going to be kissed next. Secretly, he couldn't wait for that to happen.