Killua explores the idea of being confident around Daniel.
You know the drill, it's smut. So, skip this chapter if it's not something you want to read.
It was a couple more days before they were going to confront Madelyn. Clarisa was already onboard with the idea, happy to join them. Considering they not only did she know the plan, but she knew what they intended to talk about.
The girl even took time out of her life to help them, offering some hints on how to talk to Madelyn as well. However, the one thing they hadn't told Clarisa, was the threat. If she knew in advance a goal of theirs was to get the two of them closer, she might object to the plan, at least that part of it.
However, the closer they got; the more Daniel felt this gut-wrenching feeling. What if they fuck up? What if they say something that forces Eifion to interfere before they're able to talk about everything?
Killua watched Daniel succumb to the madness caused by his self-thoughts, the feelings of doubt swamping his mind. There was absolutely nothing wrong with the plan…
Everything will go well. His partner just needed a distraction. The only problem was the sorts of distractions his boyfriend was into, weren't ones that were on his mind right now.
Just when he was about to approach the boy and shower him with affection, he remembered something they talked about.
When he was drunk, uncaring about his surroundings and words. Daniel had reacted positively when he was being hit on. He had no recollection of that night, but from what his lover told him, he was… quite confidant with his feelings. He made it clear what he liked about the boy, and more importantly… the words were arousing his lover. He should play with the idea; see the lines he could cross before he was walking into territory that the boy no longer responded to.
Reaching around the boy's waist, he surprised his partner by dragging him onto the bed, the boy placed comfortably on his lap.
"Uh…"
"Relax…" Killua brought his hand up, casually stroking his partner's cheek. Daniel let out a shuddering breath, but then little Killua had to betray his intention."
"You're poking me…"
"Sorry…" Killua moved his legs, readjusting himself so his partner no longer felt his end goal, "better?"
"I know you're horny, but now is not the time. We have-"
"Hush…" Killua brought the hand down to stroke Daniel's inner thigh, "You need to stop worrying. Yeah, I want some action right now… but priority number one, your sanity is important. Yes, everything could blow up in our face tomorrow, but you worrying all night is not going to help you, much less us tomorrow."
Moving his other hand, Killua reached under his partner's shirt, rubbing the boy's stomach. He was getting toned up, but not as muscular as the boy's father. Good thing, rock hard abs can be nice to look at… to touch… but not rest on.
"Please…"
"I promised I won't do anything you don't want to do right now. What I want right now, is to draw your mind away from your thoughts. You need to relax, let your mind settle before our big day tomorrow. Clarisa is on board, she's comfortable with our approach. She even gave us advice for tomorrow."
"Yeah, but I can't help but worry…"
"You just need a distraction… You just need me…" He sang casually with a sweet smile, even though Daniel couldn't see it.
Daniel got up, turning around to sit on his boyfriend's lap once more, only this time… he was facing his partner, "Pretty bold of you to say that." He returned Killua's sweet smile, but his mind kept going back to thoughts. What if they make a mistake?
Killua touched his partner's face, "Stop thinking negatively, or I'm gonna have to spank you."
"You know how I feel about spanking…"
"But it's distracting you from your thoughts, is it not?"
"Yes…" The boy quietly admitted, his eyes searching for Killua's end goal. He was on Killua's lap, so did that mean he wanted to be the top tonight? He didn't feel like doing that right now…
But he couldn't deny the touching was leaving a positive impact on him.
Killua shifted his hands, running them along his partner's waist, drawing them up to touch his partner's face once more. He squished the boy's cheeks, only to find himself laughing at his partner's fish lips.
Daniel was not amused, but he could see the humour in action. That, and the way Killua's bubbling laughter reverberated in his bones.
Time to put the plan in action… "You know… you're pretty beautiful when you smile."
"Same… you have a sweet smile, especially when you're not forcing a smile."
Killua's cheeks flushed red. Well… that certainly backfired "No, I mean… you wear your emotions on your sleeve, like Gon… but with you… it's different, it's comforting. It feels like when you smile at me, it's meant for my eyes only, no matter who's around us."
Daniel broke out into a smile.
"Exactly like that… I want to see more of that." He admitted casually, even with the blush on his cheeks, he continued to act coy about his demands. Act confident… he needs to keep this momentum going, to bring the boy to his side.
Taking a hand away from the boy's face, he slid it up and down his partner's thigh as he continued the conversation. He needed to find the right mood to break all of his partner's walls down at the same time "I mean… you might be pretty to look at, but one day we're gonna lose those looks. What we'll have left is our memories of that time… So, I was hoping… you'll let me take rein of the situation. Let me help you… help melt your worries away…"
Killua held his partner's chin between his thumb and index finger, his head tilting slightly as he brought his lips up to meet Daniel's, "Your mind simply needs to focus on the only thing that matters right now."
"What…?"
"Me…" Killua uttered the words into his partner's lips, a connection following soon after. The timing was perfect, the moment capturing his partner's attention with a small command.
The two melded together, Killua's actions seeming slow, deliberate. He brought his boyfriend to the bed, their lips never leaving each other. Killua pressed Daniel back, pushing him down into the comfortable sheets.
Daniel's hands reached up, threading his fingers through Killua's hair as his partner stroked his sides. He was falling victim to an unusual sort of pleasure, one that was building between his loins.
He was getting hard, and Killua wasn't even sexually touching him. Was he listening to his heartbeat, feeling his every pulse thrum with urgency? Killua probably didn't know, considering he hadn't touched him at all down there.
His partner was purposely ignoring the area; however, he didn't know why?
Daniel tried to guide his partner's hand down, but Killua's pulled his hand away at the last second, holding his face between his fingers.
The boy clicked his tongue, acting as though his partner was the one making the mistake "Ah-uh… I'm in control right now. We move at my pace… and when I feel like it's right, only then will I touch you there…"
"But-"
"No buts… unless you count ours."
Daniel chuckled from the lame joke, lifting his hand once more to touch his partner's, "I'm focusing on you… on where your hands are moving. And-"
"Then stay focused on me, no need to move too quickly. Let me have a little fun, show you that…" The boy thought about his next choice of words, what fits… what suits the situation, while maximising his confidence and Daniel's need to continue. He felt like he knew what fit the scenario, but could he say it with confidence and a straight face?
He pulled his partner closer, lips once more meeting in the middle, the act slow and deliberate "you are my world. And my world deserves to be treated like it is… perfection." Killua's cheeks burned from his own, embarrassingly cheesy line, but the way Daniel smiled, the way his eyes lit up, meant his words meant everything to him…
But more importantly…
He found more reasons to love his partner for who he is…
A lover he has access to…
That he can touch as much as he likes and who will also touch him just as much back in return…
Someone, which he without meaning to find… left a huge imprint that will be impossible to fill or replace. Daniel is his, and he's Daniel's. What's just as equally as important, they share a bond, one that his family can no longer claim is unreasonable…
That it's something he doesn't need to seek…
Family is the only thing that matters.
Not a friend…
A best friend…
A lover…
Just… family…
That mentality is wrong. Finding that person you click well with, who knows how to speak to you, talk with you, to find your weaknesses and fill the gaps… he selfishly craves it…
He needs it…
He won't say it, as words tended to leave him embarrassed in the situation.
But he could still get the words across through actions. It was one, less embarrassing, and two, fun to see what kinds of expressions his partner would give him through said actions.
He just hopes he could play his cards right because needy Daniel, is fun to play with.
Killua's lips left Daniel's once more, watching the flushed cheeks, the eyes fluttering open, expecting more than a simple connection.
Words speak volumes, so he'll paint a picture for the boy, watch him squirm from his spot, the arousal in his eyes and shifting of his posture while never being touched. It'll be a fun game for him.
Confidence… is the key "The things I want to do to you…"
Daniel's mouth opened slightly, ready to agree, but Killua was expecting him just to listen, to pay attention to the words, not just the finer details.
"It's not about watching you squirm under my predatory gaze… To see you unravel with need… I want more than that." He moved his head, planting a kiss in the crane of Daniel's neck. A small act to keep him enticed, "I'm not talking about you taking a ride on the Killua train…"
"Don't forget the mandatory Choo-Choo…" He shuddered when his partner playfully bit him on the neck. Don't give me a hickey…
As if reading his thoughts, the boy kissed the spot before moving on, kissing another spot at random along the neck, "I'm not talking about you saying my name all night…" He moved to another spot, "I'm not saying that I want you to look like a mess under my grasps…"
Moving away, he looked his partner in the eyes, "I'm talking about finding that sense of belonging… That need to be in the position…" Running a thumb across his partner's cheek, his expression melted at the scene.
Daniel was wrecked, panting heavily, even though they hadn't done anything yet.
They were both eager to continue, Killua more so than Daniel usually. But if he reached for his partner's length and give it a quick squeeze, would it be hard, or half-mast. He felt like checking would spoil the mood, so he wasn't about to do so…
Then again, earlier, Daniel tried to lead his hand there…
Maybe he could wait for the same situation to happen?
He felt like it wouldn't work… he had to be confident, the whole way. At least… that's what he thinks he must be. The question is does he take Daniel, or does he ride him.
Taking him would require more work, but riding him meant he needs to settle on the right mood.
Both needed the right mood…
But something about taking Daniel while in this position would feel right. Then again… the boy earlier said he didn't want to have sex. Well, to be fair, he said it during a time when he was more focused on his worrying thoughts, about everything ending poorly tomorrow.
Settling his eyes on his panting partner, he felt like they clicked within the moment. He knew what felt right, and how to do it.
He just needed a couple of items, which always ruined the mood. He should've pre-pared, which was also hard to do. Next time he just gonna chuck them in the side table. Easy to reach, and always made sure they're ready for next time.
"One second…" Killua let go of his partner to grab the much-needed items.
Frustrated, Daniel reached for his pants, fumbling with the button. He needed the release, to get rid of the tightness of his trapped member. Now he understood why Killua always preferred to wear looser pants. It's more comfortable, easier to undo the button.
When Killua came back, he was greeted by Daniel struggling to remove his pants, an obvious bulge trapped within the jeans.
Killua dropped the bottle and box to the side of his partner, before sliding between the boy's legs. He promptly smacked the hands away, earning a sound of disapproval escaping his boyfriend's lips, "Let me…"
He undid the button as well at the zip, making his partner gasp in relief.
But rather than move on and continue to play with his partner's body, he openly stared at the sticky, wet patch on his partner's trunks.
He did that…
He had made his partner aroused enough to want to undo his pants himself…
He was coming to understand his boyfriend a little better. Foreplay is fun when all parties are into it.
He badly wants to slip into his partner, to have his member fit-snugly into the hole that belonged to him. But more importantly, he needed to make it fun. So, he slid between his partner's legs, looking expectedly into his partner's eyes.
He slipped his fingers into the boy's jeans, his partner helping him shimmy off his pants. Then when Killua came back, rather than removing another article of clothing, he slid back between the boy until their pelvis was flush against one another.
He claimed his partner's lips, dragging his tongue along the inside of the boy's mouth, claiming the territory as his own.
Daniel rewarded Killua by squeezing his partner's butt, massaging the tender flesh. He was rewarded with a needy groan.
Killua rewarded his partner's sounds by rubbing his trapped length along the crack, watching to see who'd crack first.
He thought he'd always crack… but there was something about this night that made it special. Whether it was from his actions, the words or the emotions being left out in the open, the moment he heard his partner's needy voice crack, was when he knew he succeeded.
"Please…"
Killua's smile grew the longer he left his boyfriend untouched, "Please, what…?"
His partner grit his teeth when he snapped his hips into the boy, a light smack echoing in the room from the contact, "Please, what…?"
"I…"
Killua ground against his partner, as if trying to force the answer out of him "Let your feelings out… what would you like?"
"I…" The boy swallowed thick, half-lidded eyes peering into the person he wanted. The question was, what was the right answer in this case… what was the answer his partner hoping for?
The thrusting suggested he was hoping to top, but Killua was a switch… they both were if he were, to be honest with himself. Yes, he preferred to top, but with his partner… it just felt right in either case.
He has learned to enjoy the positions, the roles they tended to switch back and forth on.
He felt that needy side of him opening. Like a smile, he found himself falling to his partner's ministrations, "I want you…"
Killua held his position in place, firmly pressed against his partner's entrance, the warmth he wanted to slide into. Leaning forward, he brought a hand to the underside of his partner's chin "which part of me? I'm open to all ideas…"
"Take me…"
Killua felt pleased with the answer. Even if Daniel said to ride him, he was willing to do so. It's just like this, between his partner's legs, he could give the boy what he craved. Killua may like it hard and rough, but Daniel didn't.
It wasn't that he was against the idea… that nagging feeling of doubt tended to crop up in the worst situation.
With this connection they were building, he was hoping it'll be more than enough to break this bad cycle. Daniel could go at it, without ever worrying he was gonna slam too hard into his partner.
He'll get it in the way he wants it… and he'll get to know Daniel's sweet spots when he wants it harder, or tender. For now, he'll give it to his partner in a way that makes him respond in a more receptive manner.
As Killua slid down, he pulled his partner's underwear down.
When the fabric hit the floor, Killua took his partner into his mouth, bopping slowly enough to not cause a sensory overload. Foreplay, after all, was his partner's biggest weakness… along with many other things now.
Taking the bottle off the bed, Killua stopped to look through his eyelashes at his partner, the cap popping open causing the length to twitch in his mouth. He loved the sensation, the feeling of knowing small acts could cause a positive reaction.
He slicked up his fingers before bopping his head, once every few seconds, stimulating the boy that kept him feeling needy. As he felt Daniel's fingers reach between his legs, hands threading through his hair, he felt like it was right to move on.
Daniel wouldn't control his spend, it wasn't in his nature. However, Killua certainly loved the sensation of having fingers stroke his scalp. He learned to understand why his partner loved when he played with his hair, because his partner showed him, what it was like to have his hair stroked.
Daniel let out a shuddering gasp when he felt a finger enter him, his own, fingers returning the favour by massaging the head between his legs. He was undeniably close, but given the way Killua was bopping his head, using his tongue and the sucking motion, was making it impossible to release.
The boy learnt it through experience, finding those small ways to prolong this need to release. He doesn't know how his partner found it; he just knows his boyfriend was good at finding ways to prolong certain actions.
Using one hand, Killua folded his partner's legs over, his finger slipping out of his partner as the length being trapped within his mouth followed suit, "Hold your legs please…"
Daniel did so as Killua adjusted his legs positioning, making it easier to access his lower half.
The boy returned to his earlier actions, finding not only easier to open his partner, but he had complete access to the boy's lower half. Rather than going down on his boyfriend again, he opted to give the ball some attention.
While this new position meant his partner could no longer play with his hair, seeing the boy trying to concentrate on holding his legs in that position, while he struggled to stay sane during the pleasure was rewarding.
He kept the momentum up, altering between bopping his head along the length and lapping boy's ball sacks, trying to give equal attention to both parts of his partner's lower region.
When he felt he had opened his partner, he ceased all actions.
Killua pulled his pants down along with his underwear, letting the articles of clothing hit the floor before stepping out of them. His member was leaking steadily, turned on between the sounds his partner was making, and the actions he was performing on his partner.
He was eager to enter his partner, but he felt like having some fun. Standing between his partner's legs, he slid his length along his partner's, energetically rubbing the two of them against each other.
The friction felt nice…
The sounds his partner let loose… sounded even nicer…
He was coating his length in his own, spit. While the action held no purpose, rubbing the two of them together was kind of hot. He liked the idea, but he was interested in pursuing other things.
Pulling away once more, he slid a rubber on his length, while his other hand popped the bottle open. Sure, he was intrigued at the idea of entering his partner raw, but a part of him wanted to delay it for as long as possible.
He had this nagging feeling like something could go wrong…
One day he knows everything will feel right, like the two of them will reach a level of understanding where this barrier is no longer needed. But now was not that time. Applying lube, he positioned himself, head now poking the entrance.
Asking for permission was something he should be doing, but seeing his partner's wrecked features told him he already had permission. Plus, showing this sense of confidence, that he knew he didn't need to ask, proved an idea of knowing when he should or shouldn't be doing things.
Pressing his pelvis against his partner, his length sunk into his boyfriend without any resistance.
Daniel groaned at the sensation, his fingers slipping from his legs.
The boy in response moved his partner's legs, swinging them over his shoulders before reaching for his partner's hands. He interlocked their fingers, legs now trapped, his length buried to the hilt in the squishy, slick warmth.
Killua proceeded to inch forward, Daniel's legs being pressed against his chest while his hands were being pressed against the bed. The boy moved their hands until they're were either side of his partner's head, lips close enough to share a passionate kiss.
But then Killua had to move, slowly gyrating his hips, pulling out till the head was the only thing inside, before pressing back inside. He made sure that the two of them could feel every inch being plunged inside, a light 'pap' every time their hips connected.
Killua watched his partners expression with every movement of his hips, the tenderness in his eyes, the smile every time he ran against the bundle of nerves that made him vocal.
He was savouring every moment…
"Killua, you can go faster…"
"I know I could…" He emphasised his words by pressing in as deep as he could go, length pressing against the internal button that made Daniel's length spasm, "But tonight is about us, nobody else. What I want and need, doesn't justify me slamming into you until were crying out in release. What I want more than anything, is for you to feel every action…"
He pulled back to return to his earlier actions, thrusting inside as slow as earlier, "we're gonna do it in the way that you enjoy it most."
"But it should be equal pleasure…"
Killua brought his lips closer, the two almost connected from every angle, "Equal isn't what I'm aiming for… I'm doing this… for you." He breathed the last part into his partner's lips as they connected, the kiss started sensually.
Killua let go of his partner's hands, instead, opting to press them against the sheets.
Daniel took the opportunity to reach for his partner's head, sinking his fingers into the soft, lushest locks of white hair, finding purchase as his partner constantly ground against him.
He had no control over the pace while in this position, but what he did have control over, was their kiss. Killua might be slow and deliberate back there, but he could try to entice his partner to fulfil his-self needs.
He may have earned one quick rapid snap, but that was out of surprise.
Daniel tried to egg his partner into moving faster, but no matter what he did, Killua's brutally slow pace was most likely intended to give him pleasure. Maybe if he could get himself off, Killua would move at a pace that suited his needs.
When the boy tried to reach of his leaking member, Killua's hand grabbed his, pulling it away so he could scold his partner, "Now, why would you do that…?"
"I want you to move faster?"
"Because you want it… or because I want it?"
"Both…"
Killua eyed his partner. That was a bald-faced lie. He could feel it in his bones, the way their connection wavered for a second.
"That was a lie…"
"I…"
"It's ok…" Killua reaffirmed his feelings for his partner as he kissed the boy on the lips. It was quick and short, "I know you want me to get pleasure out of this… I am, but you need this more than I do."
"What do I need…?"
"Tenderness…"
Daniel broke out into a huge smile, "We have our whole life to be tender with one another. I know you like it rough, and there are moments where I do too. Like now…"
Killua was surprised by the words. He felt it, an intense sensation surrounding him, a lingering feeling which confirmed his partner's words. Daniel would love to be pounded harder, but he didn't want to miss the feeling of his partner's body tremble on every thrust.
"Hmm, how about this… I'll get you off twice and you get me off twice."
"How, I'm not exactly the type to blow two loads consecutively."
"You've done it before…" Killua ran his fingers through his partner's hair, "so I know you can."
"But it's rare…"
Killua shook his head, "Focus on the feelings and sensations. Let me make you lose it." Repositioning his body, he was able to go a little deep, but his slow pace caused more friction against Daniel's prostate.
"Ah…" Daniel groaned in surprise as Killua increased his speed only slightly, reducing the time between each movement. It was now long and continuous, pleasure now constant.
Killua watched his partner's face morph into pure pleasure, loving every second. He too was receiving pleasure, but nothing like was Daniel was most likely experiencing.
"Please, please… go faster!"
"Yeah… Nah, I like seeing your wrecked expression."
Daniel's eyes widened, surprised at his partner's words. He thought he'd feel constant pleasure for hours, but he could feel that build up. He needs that friction, those successful, hits that made him feel like Killua was trying to force it out of him.
So, he grabbed his partner's face, pleading with his partner, "Please… aim for that spot."
Killua grinned widely. Adjusting his position, he aimed higher, now pressing into the bundle of nerves hammering away at the spot that will give his partner much needed release.
"I'm…"
Killua forced his partner into a kiss, swallowing the words he already knew was going to come out of the boy's mouth. He felt Daniel tighten, which made him only work harder to give his partner that much-needed release.
After a few more hits, he heard Daniel whimpering.
When he felt the first shot hit his chest, Killua moved his position. He started grinding against the bundle of nerves, but this time, he was moving faster, constantly rutting against Daniel's weakness.
By the time Daniel had finished releasing, considering the boy was rutting against the spot non-stop, he was on his way to a second release. He was unbelievable horny like a match had been stuck and his internals was burning with passion, pleasure…
He pulled away from his partner, "I'm already close…"
"Good, cause I'm about to knock you up." The boy grinned coyly, hoping that Daniel would just go with the flow. When Daniel hadn't responded, regardless of the reasoning being he didn't hear him… or because he was going with the flow, the boy had been driving himself deep inside his partner, wanting to release his first load.
Gritting his teeth, Killua tried to prolong his orgasm, rutting against the boy's inside. He was trying to get his partner to cum with him, but his own, pleasure was just too much. Burying his face in the crane of his partner's next, the boy whimpered as he reached the point of no return, "Cum with me…"
The first shot fired off as he made his request, the rubber collecting it as his length twitched inside his partner.
Knowing that his partner had been pushed over the edge, Daniel latched onto his boyfriend, hugging him tightly into his chest as small spurts escaped his length, collecting between their chests.
When his partner relaxed in his arms, he knew their session was far from over. But having his boyfriend resting on his chest, breathing heavily in his ear left him feeling hard.
He should probably let go, to let his partner pull out of him…
But he didn't feel quite ready to let go…
At least, not yet…
He turned to kiss his partner on the forehead, the boy beneath him blushing from the action.
Killua didn't complain, he savoured the moment before he felt himself needing to pull out. Pulling away, he slipped out of his partner with a heavy sigh. His leg wobbled as he stood straight.
Thinking he'll have time to prepare himself for the next act Daniel brought his partner back to the bed, forcing him to sit down, "You're wobbling." Killua gave a nod before reaching for his length, trying to pull off the condom.
His partner surprised him again, pushing his hands away.
"What are you-"
Killua was not expecting his partner's next move. His eyes widened as Daniel removed the rubber, instead, opting to replace it with his mouth. If he wasn't hard before, he was definitely, hard now. His hands came to settle on the back of his partner's head, feeling the boy bop his head, slurping and sucking his length clean.
As Killua's legs trembled, he widened them, giving his partner better access. He cooed at the sensation, letting his boyfriend take the lead.
When his partner pulled his head away, licking his lips, he replaced his mouth with his hand, stroking his boyfriend's ridiculous wet member, "I-"
Daniel didn't get to finish his sentence, not when his partner was pulling him in for a kiss.
While the boy didn't care that he could taste remnants of himself from his partner's lips, he was savouring the sensation of kiss mixed with the hand job. He moved one hand to the bed, the action helping keep him in a sitting position.
His other hand cupped his partner's cheek, removing his lips from his lover to instead mark the boy's neck with butterfly kisses, "You're doing a wonderful job…"
Daniel sighed at the sensation, "Anything for my boyfriend."
Killua broke out into a huge smile, "Anything…?"
Daniel offered a nod, his breath being sucked in when his partner ran his tongue along his neck, "Please use your pretty mouth then."
The boy pulled away for his partner, kissing his partner on the lips once more, "Gladly…" As his head descended, his lover's hand helped guide his head to the pulsing length wanting attention.
He loved all parts of his boyfriend; his personality, the way he cared about helping him overcome his worries… his body. So, when his lips met his partner's head, he gladly took it into his mouth, working it towards a second release.
A\N: Last smut chapter for a while. All the stuff I want to include… is stuff I want to do, once they have matured more in the story. I wanted them to be at least sixteen plus, easily.