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Little Toy Bikers and a Woman on the Run
Chapter 213 Mmmm Kisses
Spending hours kissing with Jax Teller was the most enjoyable and magical experience of Scarlett's life. If sex were half as good, she might experience what she's had to fake in the past. Her body might explode with pleasure and she would be OK with that.
He had with great gentleness helped her down onto the couch and arranged the pillows behind her to support her back. It was hard to reconcile this sweet, romantic man with the image of a tough, ruthless, outlaw biker. Instead, it just added to her fascination with him.
For a moment, she wondered if she were losing her mind. She'd seen documentaries about women who married serial killers after they had been convicted. These women protested their men weren't killers and would never hurt them. She hoped she would never be that crazy.
She was still haunted by the dream that Jax had discovered her true identity. She needed to keep in mind that Jax's loyalty would always be to his MC. Her mother thought having Clay's daughter gave her some protection from getting killed. She'd seen firsthand how that had worked out.
With Jax's strong arms around her, it would be so easy to believe that he would never hurt her. She felt safe when he held her in those powerful well-muscled arms, her head resting on his chest feeling the beat of his heart under her cheek.
She'd never felt that craving for physical closeness before Jax. Now, she couldn't get enough of it. Or him, to be more accurate.
He kissed her slow and gentle building up to a harder, more passionate intimate kiss. She smiled touching her lips. They were dry from all the kissing. Her body practically hummed with happiness. The pain was still there in the background like elevator music. It wasn't so bad if it came with Jax Teller kisses.
What the hell was wrong with her? She was sounding like a damned romance novelist and they were the least talented of all writers.
Jax had spent some time kissing her. That was no big deal. No, it was a very big deal. It had been amazing. How could things go wrong? They were falling in love and a happy ending was their destiny.
That was it. She was delusional, but if she knew she were delusional did that make her really delusional?
Delusional people didn't know they were delusional. OK. She might not be delusional, but romance with Jax couldn't end well.
Maybe it could end well. Maybe they could find a way to get happiness together. Now, she was delusional.
Life was just too damned complicated sometimes. Better to think of wonderful things like Jax kissing her.
Author's Note: I mentioned a few chapters ago that Jax finds Scarlett in bed with another guy. It's still happening but as I laid out this next plot arc, the timing got changed. It's still a few chapters away.