For the first time since the attack, Anders fantasized about being penetrated without any anxiety. He was in the library reading a rare volume on spirit communications Fenders gifted to him with said elf sitting opposite him reading as well. At the end of a long sections outlining rituals to be done in the spirit world, Anders looked up and found himself staring at Fenris. That alone wasn't a strange occurrence as Anders was frequently distracted by his charming companion, but that particular moment was different. Fenris was engrossed in his novel, a gay romance between a knight and a castle servant Varric purchased for Anders. When they first began to sit together in the library and read, Fenris concentrated mostly on nonfiction books. However, when Varric stopped by a few days ago with a bottle of Antivan sweet red wine and book titled "Knight in the Servant's Quarters", Fenris' gaze lingered on the novel when the dwarf gave a brief explanation of the premise.
Anders had read a few passages of the book last night out of curiosity and had felt hot under the collar ever since. He understood why Fenris quickly became obsessed with the novel. It was graphic in its depictions of sex and violence, but not distastefully so. Furthermore, the sexual dynamic between the knight and the servant reminded Anders of the one he shared with Fenris, Anders being the stand in for the servant and Fenris the knight. The sex scene Anders read wouldn't leave his thoughts. The knight eating out the servant's ass before picking him up and fucking him against the wall replayed in his thoughts once again as he watched his companion. When Anders caught sight of Fenris' hand move down to his crotch to make an adjustment, the mage knew Fenris was also turned on.
Fenris' hand lingered for a moment after he adjusted himself and this brought Anders' half-hard cock up to full mast. He lasted barely another minute before speaking up
"Looks as though you've reached a good part of the story" Anders said with a smirk, though the intended smugness rang hallow when the mage shifted in his seat as he spoke.
Fenris jerked upward, his head snapping up to face his companion. A slight blush crept onto his cheeks, though he didn't try to hide it as he usually would. Instead, Fenris decided to answer fully.
"I would certainly call two male lovers fucking under the stars on a hunting trip a 'good' part of the story, though I'm more partial to the daring rescue turned love-making part."
Anders found himself intrigued by the last part of his partner's sentence and spread his legs a little wider, locking eyes with Fenris.
"I'll have to read it when you're done," Anders said, licking his lips and flicking his eyes down to the elf's rapidly-growing bulge, "You know how much I love a sexy rescue."
Fenris chuckled, putting the book down carefully while joking, "As long as it stays strictly consensual, I'll happily provide my rescuing services."
Anders felt his heart flutter, "I must admit, I had a wonderful dream the other night in which you provided some very sexy rescuing services."
Fenris frowned for half a second before he smiled warmly at the mage, "Oh? I would certainly love to hear a more detailed description."
"I was on my way to make a house call in lowtown when I was ambushed by, ah, thugs."
Fenris noted Anders' hesitancy to say slavers and feared this meant the dream started out far more terrifying than erotic with a templar ambush instead of one by slavers, but he didn't interrupt the mage as he continued.
"They overpowered me and dragged me into an alleyway and pinned me to the wall. Before they could do anything to hurt me, I saw your fist rip through the chest of the one holding me." Anders got up from the chaise he was sitting on and slowly walked toward Fenris with a heated expression that exacerbated the current tightness of the elf's leggings.
The mage slowly lowered himself onto Fenris's lap to he was straddling the elf.
He leaned in close to the elf's ear so his lips were just barely grazing his outer ear and said, "You were so sexy, killing those men who dare lay their hands upon me. When you were done, you tried to check me for injuries but instead of letting you I sank to my knees and took you into my mouth right in that lowtown alley."
Fenris grunted, surprised by how appealing he found the thought of Anders giving him a blowjob in a dirty alley. He grabbed the mages hips and pulled him down against his groin causing them both to moan.i The smile on Anders' face of evident when he continued, "I wanted to suck you to completion but you pulled my head away and told me to stand and back up until I was against the wall."
Fenris gasped and Anders pulled back, looking his companion in the eyes when he said, "You picked me, asked me to perform a slicking spell, and fucked me right against the wall."
The elf moaned lowly and tightened his iron grip on the mage's hips before he collected himself enough to say, "Why does having you against a grimy lowtown alley wall sound so appealing?"
Anders chuckled, "I'd like to say it's my natural charm and ability to-mmmfff" He was cut off by Fenris capturing his lips in a fierce kiss, one hand staying on the mage's hip the other moving around to rest very low on his back and itched to travel lower.
Fenris pulled away suddenly at the realization he yearned to have Anders right at that very moment. Anders seemed to have come to a similar realization because his eyes betrayed his surprise and burning desire.
"Anders-"
"Fenris-"
They tried to speak at the same time. Fenris paused, giving Anders room to speak first.
"I'm ready if you are, Fenris." The mage said, "I've had so many dreams about you, I know I'm ready to to be with you if you'll have me."
Fenris gulped, "I fear I will disappoint you, you know I've never willingly had a partner. What if I hurt you?"
Anders smiled down at him lovingly and reached one hand up to rest it upon the side of Fenris's face, "I know you won't hurt me, love. I would never have guess it seeing you in battle but I've never been touched so gently by another. You will treat me perfectly."
Fenris let out the breath he was holding and pulled his lover in for a deep kiss while letting his hand travel down to hold the mage's posterior.
Anders gasped into the kiss and moved his hand from Fenris's face to the back of his neck. The mage threw his head back and moaned loudly when Fenris hesitantly gave his backside a light squeeze.
"Shall we take this to our bed?" Fenris asked, "I would like my first time with you to be more proper and comfortable than this chair."
Anders smiled and jumped off Fenris, offering his hand out to the elf who gladly took it and quickly stood up himself.
Anders moved to walked toward their room, but Fenris quickly scooped him up into his arms bridal style and carried the smiling horny mage.
"Oh I like this!" Anders exclaimed, burring his face into the elf's neck and nipping at the skin and sucking a hicky into a very visible location above where his armor would hope to cover it
Fenris let out a pleasured hum and hastened his steps, holding onto the mage tighter, "Keep that up and I'll be sure you mark you as well."
"Please do!" Anders exclaimed into the elf's neck
A wave of possessive pleasure jolted through Fenris. He kicked open their bedroom door and hastily, but gently, deposited his mage onto their bed. Anders kept his armed locked around Fenris's neck and brought the elf down with him, laughing.
Fenris hovered above his partner and hesitated. Anders reached up and led the way by pulling the elf's tunic loose from his leggings. Fenris hastened to finish taking off his tunic then reaching down to Anders' shirt.
When he hesitated, Anders simply said , "Please".
Bolstered into action once again, Fenris began undressing the mage. First, he clumsily and with Anders' help pulled the mage's robe off while the man was laying down . He then quickly removed his lover's shirt, drinking in the sight of the beautiful man laid nearly bare against his sheets. He reached for Anders' pants and hesitated once again, looking up at his lover.
Before he could ask if this is truly what the mage wanted, Anders pulled down his own pants and small clothes exclaiming, "Please Fenris, I need you to touch me please!"
Fenris smiled and locked eyes with Anders before he slowly lowered his mouth to the mage's penis.
"Fenris!" Anders screamed when Fenris took him into his mouth, "Oh dear maker Fen!"
The elf hummed and bobbed up and down the tip a few times before moving nearly halfway down the shaft. He moved up and down a few more times before pulling off.
"Do you have a potion or something in here to provide lubrication?" Fenris asked, hastily removing his own leggings and releasing his trapped cock, " Or perhaps that spell you mentioned you used in your dream?"
Anders looked surprised Fenris was asked him to use a spell in the bedroom, but he quickly used it to cover the elf's fingers with more than enough slick to grease the way.
Fenris looked up at Anders and carefully examined the mage's face for any discomfort as he slowly pushed a slick finger inside. Even though Anders said he preferred to the one being penetrated, Fenris was still surprised to see the look of blissful pleasure on the man's face as his finger probed his backside.
"Oh Fenris, please I can take more!"
"Shhhh, let me take care of you amatus." Fenris said softly, twisting his finger while slowly moving in and out.
Anders let out a steady stream of little whimpers and moans as Fenris slowly fucked him with a single finger. When Anders finally begged for another finger, Fenris relented and slowly pushed a second finger into the mage to loud moans from said mage.
"You look so perfect for me amatus, so tight." Fenris paused for a moment in concern, "Are you sure I will fit?"
Anders let out a breathy laugh, "You will, trust me. Please Fenris, I don't know how much more teasing I can take! You won't break me, please!"
Fenris hesitated for a moment longer before pulling his fingers most of the way out and fucking them back into the mage with more force than he had previously. Anders moaned loudly and pushed back against the fingers.
Fenris pressed a third finger against the mage's entrance and said, " You must tell me if you feel any pain or discomfort."
"Fen, you won't-"
The elf cut him off, "Please Anders, I couldn't live with myself if I hurt you in this way."
Anders' eyes watered and he said softly, "I promise to tell you."
Fenris leaned down to kiss the mage, pulling back slightly while he carefully inserted a third finger. Anders moaned so loudly Fenris was worried for a moment but Anders grabbed his shoulders and pressed back hard against his fingers.
"Please, I need you Fenris! I'm ready for you, please love!"Anders gasped
Fenris pulled his fingers out of the mage and Anders cast the lubrication spell once more. Fenris slicked up his cock while Anders hooked his legs around the elf's hips, leaving himself open and ready.
The elf paused for a moment to admire the beautiful scene before him. Anders' golden hair was sprawled across their pillows, naked body open for him. Fenris gasped at the sight and put his hands on either side of the mage's hips.
"Please Fenris" Anders said, looking up at the elf with such loving adoration Fenris never thought could be directed toward him.
Fenris lined himself up at the mage's entrance and slowly pushed in just the head.
Anders moaned loudly, then sighed in contentment.
He pulled Fenris down close to his face and said, "I'm ready for you love" before capturing Fenris' lips in a searing kiss.
Fenris didn't hesitate this time, he slowly pushed his hips forward until he was fully sheathed in the mage. Looking down at the blissful expression on Anders' face, Fenris pulled out then snapped his hips forward.
"Yes Fenris, just like that!" Anders yelled, pulling the elf down into another searing kiss.
Fenris panted into the mage's mouth as he moved in and out, leaving his lover gasping and moaning with abandon.
Fenris pulled back to admire the mage as he continued, a nearly unintelligible and broken stream of compliments and love declarations falling from his lips unknowingly.
Anders reached down to stroke his member, but Fenris pushed his hand away and stroked the mage himself.
"Come for me, amatus." Fenris said as Anders' breathing became more and more shallow.
It didn't take many more strokes for Anders to shout "Fenris!" and release all over the both of them.
Anders continued to moan Fenris' name as the elf continued, though he followed quickly behind Anders.
His hips stuttered and he barely shouted out, "Amatus" before he buried himself inside the mage one last time before coming.
Anders wrapped his arms and legs around Fenris tightly and pulled the elf down against him, holding the elf inside.
"Maker that was perfect." Anders said with a contented sigh
Fenris hummed and kissed the mage's neck.
After a few moments of silence, Anders spoked up, "As much as I would like you inside me forever, would you like to take a bath?"
Fenris grunted in the affirmative and slowly pulled away from Anders. He stared at the mage's face while he slowly pulled out, loving the look of bliss and the soft moan Anders let out.
He reluctantly got out of bed and held his hand out to Anders. Hand in hand they walked to the bathroom where Fenris started the water. Anders sat on the edge of the tub and pulled the elf between his legs.
"Thank you." Anders said after a moment of silence.
Fenris was confused, "Why are you thanking me?"
"For being so careful and caring with me." Anders said, his eyes watered and he looked away in embarrassment, "I've never had someone so considerate while fucking me and it feels so undeserved. I didn't do anything for you, I just let you focus entirely on me."
"Amatus, I enjoyed myself immensely." Fenris said, kneeling down in front of the mage and trying to make eye contact again, "I would not have been able to enjoy myself if I wasn't focused on your enjoyment. I was very worried about hurting you like those templars did."
Anders' head jerked up and he met Fenris's eyes again, "You didn't hurt me, everything felt so wonderful! I, I love you Fenris. I don't know what I would do without you."
"I love you too, Amatus." Fenris said, tears threatening to spill as he leaned down and kissed the mage before him.
They stare into each other's eyes for a moment longer until they feel the water from the tub start to spill over the edge.
Fenris quickly broke eye contact and turned off the tub. He felt a flare of magic as Anders heated the water and saw the mage getting in, spilling more water over the edges. Fenris just sighed, smiled at the mage, then displaced more water onto the floor as he got in the tub himself. He pulled Anders toward him so the mage was seated in his lap, his cock resting between his lover's cheeks.
Both men sighed and sank further into their embrace.
"So how was your first time having real sex with someone?" Anders asked, "I personally don't like to count forced encounters as actual sex."
Fenris slipped his arms around Anders to hug him from behind, "It was better than I thought it could be."
Anders turned around and threw his arms around Fenris holding the elf in a tight hug. Fenris returned the tight embrace, sitting like that with the mage for a long while. Anders eventually turned to the side to he was laying against Fenris with Fenris's arms still around him holding tight.
The mage eventually fell asleep in that position, his breathing evening out and his body going fully slack against the elf. Fenris smiled down at his mage, carefully picked him up, then carried him to bed. Anders barely stirred when Fenris laid him down, but he did curl into Fenris when the elf laid down beside him.
Fenris smiled down at the mage in his bed.
"I will always protect you, amatus." Fenris whispered, wrapping an arm around the mage's hip and snuggling close, "Be it from thugs or templars I will keep you safe amatus, that is a promise."