CHAPTER ONE HUNDRED AND SEVEN

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Jax's chuckle right behind me startles me as he pushes the door closed, flicking the lock and lifting his hands to rest them on my stomach "So, Central park?"

I sigh and lean against his front "Yeah. Like I said, we were at a Mexican themed party and all they had was tequila so I was doing tequila shots all night. When we left all three of us were so far beyond drunk that we shouldn't have been walking but it was only about 30 minutes' walk and there were three of us so we didn't think about cutting through Central Park."

Jax releases his hold on me just enough so that I can turn around and see the cringe on his face "Three outrageously hot women thought nothing of walking through the park in the middle of the night?"

I raise an eyebrow "Three independent single women, two of which were all trained in self-defence and all of them armed didn't think about walking through a brightly light park at 2 in the morning."

Jax frowns "Didn't you just say you were drunk?" I nod silently and he glares at me "You were drunk, armed and walking through Central Park at 2 in the morning? I should be furious at you."

I shrug "You probably should be but before you decide to go caveman on my ass we had been aware that we'd be intoxicated to some degree when we came home so the first two rounds in each clip were blanks."

Jax shakes his head "Really?"

I nod and he chuckles quietly "Shoulda known you wouldn't do anything stupid."

I laugh as I pull out of his arms "We decided two was a good number, if we got to the third that meant we were in some serious trouble."

"Why three?"

I shrug as I sit on the edge of the bed and start undoing my boots "When we went through the training with Derek's arms guy he taught us always do two shots. It became such a habit that it would be two and then if that didn't work another two would be advised."

"Who's Derek and what the fuck were you training on?"

I laugh at the stressed expression on his face "Derek is Cam's dad and we were using ballistic dummies."

Jax's eyes widen "I know you have a shit load of money but ballistic dummies are expensive."

I shake my head kicking one boot off and move to the laces on the other one "I didn't pay for it, any of it. Derek did."

"Why?"

"Al got mugged one day, Cam told her dad and he made us get firearms licences and put us through weeks of 8 hour a day training sessions."

Kicking my other boot off I pick them up and set them neatly beside the dressing table where Jax finally notices the pile of lace "Was that there the whole time Opie and Juice were in here?"

I nod and look over my head "Sorry baby, I forgot they were there."

"Didn't you do a clean in here before anyone came in?" Jax looks over at me "You did, you deliberately left these here didn't you?"

I shrug "Maybe."

Jax steps over behind me, his eyes catching mine in the mirror "You did that on purpose didn't you?"

I shake my head a couple of times before nodding once "I did. But none of them noticed so there's no need to kick anyone's ass."

Jax shakes his head as he wraps his arms around me "Oh I think there's every reason to do something to someone's ass. But it'll be yours and I'll be spanking it. You're determined to make me lose my mind aren't you?"

I wiggle in his arms, my backside brushing against his crotch "No, without your mind you wouldn't be able to do the wonderful things you do to me. However, if you really feel the need to tell me off then go ahead, but you won't be spanking me."

Jax raises an eyebrow and I flick my eyes wordlessly down to my arm making him cringe "You know I didn't mean anything Darlin' it just drives me crazy that you do things like that."

"Like what?"

"Leave your underwear on the dressing table, and the towel rail in the bathroom where anyone can see it."

"Baby, the only people who could possibly see it would be people you invite in here."

Jax's hands clench on my shirt pulling the material tight across my stomach "You still keep pulling that logic on me. Tomorrow we're going to bring in some draws for you so that you have somewhere to put your shit."

I nod with my eyes still locked on the reflection of his in the mirror. His tongue darts out and wets his bottom lip before he leans down and nuzzles his nose into the side of my neck inhaling slowly "I really do love the way you smell."

I giggle as his breath fans across my skin "Thank you."

Jax looks up; his eyes catching mine through his eyelashes as he reaches down and undoes the button and zipper of my pants sliding his hand in the gap between my stomach and the material.

His eyes widen as he realises that there's nothing but skin under his hand and he grins at me "Did you forget something?"

I shrug "I think they're on your bedroom floor at home."

Jax looks speechless as his hand slides lower over the smooth skin "You're going to kill me."

I shake my head "No, I already told you, I like the things you do to me."

Jax grins and licks a wet line up my neck blowing on it softly, the cool air bringing Goosebumps to my skin. "Well then you'll really love this."

His hand slides further down and without waiting for even a half-breath he pushes a single finger through my folds and brushes over the point of my piercing, my knees almost give way under me and his arm claps tighter around my waist holding me up.

The solitary finger that's sliding over my slick flesh doesn't stop moving when I lean fully on Jax, my head falling back onto his shoulder with a muffled groan of pleasure.

Jax's other hand slowly releases his hold on my weight, making sure I'm standing properly before tugging the bottom of my shirt towards my head. Pulling it as high as he can I take over and pull it over my head and toss it on top of the dressing table.

His arm wraps around me again, his hand coming up to cup my breast, pressing his fingers on either side of my nipple he pulls it lightly, the skin puckering under his calloused hand.

My breath starts coming in puffed exhalations and a red flush spreads from my cheeks down my neck and across the top of my chest my muscles are twitching under his hands but just as my body starts clenching around thin air Jax pulls his hand out of my trousers and steps backwards.

I groan in disappointment, my eyes flying open "What the fuck!?"

Jax grins and steps around the bed, picking up my forgotten shot glass and swallowing it quietly "Did you learn something?"

I raise my eyebrows and shove my trousers off my hips, stepping out of them "I did."

I cross the room and into the bathroom closing the door and twisting the lock in the centre of the door handle. "I learned you're an asshole. I'm going to have a shower. Good night."

I turn the water on and step straight under it. The initial cold blast is shocking and I suck in a huge breath, but the warm water that follows starts my muscles relaxing. Bending my head forwards I let the water flow over my head and down my hair, plastering it to my chest in dark rivers.

There's a muffled sound behind me and Jax's arms slide around my waist "Sorry Darlin'. Forgive me?"

I turn in his arms and look up at him through wet lashes "I'll almost always forgive you Jax. I love you, you know that. But it hurts."

"What does Darlin', tell me and I'll make it better." Jax sounds upset and I'm glad.

"You know the expression blue balls when a guy gets hard and doesn't cum?" Jax nods "Well it's just as painful for me. I was about to cum because of you and you stopped."

Jax frowns and tightens his hold on me "I'm really sorry babe, I didn't think about it."

I shake my head "No you didn't." Jax bends down slightly and sweeps me over his shoulder, turning the shower off as he kicks the door open.

"Jax, what are you doing!" I squeal as he carries me through to the bedroom and drops me on the bed "I'm all wet."

Jax grins and wiggles his eyebrows "Hope so."

He drops to his knees at the end of the bed and pushes my legs open, bending his head and running his tongue up the length of my slit, flicking lightly from the bottom of my clit piercing.

"Holy fuck." I murmur, my head falling back onto the blankets.

Jax groans "You taste so good."

He presses his mouth to my pussy and pokes his tongue out, the tip of his tongue playing with the opening as he lifts a hand and sets in on my hip, pressing his thumb to my clit and rubbing in slow circles while his tongue flicks over my clit as he pulls his hand away and slides it up my stomach to pinch my nipple lightly. The points of contact where his hands and tongue are touching my body ignite as the lust that I was trying to kill explodes in one sparks flashing orgasm.

"Fuck! Stop! Please!" I cry as Jax continues to suck on my clit, the constant pressure making my legs twitch on the bed. He clamps one arm across my hips and holds me down while his tongue continues to slide over my clit, the shuddering muscles tighten and my teeth clamp on the tip of my tongue when he slides one finger into my pussy and rubs over my g-stop once, the added pressure sending me into a second shuddering orgasm.

Pulling on Jax's hair I force his mouth away from me "You have to stop."

Jax frowns "But I don't want to. I hurt you; I want to make it better."

I grin at him "You have."

Sitting up I pull his head to mine, using the grip I have on his hair to guide his mouth to mine, ignoring the shine on his lips I press my mouth to his and kiss him till his breath is coming in tight breaths. Pulling my mouth away from him I lick lightly over his lips, the taste of myself on his tongue was intoxicating.

My eyelids drift open and I look up at him, I know that by now the colour in my eyes looks like molten silver and the flush in my cheeks has spread from my forehead to the swell of my breasts "Please Jax, I need you."

Jax covers me with his body as he pushes me back onto the mattress "Sarah, I'm yours, I've always been yours, it just took me a minute to realise."

His cock slides into me in one smooth motion and the feeling of fullness makes my brain shut down for a second as his lips search out mine again. Kissing me till I'm almost breathless Jax stays completely still waiting till I manage to open my eyes and blink slowly "I love you, more than I have loved anyone or anything in my life. Tell me you know this?"

I nod "I know Jax; I've loved you for half my life. But please baby, love me. I need you, always."

Jax starts moving in long slow thrusts that sets an intense fire burning within the pit of my belly, the knot of lust that had loosened tightens again to the point of almost pain, but the brushes of his lips on my throat, his hand over my nipples and the pressure of his public bone against my clit stops all train of thought.

I clamp my pussy around his cock with all the control I have left and Jax's head drops down to my neck where he runs his tongue over the skin that's now ready for ink as soon as we can pin Happy down. He groans into my neck the muttered words not making much sense till I realise that there's only a few being repeated over and over again.

Pulling his hair so he's looking at me I kiss him "Say it again."

"I love you." Jax kisses me hard as the words throw me over the edge into another orgasm, my pussy clenching so tight around him he groans into my neck as he cums.

Jax leans down and kisses me again, his lips sliding over mine as he stills his movements "It's true."

We slowly move up the bed and slide under the blankets "I know baby, I love you too. I don't think I can tell you enough to equal the amount I love you."

Jax folds me into his embrace, his arm folding around my back "There's no way to count how much I love you."

I smile and kiss his chest, the only part I can reach from where he's got me pinned to his side "As long as you love me like you just did you don't need words. With you I know actions speak louder than words."

Jax presses another long slow kiss to my lips before sliding out of the bed ignoring my protests "I need to turn the lights of Sarah, or we'll be awake in an hour."

I giggle, the tequila still working its way through my system "I don't mind being awake again in an hour as long as you're aware I'll wake you up."

Jax winks "You can wake me up any time Darlin', I will never complain."

I smile at him "Moan, definitely. Complain, never."

Jax slides back into the bed after turning the light off, the room only lit by the light coming from the lot and nestles back into where he was, with his entire side pressed to my front "I will suffer through sleep deprivation for you Darlin'."

I kiss his chest again "Love you baby."

The room fades into silence after Jax kisses my temple whispering "Love you too."