RPOV
"I can't still believe you gave me him," I told Dimitri nuzzling his neck.
"Well as I told you you were missing it." He told me and tightened his arms around me.
"Thank you, comrade. Thank you so much!" I told him and kissed his jaw. He looked at me and leaned down to kiss me. I met him. Soon our kiss started to grow. So so much more. He changed his position pinning me under him. I ran my fingers through his hair playing with it. Soon we broke from our kiss but he started leaving small kisses on my neck. I closed my eyes and gasped. I gripped his back hard and moaned. His hands travelled to my waist and he groaned. I arch my back and moaned. His mouth met mine once again. We both pulled out gasping for air. He placed his forehead on mine.
"You are driving me, insane woman!' He told me. I giggled.
"It's not funny! I completely lose my control whenever you're there." He told me.
"It's the same for me. You break my walls!" I told him.
We rolled once again, I tucked under him. I placed my ear on his chest wanting to hear the most beautiful music I've ever heard.
His heartbeat! I loved hearing it. It calmed me always.
I ran my fingers over his chest.
"Comrade?"
"Hmm?"
"Would mind terribly if I ride Snow alone tomorrow?" He looked at me.
"Why and where?" I smiled.
"To somewhere quiet. Tomorrow is the day she died 13 years ago. I want to show my respect and love to her alone." I told him.
"You have to go alone?" I nodded.
"I promise I'll be fine. I must do this Dimitri. Please understand." I told him. He thought for a few minutes.
"Fine but what if something happens?" He asked me.
"Hey did you forget that I'm a guardian? An amazing strong guardian if I quote your words correctly. I can take care of my self comrade." I told him chuckling. His laugh rumbled through his chest.
"Yeah, you can. But if you need me just open the bond with Lissa. I'll ask babushka to put a spell on her so that she can hear you." I smiled. I leaned in and slowly kissed his lips.
"Thank you, comrade. This means a lot to me." I whispered to his lips.
"I know Roza." He whispered back. Once again I placed my head on his chest. We enjoyed the comfortable silence until I decided to break it.
"I wish we could stay like this forever." I felt him stiffen. I looked up at him. He wasn't looking at me. He was still staring at the roof.
"What's wrong?" I asked him caressing his jaw. He closed his eyes and turned us over again getting on top of me.
When he opened his eyes they were filled with an emotion I've never seen before. Slowly he kissed my forehead, nose, both my cheeks and lips.
"Nothing. Nothing's wrong when you're with me," he told me as he rested his forehead on mine. I nodded.
"Sleep Milaya you want it." He told me and held me in his arms. I placed a kiss on his chest and closed my eyes.
DPOV
Oh my god! How am I going to tell her about the conversation I had with my family? How can I tell her to leave her title for her and to take one that she never wanted? How can I tell her give up on the title she worked so hard for?
I'm lost. Fucking lost. I will find a way but for now, I'll give her everything I can.
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RPOV
"Are you sure you want to go alone?"Eddie asked me for the thousandth time.
"I'll be fine Eddie. I've done this before. Stop worrying." I told him.
"Rose you remember right? If anything goes wrong just let me know okay?" I looked at Lissa.
"I will Lissa stop worrying," I told her.
I looked at them and nodded and got up on Silver.
"Little guardian, listen don't use much chaos. From what I can see your aura just got bright again so don't use chaos much." I nodded.
"Okay, your majesties I'm leaving. I'll be back soon." I told them and looked at Dimitri. He gave me a small smile.
I gave a small tap to Snow and he started running.
Freshness!
I took a deep breath. Inhaling the fresh scent of cold breeze along with the scent of grass, sand and flowers. I rode faster and faster freeing myself from everything. Loving the freedom. The freedom I barely enjoy. I know I sound ironic but this feels great.
We soon came to the field where I practice chaos with Dimitri.
I got down and took some deep breaths. I slowly changed my clothes to civil. So that I can hide and meet people. Soon I create an Elijah and came to my home.
I looked around. Tears gathered in my eyes remembering that horrific moment. I took my mom's necklace out.
"Mommy I miss you!" I showed my respect and went out to mingle with people. I have to make sure that they're okay.
I talked with them casually and got some news. Everything's fine. Belikov, Ivashkov and Ozera soldiers are helping them. Some were still upset about everything that happened. Some were worried about Lissa while some blamed her. I went to the castle using a secret door.
I saw a guardian whom I know. Guardian Shane Reyes. He knew me too. I hid inside a lumber-room waiting for him to come near. As soon he came near I grabbed his arm and pulled him inside.
"What the..." He took his sword out.
"Guardian Shane Reyes," I called him. He looked surprised for a bit and then his jaw dropped.
"GUARDIAN ..." I stopped him before he could yell.
"Stop screaming you, idiot!" I whisper yelled at him. He shut his mouth.
"Rose?"
"No, I'm her ghost," I told him.
"What? How? Where is the princess?" He asked me.
"She's fine. That's not why I'm here. And I don't have much time so tell me everything that happened after we left. And do not yell." I told him.
"Everything has been fine Guardian Rose Hathaway. They do help us. but people are losing their hope. We need a king or a queen. We started building our army again."
"Good. Don't tell anyone about my visitation. I'll try to visit more. Until then I want you to make sure that we do have a strong army. And Belikov, Ivashkov and Ozera are no har. They are good people. Princess will come soon. I can't tell you more information." I told him and he nodded.
"Did you become her guardian?" He asked me.
"Yes." I stepped closer to him. "Listen remember where we used to train outdoor. I want you to go there and get Fidge. Send me uploads. You do remember, right? That pigeon?" He nodded.
"Good now I have to go. Remember No one Reyes, no one."
"Yes, Guardian Hathaway and be safe." I nodded at him and left.
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LPOV
It was nearly dusk when we heard a neigh.
"Rose what happened? What took you so long?"I heard Christian asking her.
I went to her.
"Rose is everything alright?" I asked her. she got down and looked at me.
"Yeah, Liss I'm fine. Just tired." She told me. She looked good but there was something in her face that I didn't catch.
"Rose" We turned and saw Adrien with Dimitri.
"Did you use chaos so much?" Adrien asked. She looked surprised at first. I gasped
"Rose you promised that you won't," I told her.
"Didn't mean to." She mumbled.
"What do you mean?" Dimitri asked her.
"I just wanted to go to my former house. But while coming back there I accidentally went to a forest. Didn't mean to. I guess I zoned out while concentrating." She told him.
I sighed.
"It's not a big deal." She added.
"You aren't using chaos for a week," Eddie told her and she nodded.
"Anyway, can we get inside? I'm tired." She told and we nodded.
"Umm Rose? How's our country?" I asked her.
"It's doing great. But it needs more soldiers. With everything that happened, I noticed a lack of soldiers." I nodded.
I hope I can go home soon.
With my new family.
