This is for Dimitri. His thoughts.

DPOV

"How did I forget that I made her the princess?" Lissa told. but I didn't want to hear that. I didn't want to believe that this is happening. I wanted to believe that this is a nightmare a horrible nightmare.

"She knew about this," Christian whispered. I didn't want to hear anything. I couldn't understand this.

"Our armies must be listening to her since she's a princess now," Adrian told. "But going there alone it's... it's a death trap." My head snapped in his direction.

No. no, she can't die. This isn't real. This can't be real. She's not there. She must be somewhere else.

"Read it," I told Lissa.

"What?" Lissa asked.

"The other one read it out loud!" I told her. She took the other paper and opened it and burst into tears.

"What? what does it say?" I asked her.

"It's her handwriting." She told.

"Read it," I told her and she nodded.

Dear Lissa,

By the time you're reading this, I'm either dead or fighting in the war. And I also have no idea about how to begin. All I know is that everything I did, I did them because I love you all so much. And I will love you forever. So let me start with the beginning. That day, the day I went on a ride all alone I didn't just go to a forest accidentally. I went to the Dashkov Kingdom. The palace to be sure. As I went there I saw that bastard. Dashkov is the one who killed my mother that day. I didn't know that it was him but I remembered the face. I wanted to kill him right and there but I overheard them speaking about our land. So I eavesdropped to be sure what they're talking about.

They were talking about how to take our land and you. They were going to take you and our land and then attack Ozera's. They wanted to harm you. I also realized that they don't know about you very much. They didn't know your name, how you'd look like, or anything about you. And I just couldn't let you be theirs so I decided to take my title back. Everything about Dimitri happened next.

Dimitri and I've been together for a quiet time now. From the very first beginning, I knew that we couldn't be together. But when he told me that something inside broke to pieces. I never thought that it will hurt that much. But I knew that he has to do that. With everything that's going on, I realized that he has to hate me. That he also should be safe. So I decided to make all of you hate me. That's why I let everyone think I took my title to win Dimitri.

But in reality, I never wanted it. I never wanted to be a princess. I wanted to remain s a guardian. But as I told you I took it for you. But I wished and still wish that Dimitri and I could be together. I also warned about Dashkov's plan to Guardian Reyes. We wrote letters to each other to stay in touch. I told him to prepare our army for the war and I also know that Dimitri and others will send their armies.

I don't want much from you, Liss. I want you to be safe and happy. I want you to tell everyone that I love all of them so much. And also tell Dimitri to marry Princess Natasha and to have the life I could never give him. And let him know that I would have given anything to be the mother of his children. We will win this Lissa. I will win this. I want that bastard to know what kind of a pain it is, to lose someone so young.

If anyone of you still hates me I just want to tell you, that one day you'll be living a happy life with kids surrounding you. That whole big family you wanted. You will be living so peacefully and that you'll be the future queen and marry Christian. I want you to know that all of them happened because of one guardian named Rose Hathaway. A guardian who had nothing but so much love for all of you.

And tell Eddie that Jillian is in Dashkov kingdom. I met her that day. Tell him to go and get her because she's still waiting for him. I will win this for all of you. Please unite our kingdoms.

Love Rose.

Pain. Pain is the only feeling I'm feeling right now. I wish to be killed by someone right now. She went through all of these, she's going through all of these because of us.

We are done, Rose! I'm sorry. please understand.

You will not talk to me like that.

You are nothing but a guardian.

My own words felt like knives. And they are now cutting me into pieces. If she's there that means she's alone. I promised her. I promised her to be with her always. But no I didn't even try to understand her feelings. "Love fades mine has," I remembered those four words. I remembered the way her face changed. The way I hurt her.

If she's there that means she's alone. All alone. Even if anything happens to her no one can protect her. Not me. Not Lissa. Not anyone. All alone. And she took that risk because she loved us. Because she didn't want us to be in danger.

Living in a world where I can see that she's fine, that she's happy is what I wanted.

But living in a world without her! That is death to me.

At that exact moment, I realized that what I'd tried this whole time was wrong. I made the wrong decision. She's the right queen to me. According to my heart and my brain, she's the one to me.

I got up.

"Where are you going?" Adrian asked.

"To bring my Roza back," I whispered and turned to them.

"Christian tell your aunt that I'm extremely sorry for what's going on. But I can't marry her." I told him.

"Do you think you're going alone? We are coming with you. We have to save her. We have to save all of them." Eddie told.

"And Lissa As we planned you'll stay hidden," I told her.

"No no no not this time. Please no." She cried. Christian went to her.

"Rose wouldn't want this to happen." He told.

"We don't have much time. Dashkov sent this hours ago." Eddie told and we all hurried.

Please Roza stay alive until I come. Please. I thought.

...

This is for Rose. About how she's right now. And has anyone of you noticed that I haven't updated the last four chapters in Rose's POV? And this part starts right after Dimitri's army arrive.

RPOV

"Today we all are going to fight! Not just win but to save. We will save Dragomir Land together not because someone ordered us to. Because that's what we have to do. Each and everyone who's going to die today isn't going to die in vain. We will be named heroes in golden letters. We do not need honour from some kind of a master. What we want is an honour from us. We're doing this today because none of us wants to be slaves to them. All of us will use our powers today." I yelled.

"For our people!" I screamed.

"FOR OUR PEOPLE!" All the soldiers yelled.

Today is the day. The day I'm going to kill that fucking monster who killed my mother. today is war. I will not die until I make sure that he's dead. He's going to ruin Lissa's life and he has to repay for that too.

Today's war is some kind of an invitation sent by the god of death. No one to save me. No one to heal me. But I think the time has come. I have to leave.

But I wish I could meet them. Just once. To tell them that I love them. That they're my family. That I lied to them. I don't even know if they got my letter. I don't know if they still hate me. If they are safe. And for the first time in my life, I'm scared. I'm scared of death. Not just death.

I'm scared that they'll hate me forever without knowing the truth. I'm scared that my death will not mean anything to them.

So I just hope that they got my letter. That they will get to know the truth. I hope that if I die today they'll remember me. That they'll love me again. I hope that they'll be happy.

I shrugged off my thoughts. Today is about war.

"READY!" I yelled. All of them took their weapons out. After another few seconds, that bastard gave the command to his soldiers."

"NOOOOOOOOOOW!" I screamed and started riding snow.

War began.

We started killing each other. I used my spear to kill them first. While I was killing someone hit snow making me fall. I instantly got up and started fighting. I killed the first guy who was coming to me. I cut their throats, arms legs, heads, HELL! I don't even know. I just kept killing.

The war was brutal. I didn't have time to hesitate. I just kept killing. Arrows were flying around. I kept fighting. Suddenly soldiers rounded me. I looked at them and just when I was about to begin a rage of fire covered them burning them to ashes. Is that? I turned to see,

Shane.

I smiled at him. As soon as others saw him using fire, they started using their elements too. Every conflict teaches us a lesson and this time it was this. Every element is a great weapon. Even water and Air. Which means that we can turn small things into weapons.

I killed so many people today but not that bastard. And their soldiers were coming to our way. I was growing weak and weak because of using chaos and fighting. I got onto a cliff. I have to make this come to an end. I looked at all of the people. I let my powers turn into fire and let it go concentrating on all of their soldiers, not ours.

I felt like I'm being released. Like flying but just before that feeling last longer someone pulled me. I opened my eyes to see, Guardian Croft.

"That's enough. You shouldn't use much." He told me. I nodded and got up. Looking at all over I saw that I've destroyed most of their men leaving only like 800 people. I looked at that bastard. He was watching me with his horrible eyes completely surprised. I smirked.

"ATTACK!" He yelled and the remaining soldiers started running toward us. Our men went fighting while I got up on Snow and started riding towards that bastard. I killed each and everyone who was trying to come my way. My men covered my way.

He looked scared. That coward. I got down. His guardians came to me to stop them. They fought, used their powers but I killed them.

"This is for my mother you son of a bitch!" I screamed at him and threw my dagger aiming at his heart. My aims they never miss. It went through his heart and he sent an agonizing scream.

Suddenly I felt goosebumps on my body. I turned around. There's only one person who can give me goosebumps.

I saw him. Riding his horse killing every one of Dashkov army who's trying to get on his way. I smiled.

He knows. He knows the truth. when he looked ahead his eyes locked with me.

There were so many emotions in his eyes. But he was coming in my direction. "Roza. He whispered. I saw it. Even there's a big distance between us right now I saw it.

I wanted to be close to him.

I started walking towards him but stopped when I felt a sharp pain hit me. He stopped riding instantly. His eyes widened with fear. His mouth opened. I looked down. I looked down to see a point of a dagger. I turned my head slowly to see that bastard looking with pride and then falling limp on the floor. It took me a second to realize what happened.

He threw my dagger at me. And it went through me. I looked back at Dimitri. He was frozen there big tears leaving his eyes. I reached toward the handle of the dagger and pulled it out.

I didn't feel any pain. He's here. I smiled at him and fell on my back and stared at the blue sky which was right above me. Still smiling.