Confessions

Angel POV

She began to think to herself, was that the right decision, or should she have stayed? Well, it doesn't matter now it was too late to turn around she was already approaching her pack.

"Oh, there you are" Ratchet says giving a disgusted look.

"Do me a favor Ratchet, and shut the hell up" I say giving a fake smile.

"What you mad because you couldn't go be with your little boyfriend?" He says laughing

"Boyfriend?" A voice from behind me says "Angel? what is this nonsense?"The voice said.

"Blake it's nothing I swear" I say trying to get him to calm down

"I hope so, we wouldn't want to have an untrusted wolf in the pack would we?" he says walking closer.

"N-no we wouldn't" I say looking down "Now where's my brother?" he says still looking at me but shifting his body upright

"She protected him, sir!" Ratchet yells from behind him "What! this better be false or I swear to god Angel!" he yells turning around to face Ratchet

Shit, I think to myself, what can I do in this situation. I Hope Ratchet doesn't tell him word for word what happened or I could pin this on him. Why did I do that I thought to myself I don't even know this guy but for some reason, I felt that I had to let him go not only that but I decided to kiss him I thought. I put my hand on my forehead while blushing god I'm such a dumbass!

"Ah is that so?" Blake says turning to me and putting his hand in the air "I gave you one thing to do and you can't do it, Hell! I even let you take my two best leaders and what do you do? Get them both killed and let my brother get away!" he says slapping me to the ground "I always have to do everything myself" he says beginning to walk away.

"Please stop!" I say getting up "Excuse me?" he says turning around "You don't have feelings for my brother do you?" he says putting his face in mine "N-no" I say stuttering "That's what I thought" he puts his paw under my chin and tries to kiss me but I pull away. He grabs my chin and squeezes and pulling me into an aggressive and disgusting kiss. I force my face away from his and shake my head "What the hell Blake?" I say wiping my mouth "Ah Angel I'm sorry I just can't help myself" he says laying on his back showing his wolfhood, everyone groans in disgust and turns away. "Angel, be a darling and help me out" he says expecting me to go over there. "I would rather die" I say trying to hold myself from puking. "That can be arranged, or you could fucking help me" he says walking up to me.

"Boss!" Ratchet yells coming over from a nearby den. "What the hell do you want Ratchet!" Blake yells "S-sorry boss it's just we found out where your brother is" Ratchet says "We leave at once!" he yells "You lucked out this time" He says looking at me.

Seth POV

I wake up feeling sore all over and look around to find out where I am. "My den?" I say scratching my head.

"You finally woke up" Kate says smiling and walking over to me "Hey Kate" I say happy to see her

"How did I end up here?" I ask looking around. "You passed out about halfway back and Humphrey carried you the rest of the way here" she says sitting next to me

"How are you feeling?" she asks running her paw down the side of my body where the scratch mark is "Not very good" I say beginning to stand up

"If you need help just ask" she says putting her paw on mine and trying to help lift me up. "I didn't even ask yet" I say smiling "I know you just looked like you were struggling" she said laughing

"I'm sorry but I have to ask, who was that girl I think her name was Angel or something?" Kate asks looking up at the roof of the den "To be honest I don't really know" I say looking at Kate

"You guys kissed and you don't even know her?" she says raising an eyebrow "I don't know just something about her just pulled me in" I say taking a step forward.

I hear footsteps at the entrance of the den and begin to look that way as Humphrey walks in smiling at us "Sometimes I think you guys would be cute together" he says looking at us "Humphrey I don't think that something you say to your girlfriend" I say laughing and trying not to blush. "Yeah babe that was kinda weird" Kate says laughing. "Thanks for bringing me back here" I say to Humphrey "Oh no problem but I do want to know something" he says sitting there looking at me "Well...what is it?" I ask "If you look like this, what do the other guys look like?" He says smiling at me. His question instantly made me remember the fight "Oh my god!" I say looking up at them putting a paw over one of my eyes and tearing up "W-what's wrong" Kate ask walking up to me "I-I k-killed two people" I say as tears begin to stream down my face "Seth it's ok you were just defending yourself" Kate says getting closer and wrapping her arms around me. Humphrey looks at us "See this is what I mean, I'm your boyfriend and I can't help but say y'all look cute together" He says tilting his head to the side. "Humphrey! now is not the time." Kate says while rubbing my head. "Hey everything is ok" Kaye says pulling away lifting my head up "I tried to get them to stop but they wouldn't" I say beginning to walk out the den "Where are you going?" she asks "Winston" I said "If anyone should know it's him" I say walking out, Kate walks up next to me "Listen I'm not gonna try and stop you but make sure you tell him the entire fight and not just the part where you killed them." she says as we begin to walk up to the Alpha den "here goes nothing" I say hesitant to walk in "You want me to go with you?" Kate asks "Yeah that would take alot of pressure of me" I say smiling at her.

"Winston" I say walking into the den, he and Eve both turn to face us "What is it?" he says turning to face us "I-I killed two people" I say looking at the ground, I feel a smack to the back of my head and Kate gives me glare "He didn't tell you the whole thing" she says defending me "Who?" Winston asks "Two wolves from some other pack in Jasper" she says looking at her dad. They all look at me as I sit there having another one of those moments "I killed them, took their life from them" I say shaking my head.

"I believe those are the same thing" Winston says walking up to me putting a paw on my shoulder, I look up and see him looking him at me "I have also killed before and it's not something you will ever get over but it can get better over time, just think about it like this if you didn't kill them they would have killed you" He says taking his paw off and walking to the entrance to the den "I'm going to go lead a small hunt for food, think about what I said Seth" he says walking out.

"I've never killed someone so I didn't really have the advice to give you" Kate says "But I 100% agree with what my dad says" Kate suggests. She walks up to me "Like I said before everything is going to be ok" she says hugging me, I return the hug and begin to walk out "Where are you going?" Kate asks standing up "Probably back to my den" I say lying to her "Oh ok well I'll come check on you occasionally" she says smiling at me

"Ok" I say returning the smile "Oh and Kate" I say turning around "Yeah?" she says sitting back down "Thank you, thank you for always being there for me" I say walking out "Y-your welcome" I hear her say before I walk out and make it look like I'm heading to my den when I make a sharp right heading into the woods. I make my to a huge lake I vaguely remember being at the edge of the territory. Angel huh, I say to myself picturing her in my head. She was so...beautiful, her but I still can't grasp why she would save me I think before looking up and seeing the clearing up ahead. I look out of the clearing and see the huge lake I was looking for I was about to make my way out until I saw the surface of the water moving. Beautiful white fur emerged from the water walking onto the shore I was in a trans completing helpless just staring her body was amazing when wet. "I know you're there" she says looking my direction.

"Oh shit" I say dropping back into the bush, I was so busy staring I didn't realize I was no longer hidden in the bush "Blake are you serio-" she said as I walked out of the woods "Oh your not Blake" she said looking at me "Yeah I'm definetly not" I say walking up to her "What is it with you?" I say putting my paw gently on her face "Hey we can't-" she says moving her head "I can't...do this" she says turning away from me. I'm still memorized by her body and grab her arm before she walks away and pull her into me.

"Please don't leave me again" I say holding her in my arms "God I love you, I don't know why I just do...but I'm sorry I just can't be with you" she putting her head into my chest "Why?" I say laying my head down on hers "I don't even know your name...thats just crazy I'm in love with someone I literally no nothing about" she says putting her paw on her face "Seth" I say looking down at her "What?" she says taking her paw off her face "My name...is Seth" I say, she looks up at me "You have to leave" she says pushing me away "Your brother is trying to kill you" she says looking down in thought "Brother?" I say looking at her confused "Shit!" I keep screwing things up and I can't stop being a fuck up!" she say putting her paw on her face.

"Hey you're not a screw up!" I say moving closer to her "What is it you want from me huh?! Sex, information, someone to do your dirty work!" she yells at me tearing up "Whatever you want just do it and leave" she yells exposing her boobs and looking the other way. I immediatly blush and look away "Thats not what I want!" I yell "Angel I want you...not to be a slave or some sex machine or intel device" I walk up to her "You, you as a person" I say hugging her and kissing her on the cheek "S-seth?" she says beginning to cry as she falls into my arms "I'm so sorry there's just so much going on and it's hard to handle" she says stuffing her face into my chest.

"I understand" I say holding her tighter, I could feel her tears against my fur and it hurt, noy physically but mentally I thought to myself this beautiful ass girl has to go through this "Who is doing this to you" I say kissing her head "Your brother" she says sniffling "My brother?" I say thinking about how crazy it was that I have a brother.

I look up and see that it was getting dark and it would be morning by the time that I got back "Angel?" I said looking down at her "Yes?" she said looking up at me "Could you stay here with me?" I say blushing and breaking eye contact "Yes I will" she says putting her paw against my face and pushing my head to make eye contact. She pulls out of the hug and walks to a nearby tree that's roots create a den, she walks under the tree and lays down. I walk under the tree and get behind her and laydown to where her back was against my stomach she rolls over and puts her face in mine "Goodnight" she says looking at me "Goodnight" I say smiling at her "Please don't touch me inappropriately while I sleep" she says looking down at the gorund "I would never" I say looking at her worried "Did someone do that to you?" I say putting my paw under her chin "Y-yes" she says looking down in shame "I would never touch you unless you wanted" I say smiling and pulling her into and long and passionate kiss, she gladly returns it and lays her head into my chest "I love you Seth" she says closing her eyes, I blush and say it back also laying my head down and fall asleep.

That's the end of this chapter I hope yall enjoyed it I really ventured into the mature side of this story in this chapter and the rest of the story will probably be like that. Sorry for a longer wait than usual I went on a vaction and I am mostly worried about finals but enough about that Enjoy the story.