Anthony,
You left me too soon.
I enjoyed the time we had together, and I hope you enjoyed me, even though you deserved better. You came into my life when I really needed someone. I felt completely alone, and honestly I forgot how to enjoy the presence of others. I'll just say it, I was a bitch. But somehow you saw past that. I mean, fuck, you saw parts of me that I didn't even know I had. You shouldn't have bothered with me. But you did.
I don't think I will be able to get close to people anymore. At least, as close as I did to you. If it makes you feel any better, you taught me something. I can't move forward when I'm looking backward.
I'm sorry I couldn't be there for you.
My tears are getting on the paper. I think I have to wrap this up.
I'll miss you
