The day went on and Negan is still here, now with no beard and in my opinion, I don't like. He just looks weird without it.

I sit at Rick's home dinner table, I sat quietly next to Olivia who is holding a sleeping Judith, I sat opposite Carl and on my other side is Negan who haven't long just finished cooking food and right now is very awkward, it's complete silent. No one is talking, just staring making sure not to look at Negan.

Once and a while, I will glance to see that as every minute goes on he's getting very impatient. We did warn him about Rick being away for a few days but he decided to stay so that's not our fault.

"I'm not waiting for your dad anymore..." We hear Negan say, we all turned to look at him. My eyes now on him, no longer on the table which is covered in food, cups, and plates. "I don't know where the hell is he but Lucille," Carl and I watch as Negan picks up his bat and lput it on one of the chairs.

"is hungry,"

I look away and just looked at the floor, we've been sat here for quite some time and if I didn't get caught by Negan I would still be out on that run, but no I'm sat here bored out of my mind waiting for my brother to turn up so people could have food, even though I'm not having any due to me not being hungry, I can last for a day or two without feeling hungry so that's a sort of advantage especially in this apocalypse.

After a while and Negan finished eating he had gone outside to play pool with Spencer, I had gone out as well, standing on the porch watching Spencer carefully, as he's surrounded by Saviors and some of our people from Alexandria including Rosita who is standing a few meters away from Spencer.

I don't like Spencer, never had. He's betrayed us once by stealing our guns and almost getting Olivia killed which pissed me off to the max but controlled myself from not killing him. I glare at him as he starts talking about Rick not being the leader at first and not working well with others.

My brother does work well with the people he knows, Spencer just doesn't understand that how much we had gone through, especially my brother. Being in a coma, almost losing his son twice, losing his best friend and wife and then losing other people he had loved even though they weren't blood, that had affected him hard and it made him stop trusting other people especially other leaders.

we've been betrayed by a few leaders, The governor, Gareth and now Negan. Spencer hasn't gone through NONE of that, I understand that he lost his mother and brother but Rick and the entire group have lost people. We've properly lost loads more of people, we've lost, Shane, Lori, T-Dog, Andrea, Hershel, Beth and properly way more and that is just from Terminus.

Can you imagine how many people we've lost then, Glenn, Abraham and possibly Carol and Morgan, who knows I bet Spencer haven't lost these many people and if he was in Rick position I don't he'd work well with others either, even though he don't now.

I stand quietly next to Carl who is standing next to Olivia, watching the game. I turn to Carl to see that he still didn't have his bandage on, he really needs it on and I have no idea why.

"Carl... you need to put a bandage on, it could get infected and now that we have no antibiotics or a doctor even this could get serious,"

Carl turns to look at me with a sad but annoyed look, "I can't... Negan wouldn't let me put it back on so I'll wait until he goes,"

'I hope he's gone soon but I hope he forgets to not take me' I thought to myself as I look to the floor, I look at the floor until I feel Carl nudge me, I look up to see that Negan had stopped playing pool and is now standing in front of Spencer.

'What has he done?'

Suddenly I gasp as Negan stabs Spencer in the stomach, slicing his stomach open allowing all his organs in that area to fall out, even though I don't like him, it doesn't mean he needed to die like this. We all watch as Spencer falls to the floor holding onto his guts, this is definitely upsetting to see, doesn't he think we've been tortured enough.

"How embarrassing... there they are, they were inside you. You did have guts, I've never been so wrong in my whole life."

We all watch as Negan smirks, I wrap an arm around Carl. Negan puts his knife away before moving away from Spencer's body to get Lucille before he orders. "Someone... get up here and clean this mess up."

Nobody moves, none of the Saviors, none of the residences in Alexandria move towards Spencer and Negan. I can't believe he did it... again, he's literally killing Alexandria bit by bit, soon enough there isn't going to be any life in this place, it's either going to be abandoned or going to be a place where walkers will invade.

Negan asks if anyone wanted to finish the game but no one wanted to, too shocked by the death, Negan keeps on asking until suddenly, Rosita reacts by pulling out her gun and firing a bullet at him.

BANG!

"Shit! What the shit!" Negan snaps once the bullet implants into Lucille, we all watched as Rosita is tackled to the floor by that woman with black and blonde, I watch in shock as Negan starts ranting, Rosita's decision has now effected as and we'll properly lose one more.

"She got in the way!" Rosita says as she lies on the floor, a knife to her neck showing Negan no sign of fear. Ever since Abraham died, her confidence has grown and she isn't afraid now, she wasn't that afraid before but now it seems like nothing is scaring her.

Everyone watch completely terrified, terrified of what Negan is going to do next. Negan looks to the ground, breathing heavily as he picks up the bullet which hit the side of Lucille. "What is this? What is this? This little bad boy made from scratch... looks at those crimps," Negan says as he admires the bullet which could only be made by one person.

Eugene.

I'm now scared for Rosita and Eugene, I have no idea what's going to happen to them now. Anything at this moment could happen.

"Unless you tell me who made this," Negan says as he shows Rosita the bullet, Rosita refused to tell, I wouldn't blame her. Them two had been on the road together since we found them in Terminus and I know she wants to protect and she's willing to be killed over it, If I was in that situation I would feel that way too.

A gulp a bit, as I hold onto Carl's shoulder tighter due to my nerves, of course, Negan knew she's lying. Properly a lot of people do. I obviously know she's lying because there is only ONE person here who can make bullets to this quality and that Eugene.

Suddenly the worst few words Negan could have said had been spoken, "Arat... kill someone," Rosita starts protesting shouting it was her whilst the woman who pinned her down, she pulls out her gun and turns and fired towards us on the porch.

I quickly grab Carl and pulled him out of the way only for Olivia to be shot in the head, I leave Carls side and kneel beside Olivia's now dead body, the bullet had gone through the bottom of her eye killing her instantly and stopping her from turning.

I slowly get up from her corpse and glared at the Savior before turning to glare at Negan, which he ignored but didn't go past the women we know as Arat... I knew she wanted to kill me just by the look but she won't for two reason. One, she'd be going against Negan's orders and I'll kill her before she could get a chance.

I put my hand on my knife just in case I need to react fast by throwing the blade at her. Thankfully before anyone else could die, Rick turned up with Aaron's arm around his shoulders, Rick let's him go before heading over to Negan and snapped.

"We had an agreement!"

"Look everybody... it's Rick. Awww, your people making lose my voice from all this shouting," Negan says with a cheerful voice as he smiles at my brother who is now looking to the ground where Spencer lies dead with his guts hanging out.

I take a deep breath before grabbing Carl shoulders again pulling him closer, more behind me just in cause someone else dies up here and if they do it will be me, I'll make sure of it. I can't let Carl die, I would never allow my nephew to die, I won't.

That's the one thing I'll make sure off... that my family stays alive.

"Your kid... he hid in one of my trucks and machine-gun a bunch of my men down and I brought him home, safe and sound... and I fed him spaghetti," Negan says as they both now looks at us. "He's not the only one I brought home, your beautiful baby sister... doesn't seem to listen to orders, after out little teary conversation about her daughter I told her not to go anywhere but... she disobeyed me but I still brought her back,"

I looked away, looking at the floor once he mentioned my daughter. Why did he have to mean my daughter, she has nothing to do with this but... it is my fault for telling him.

I turn back to look at the two, just as Rick tells Negan, "Your shit is waiting at the gate. Just. Go!"

"Sure thing, Rick... right after I find the guy or gal who made this... bullet," Negan replies as he showed Rick the bullet, "Arat..."

The women kneeling on the floor, gets up and turns towards me and aims the gun, I glare at her as I wait for her to fire.

"Stop! Not her, you're not going to kill her... somebody else." I hear Negan shout, I turn to him to see him smirking at me, I roll my eyes before turning back to Arat who is glaring daggers at me, I smirk at her before I watch as she aims her gun at Aaron and Eric.

My eyes widen and were about to shout it was me who made the bullet, Tara beat me to it, Arat aims her gun at her before we all hear Eugene's voice saying it wasn't Tara. Negan slowly walks over to Eugene, Arats aim goes to him.

And this time, Negan believed someone. Properly after the evidence Eugene gave him by telling him what he did. I look away from Eugene and looked at my brother, who is looking at me in relief properly because... Negan had stopped Arat from killing me.

I turn back to Negan who is walking away from Eugene with an annoyed look on his face, Negan lifts Lucille so she's right in front of his face. "Lucille... give... me... strength," Negan says as by the look of it, he tries to calm himself down before announcing to Rick that he's taking Eugene back to the Sanctuary.

"But... not only am I taking your bullet maker and everything you left at the gate...I'm also taking that super hot girl with me," Negan turns and smirks at me before telling Rick it's me he's taking with him.

I turn to Carl, to see that his face expression had changed to being scared. "Move out!" Negan shouts and everyone starts to leave. I stayed where I am, not moving a muscle but I had no choose once one of the men comes to me, grabbing me by the arm and pull me away from my family.

I could hear Rosita crying for them to take her but nobody listened. I turn over my shoulder to see Rick, Carl and everybody else who lives in Alexandria watch as I'm pulled away. A tear is slowly released for my (E/C) eyes once I released that...

I'll properly never see them again.