I can't believe this is happening, I'm being taken from my family to go to a place I don't even know around or where it is and with someone, I hate, despise actually. For the entire ride to there were no words spoken from me or Negan.
Negan had decided it would be better for him to drive me to my new 'home', I can't believe he's doing this. First, he killed my friend Abraham and my best friend, who I've known from the start Glenn and took Daryl, now he killed Spencer, even though I didn't like him, he didn't deserve this fate, having his stomach sliced open and allowing him to suffer and properly turn into a walker.
And Olivia, Olivia definitely didn't deserve to die, she did NOTHING wrong and was killed for someone else's doing and now he's taken me from my family, the family I've been around for a long time, growing bonds with them all which could now be possible lost due to Negan taking me with him.
I'm not going to lie, Negan is a really handsome man who could act kind when he wants to but I bet that hardly happens because of how cold and heartless he is, he seems to love torturing people and by what Carl had told me, the fact that he burnt a man's face with an iron and laughed about it.
How sick is that?
I know I murdered people but not for fun, I hate taking people's lives but I have to do what I need to do order to survive this virus. I remember the first time I ever murdered some, it was a long time ago and it happened sometime when I lived in the prison when it basically became home. When we had the vegetable and fruit garden, animals, weapons and everything we needed to survive.
I look out of the window of the black track once I stopped it, I've been traveling for hours searching for some stores, today is my turn to go out on a run. Daryl was planning on coming with me but he had to do something else with my brother.
I get out of the truck, closing the door as quietly as I could so I didn't attract any nearby walkers. I head over to the back of the truck before grabbing a machine gun, throwing it over my shoulder before grabbing the large bag.
I walk towards the door of one of the stores, I look through the glass to see no walker in there but just in case I pull out my pistol, opening the door of the store and sneaking in, hardly making any noise.
Keeping my aim as I walk through the store looking for anything I could take home, food, water, stuff for Carl and Judith, medical stuff literally anything I could find. Walking around the entire store picking up everything I could take back with me, by the looks of it no one had been here due to all the canned food around.
"Check the place!"
I take a deep breath once I hear a loud voice echo through the store. I quickly but quietly run towards the end of the shelf, peeking around the side to see a man holding a machine gun, he looks around six foot tall, no hair and looks pretty... buff not in a good way.
"Well hello there," Someone says before tugging me down to the floor, pinning me down. I look up at him in complete fear, having no idea what was going to happen. "Why aren't you gorgeous," I man says, now smirking as he leans down to my ear making me cringe.
"I'm going to have fun with you,"
I could feel his hand moving down my body, I needed to do something and I knew how, I take a deep breath before lifting my knee and kneeing him in the crotch, I quickly push him off and got up, trying my hardest to run only for him to grab my leg causing me to fall, I groan him pain as he tries to get on top of me again.
Before I could think I grab my gun aiming it at his head, pulling the trigger firing a silver bullet into his head. The bang of the gun echo through the place, I gasp in shock from what I had done.
I killed someone but... he'd properly kill me after he had his way with me. That was the only way I could survive. Now releasing it's not just the dead we need to fear, it's the living... they're eviler now and killing is the only way to survive.
"We're here... Welcome to your new home!"
I was brought out of my thoughts by Negan, I look out of the front window to see a large building, large, metal fences surrounding the place making it more secure, people also on guard with large guns making it even safer, there are also walkers on the fences in some places, not sure why but it doesn't look good.
"What do you think?" Negan asks as he gets out of the car, so I didn't get into trouble I get out of the car so I could have a better look at it. It looks a lot bigger than Alexandria definitely filled with more people but that's what I liked about Alexandria, it wasn't a lot of people there and my family lived there.
I know no one here except Negan and I'm not planning on getting to know any of them, I hate them all for being here helping Negan and one thing I 100% know is that the Sanctuary will NEVER be home!
I sorry for not updating in 2 weeks, I've been busy with my college work and I haven't been feeling good but I'm all better now so I thought I get a chapter up for you so I hope you enjoy the chapter.
