Finally, they got to us just in time.

The group who had kidnapped Arat and I are on their knees, bringing back horrible memories of when that happened to us when Glenn and Abraham died. I didn't want this to happen to them, I know the feeling they are going through.

I look around the line of kneeling people, to see some of the guards, Maya and some other people I've never seen. It didn't seem like a lot of people were living here but they were probably at the camps around the place and Robert wasn't here.

I stood quietly between Dwight and Arat, hands on my stomach. My breathing has increased and my hands on my stomach are shaking, but it seems like the bleeding has stopped but I'm not sure and I can't exactly check right now.

I felt so sorry for them but they deserved it. I watch as Negan stands right in the middle of the lineup. I'm shaking for the group, I really don't need to see this but I know I can't just walk away just in case the rest of their group turn up.

I watch Negan walks down the line, looking down at the group, he was the one that found me so he knows who Maya is. Right now I do want to kill her, I could be having a miscarriage as we speak.

I know it's stupid but I just don't want to worry anyone and I should tell Negan. Over the weeks since we found out that I was suddenly pregnant, he's been pretty excited and since I found out that I was pregnant, he stopped seeing his other wives, even though I'm not one of his wives but that doesn't exactly stop him from still asking me to become his wife.

"I didn't want to do this," Negan announces as he swings Lucille as he slowly walks down the line, just like when I was apart of the lineup, "But... You've given me no choice. You thought it was wise to take my lieutenant and the woman carrying my child... Yeah, one isn't surviving this day," Negan growl as he looks at all the crying, shivering people, kneeling on the floor.

"Arat!" Negan calls, causing me to look up from the floor to turn to Arat who is standing as strong as ever, holding onto a gun that one of the Saviors had given to her once they had arrived. "Which one brought you here? Or the one that knocked her out."

Arat looks down the line and points to one of the man, Negan smirks at him. Causing the man to look down and shiver. Like what Negan did to me when I was apart of this lineup. He kneels down in front of him, kneeling on Lucille.

"You were the one that knocked her out?" Negan asks as he uses his head, to nod towards me. A tear slowly moved down his cheek as he nods a small yes and by his answer, I knew he was the one that was getting Lucille to the head.

I flinch as I feel a small pain in my stomach, my breathing speeded up as the same words repeat over in my head. 'I'm having a miscarriage! I'm having a miscarriage!'

"Ya alright?" I hear Dwight whisper to me, I turn to look at him as tears start to fill my eyes. I couldn't believe at this moment I could be losing my child whilst the man in front of Negan is about to have his head beat in.

Suddenly I keel over, with a loud gasp as another pain spread in my lower stomach, more tears fall down my face and another one quickly comes after it causing me to cry harder. "Get her into the truck and take her straight to see the Doctor!" I hear Negan shout as I carry on crying hard.

"And grab her, if my child dies... She's the cause of it!" Negan growls as I'm dragged away and put into the truck, praying that I wasn't having a miscarriage and hoping that our baby would survive.

Why didn't I listen to Negan, when he told me not to go out of the Sanctuary grounds but I just had to be stubborn and not listen to him, I should have been focusing everything on my baby but I just had to go out and get caught into all this.

Or this could have been karma, bad karma for me sleeping with Negan whilst my family are at war with the Saviors. Now if you think of it, if Rick or Carl ever see the baby, if the baby survives he or she would be part Negan, their enemy.

But I know, either way, Rick would be ok with the child. He takes care of Judith even if there is a chance that she couldn't be his child, even if she isn't which I don't believe. I know he will always take care of her and if anything happened to me and Negan, I know he would take the child in.

"You're going to be alright," I hear Dwight say as he drives the truck back to the Sanctuary, I close my eyes as another pain spreads through my stomach, thankfully, not as bad as the last one.

"You don't know that!" I snap back as I stare ahead, trying to see everything go by through blurred vision. I just couldn't believe this is happening to me once again. "M-maybe, I just shouldn't be a mother again, I couldn't even protect my own daughter. How can I protect a baby?"

"Well... what happened exactly? Then I can give you what I think," Dwight questions as he speeds the truck down the dirt road. "You don't have to tell me if you don't want to," Dwight quickly says once he notices me look down to my feet, obviously knowing that talking about her is a sore subject but I have told Negan.

And that was when I hated his guts. "I-It's okay. Well, Alexandria... I think, even before we ever heard about Negan. We had problems with some walkers, a massive. A MASSIVE group of walkers," I start to say before holding onto my stomach as I feel another pain, which is slowly decreasing. Thankfully they are slowly decreasing.

"We-we were invaded Alexandria and I told my daughter to stay inside but her being stubborn, s-she didn't. She went outside and... got bit by a walker. It's all my fault, if I just stayed with her, she would be here today," I whisper, looking at my bloody fingers.

"That wasn't your fault, you had to help... or no one Alexandria would be here today, including you and your daughter's death isn't your fault," Dwight tells me, which made me look up at him even though I didn't believe what he said, I could help be thankful.

"I know, Negan can be a complete ass. He does protect us and I know he will protect you and that baby, " Dwight says as we pull up into the Sanctuary, this time I can agree with what Dwight said, Negan is a complete asshole but he does protect people in the Sanctuary, so I'm positive that he will protect us... if the baby survives.