Hey guys, I'm sorry for the late update but college has really been on my back for the last few weeks, I've got three weeks left until the Christmas break and I got quite a bit of college work to finish so updates will be slow but I promise that once I'm off I'll try and update more.
I groan as I lean over the toilet, morning sickness is definitely the worst and it's most definitely not easing, it's getting worse and since I almost lost the baby, Negan been very overprotective and basically has me on bed rest for a little over a week which has definitely gotten boring but today I'm finally doing something.
I'm finally allowed out of the room, well not because Negan wanted me too, he didn't like the idea and we basically argued for hours but it was all worth it, the only disadvantage is that I'm not allowed out of the Sanctuary, I'm officially fired from doing runs.
I slowly walk down the corridor, where all the cells are and the one that I was kept in. I couldn't believe after all this time of dispising Negan, I'm now carrying his child, it's was something that I never expected and something I would never regret.
I stop walk once I hear Negan's voice, what's he doing here?
I quietly look around the corner to see two Saviors standing by a cell door and in the doorway, I could see a familiar leather jacket. "You know I really should kill you for what did to her," I hear Negan say in a quiet voice.
"She deserved it!" Another voice suddenly snaps, it's definitely a female and pretty familiar too. Negan chuckles at this woman's comment as he disappears into the room. I move to stand in between the two Saviors to watch what's going on.
I right there in front of me is the familiar blonde woman whose group kidnapped Arat and I and the one that almost caused me to lose our baby, I glare at that woman, who refuses to meet my eye.
"Answer this question... Why did she deserve it?" Negan questions as he smirks at her, I could tell she's scared but I couldn't help but quietly chuckle as she tried to hold the brave face, she's definitely not good at that.
"She basically tried to take my husband," She growls, I huffed in disbelief. I'm trying to take her husband, why would I want that man and I never even said anything about 'trying to take' him.
"Damn! There's one problem with that," Negan laughs as he stands, smirking at Maya who had a confused look on her face. I look back at him with the same confused look, watching as he moves to kneel in front of the woman.
"The problem is... that she's mine and that child she's carrying is mine. The one you almost killed," Negan whispers to her, he points the top of Lucille at Maya who shudders in terror. Negan chuckles darkly before he tells her.
"I should kill you but... I think you will be a great help,"
"Wait?! What?" Maya starts calling as Negan turns and walks away but stops in surprise seeing me standing behind me. He gestures me with Lucille to walk out first. I frown at Maya before turning to look back at Negan who had that look on his face.
I roll my eyes and walk out of the cell and past the two Saviors and headed back to my room, I keep the door open knowing that Negan would soon be coming in to talk to me about it. I look out the window for a second to see some Saviors working and prisoners with the walkers on the grounds.
I grab the blinds and closed them, stopping the sunlight entering the room, it's definitely getting hotter and showing the signs of Summer, not just by the heat increasing but the sun is coming out early and going away late so our baby is going to be a winter child, probably going to born sometime in late November or maybe early December but I'm not hundred percent sure.
"What are you going to do with her?" I ask once I heard footsteps coming towards the room and I knew it was Negan since whistling could be heard following behind. I turn as Negan leans Lucille against the desk near one of the windows.
"I'm taking a group back to that place and show them who they are messing with," Negan chuckles and lies down on the bed as I watch him closely. "So... when are we leaving?" I question.
"There is no 'we', you're not coming. Your going to stay here whilst I go to the group,"
"No, way. Y-you can't just leave me here!" I snap glaring at him as I moved closer to him, "Arat and I are the reason we're in this situation, so I should be there,"
Negan chuckles and smirks before getting up from the bed to stand in front of me. "Damn... since you've gotten pregnant, you are ten times more feisty and I like that," Negan whispers as he leans closer to me.
I shake my head with a frown and move away to sit on the desk, so I'm away from him. "I know what your trying to do... and it isn't working,"
Negan's smirk turns into an annoyed look, I knew that there was a potential argument coming. I watch him closely as he walks towards me, standing in front of me. "I told you... when I first found out that we were having a child that I would do anything to protect you and that child," He tells me, pointing between me and my slowly growing stomach.
"You almost lost him... and I won't be able to deal with that and I know you wouldn't either so... listen to me carefully... You. Are. Not. Getting. Involve!" Negan carefully finishes and I can't deny that I did feel a little intimated but I refused to show him that, I know he likes people who're strong and I won't show anything other than that.
I gulp before looking down at my stomach, him... He thinks it's a boy, I couldn't help but smile... I place my hand on it before looking back at him. "You think the baby is a boy?" Negan nods and smiles, a smile not his smirk.
"Alright... I won't come with you, I need to think about... about him but can you at least tell me what's going to happen?" I ask and by the look on his face. He really doesn't want me to know anything about it.
"We're going to do what we did to your old group, line them up and prove my point and I'll be doing that with Maya... that's why I don't want you there and you most definitely won't be there," Negan tells me, I look at the floor. He's doing it again, the lineup. I've been through the trauma of it but look at me now... I'm with the guy that has killed four people from Alexandria and one, Glenn was... is one of my best friends and some other people are going to go through the same thing but I know that there is nothing I can do.
"Can... can I at least speak with Maya first. There are somethings that we need to talk about,"
