Even God's Need A Lifelong Partner

Chapter Eight

„Can't you hear me?
I'm not comin' home
Do you understand?
I've changed my plans" – My Future – Billie Eilish

Disclaimer: I do not own Resident Evil, neither the song. Everything is just an imaginary thing.

Chris honestly, how hard he tried to beilive in Wesker's word, he did not. It was hard for him to beilive this. The man who wanted to kill him for most of his life, now says that he cares about him. What a pathetic way to turn things around. How easy it was for Wesker, he thought. But never thought with Wesker's head. With the pathetic dangerous ways. How he could easily cut him off, and never return. But Chris would never accept the fact, that Wesker really does care about him.

„You act like you do, cut the bullshit." Chris finally spoke up.

Wesker did not even wait for a different kind of answer. He knew Chris will be like this. How much he did not expect the best answer. But yet, he was hoping for Chris to say, that he cares for him as well. But oh how they did not know that their feelings are all mutual for eachother.

„As you wish to." Wesker muttered under his nose.

Wesker turned around, and faced the other side of the corridor. The way back to his dark little office. No other chance than now to leave, if Chris is not willing to play among right now. The time has not come yet. Maybe Wesker was all early then. But he thought, that amybe being early will do better than being so late.

„Prove it, Albert." Chris spoke up finally.

The blood literally froze in Wesker. Not to mentoin blood, he had that in his body? Or were explosed by the viruses in his body? No one will know. But when Chris called him Albert… Made him feel something, what he never felt. He wanted something cold to answer to that, but maybe, he kept on with his faster than ever tracking system.

Chris did not plan this at all. After all, it was a quick out of his mouth slip. But never thought it would turn out some other, different way. Than it actually did. He watched as Wesker turned around, facing him again. Looking into his eyes really deep. Like searching for everything, and nothing, at the same time.

„Already I did, by letting you get away with calling me Albert." Wesker said.

Wesker stood. And kept on looking at Chris. Feeling and knowing what would be his answer. But even more, he felt that everything finally is going well. In his. According to his plans. And that made him smile. A little more, like he never ever did in front of anyone, never!

And Chris knew this. He saw his smile. He shaked his head. He tried to deny all of his damn feelings for one damn time, but no. Those damn feelings are on their way to come up, and meet up with the real life. But was this the perfect time? The perfect place? Hell no… The real perfect way, and time, also place was back in 1996… In the S.T.A.R.S office, when they were only humans, and rookies… And not enemies. Friends, to consider.

„But it is not enough." Chris continued.

Is he trying to provoke me? Wesker thought. Well let me give him a little piece of my mind, of caring.

Wesker stepped one step closer. Waiting for Chris to recognize that. And after that, another step closer to him. He could see the fear on Chris's face. The same fear he saw on him, at the Arklay Mountains. What kind of scared Wesker. He did not meant to scare him that way. How the memories and feelings rushed at all in Wesker's head. How he did not want to live that moment again.

„I do not want to see you like this, anymore." Wesker said.

Chris's heart seemed to stop for a moment. When he heard this. What he wanted to hear. Forever. This was like a no way back now. Let the feelings come out. There is no way now to stop this. Let it come out! No stopping from now on!

„But you always made me feel like this." Chris muttered.

Wesker was holding a letter in his hand. Waiting for Chris, to recognize everything about it. The handwriting, the color of the pen. How old that letter was for now on. But how that letter keeps so many secrets, and so many answers, for Chris. What he has been looking for.

„You remember this?" Wesker asked.

Chris literally gasped, as he saw the letter. When he recognized his own handwriting on that damn piece of paper. Oh no… It is all ruined. Everything is in danger, for Chris, from now on. As he thought. But only thought.

„Forget it." Chris muttered. „It does not matter now."

Wesker smirked. He knew Chris was literally lying. Wesker put away that letter, then changed the ways. He held another letter, putting it down, tot he ground. It was now full with Wesker's handwriting. For Chris to discover it. The year was… 1996 on it… Letting Chris know, that all his feelings, were mutual. How Chris wanted that to be true, back in 1996. And even, in 2009. Now. After 13 years later even.

„Then this does not matter too, then." Wesker sighed, as he stood up again. With leaving the letter down.

Chris eyes kept gazing on that piece of paper. He picked it up, and held it in his fingers. Not even planning to throw it out. He wants his damn answers for now. And this might be the last way. Not to say this. How they were at eachother now. No one could say, that there is nothing beetwen them. But not now.

„Everything does, Wesker." Chris said. „Everything matters, even after 13 damn year."

No one could say what would happen next, would actually happen. Chris put away his letter from Wesker. Wesker was being real close to him for now. Only the air could get beetwen them. What are they actually waiting for. They all know their answers.

„Do not… Speak for now…" Wesker muttered.

They looked at eachother for one last minute, before they closed their eyes. One long breath then… Everything turned to a different way. There were no space beetwen them for finally. They have made their first step. In that form of a kiss.

A/N: Oh my god, I finally made them kiss! What a long journey. I don't know how long this will go on but I feel an end. Sorry...

2023 A/N: I know I could give you all the apologies on the world why I haven't updated. But long story short, because of LIFE. Now that I'm back a bit for the Weskerfield, I give you some chapters. Enjoy. (Im more active on AO3, with the name KWesker)