***TW Sex***
How dare you? HOW DARE YOU?!
Sidon could hardly see straight. It was good that the captain was blocking his view of William because he was sure if he saw him he'd kill him.
He hugged Jim tighter to himself, cradling him close, pressing his face into the man's hair. He could feel Jim shaking and could practically taste the fear and hurt coming off him. Guilt wracked at his insides at how his body was reacting to them being together like this. His skin sparked everywhere Jim touched, blood pulsed through his veins too quickly and too hot, each breath came with great difficulty.
Jim turned his head and pressed his cheek right over Sidon's heart.
His hand came up instinctively to cup Jim's head so it stayed there. A motion out of the corner of his eye drew his attention and his eyes darted toward it. Timetra gazed at him, expression curious and confused. Her eyes went wide all of a sudden as she looked between him and Jim, "Sidon..."
Captain Silver moved and Sidon jerked his head. Every little thing had him on edge, ready to fight, ready to defend his mate.
The captain's gaze was hard, his mechanical eye red, shoulders squared and stance aggressive. His gaze moved down toward Jim.
He was going to take Jim away. He was going to let William be near him again so he could hurt him-
NO! None of you can have him!
Sidon whipped around and ran. It didn't matter where he went as long as he got Jim away from them. He would have stayed and fought them all, killed them all to keep Jim safe, but he knew Silver's power - at least a little of it - and he'd have a hard time keeping Timetra and William away from Jim while the two of them duked it out.
All thoughts left him. Instinct took over. Protect. Defend. Shield.
"Sidon."
The voice was far away, comforting, and his heart wrenched in his chest.
"Sidon."
It was closer. So close he could swear it was right next to him.
"Hey..."
He jumped at the cool touch of fingertips on his cheek. Jim gazed up at him from where he was comfortably nestled against his chest. Sidon felt an unexpected sob catch in his throat and he stopped running and just stared down at the little human in his arms.
"I'm so sorry..."
Jim caught his cheeks in his hands and pulled him down until their foreheads touched, "Why are you apologizing?"
"I'm supposed to protect you..."
Shame, pain, sadness welled in his gut. Jim's expression softened a little. There was a sadness behind his gentle gaze, "You tried to-"
"I should have tried harder! Then you wouldn't have gotten hurt!"
He sank to his knees. He didn't deserve Jim. Not if he couldn't even protect him-
Sidon turned to stone when Jim pressed their lips together. He still couldn't move when the beautiful little human leaned back, hands still braced on his cheeks, "It's not your fault."
"Did he..." Sidon couldn't finish the question. He'd turn right back around to kill William if he-
"No. He got close, but he didn't...go in..."
The words were choked out by a soft whimper and Sidon drew Jim closer, gently nestling his chin on the man's head. They sat in silence for several minutes, hearts beating as one, drawing breath as one. Jim's touch burned against his skin. The human's hands cupped his cheeks again and their lips were touching. Every interaction they'd had felt so charged and desperate before but now...Sidon melted into the tenderness of each exploratory gentle touch Jim made. He realized with a small start that he'd tipped them over to the point that Jim lay on the ground underneath him.
Sidon started to pull back, "Shit! Sorry, we should-"
Jim's grip tightened on the fins hanging on either side of his face so he couldn't move away and further. Sidon stayed where he was, trapped by the look in those blue eyes.
"I want you...I need you..." Jim whispered softly. There was only adoration on his face when Sidon searched his expression. Those lips curved up, "Sidon...I love you."
Those words sent a jolt of pure adrenaline and joy straight through Sidon's core.
He kissed Jim hard. Hooked an arm around his waist to lift him off the ground a little and drag their bodies together. He ached for this. Since the moment their skin had first touched his body had desperately screamed for them to seal their bond. Jim moaned softly and it only made Sidon want it more.
"I want to bond with you."
Jim's fingers traced over Sidon's scales and teased around his groin. Sidon was already rock-hard in anticipation and Jim's hands moving lightly over his erection only had him squirming to touch the man more. Jim chuckled softly as he explored Sidon's girth, "I don't think we're going to have enough time to prepare me to take you; you're huge…"
"I'm sure we'll figure something out…" Sidon murmured.
Jim's hands wrapped around him. The human jerked in surprise at the feeling of slickness and looked down. Sidon smiled bashfully, "It's a biological thing…since Zora normally do it in the water and it can get…it can chafe…"
"That's actually kind of awesome…like a built in lube…"
Sidon grinned, "Yeah kinda."
He scented along Jim's slender throat. Slipped his hands under the human's shirt and pulled it up and over his head, then eased him back to the ground while his mouth explored every inch of his skin. He lingered over the brand mark, anger and pain welling in his chest at the sight of the raised pink skin. Sidon pressed his lips tightly to the scar so he could feel the pulsing of Jim's heartbeat against them. He could smell Jim getting aroused. It smelled so good…
"Wanna help me undress the rest of the way?" there was a teasing note to Jim's voice coming through the breathiness.
Sidon laughed softly, "You know that I've been trying to undress you since we met."
"Naughty boy," Jim's eyes flashed. There was a long pause while he bit his bottom lip and studied Sidon's expression before he finally asked, "What else have you wanted to do to me?"
"Pin you down…" Sidon growled softly. The boots came off first and he slid his hands up Jim's legs to his hips. He unbuckled his belt, slowly inched his pants and shorts down, "Make you squirm and beg for me to make it feel good."
Jim whimpered as Sidon kissed along the length of his shaft up to the tip. His hands came down and pushed on Sidon's head like he was trying to get him to move away, but the Zora caught his wrists and held his arms to the sides while he stroked his tongue up and down slowly. Jim's whimper turned into a moan and then a warbled cry the more he moved. Sidon nipped at the human's hip, "I've wanted to take you right in the middle of the deck…I don't care who sees us…"
"Kinky…" Jim managed to gasp out. His eyes were hazy with desire.
"Do you think you can take my finger?" Sidon crawled over Jim and whispered in his ear.
Those blue eyes traveled to the broad hand on his hip and a soft groan slipped through his lips, "Yes please…"
"So polite!" Sidon brought his hand to his mouth and licked one finger. He kept his eyes locked with Jim's gaze.
The human brought his own hand up and wetted his fingers, and he carefully worked his entrance until he could fit three fingers in. Sidon watched breathlessly. Jim gasped and panted softly, his eyes begging the Zora to take over and make him feel good.
Sidon caught his leg and turned him onto his side, squeezed his legs together, and thrust himself between Jim's thighs.
Jim moaned at the friction of Sidon's cock sliding against his own and his free hand reached to draw the Zora's face down so they could kiss. Sidon felt blindly until he found Jim's preoccupied hand and he moved it out of the way so he could carefully press his finger in.
He thrust his hips in time with his finger and Jim's head went back with a cry of pleasure. Sidon gazed down at him, watched as his body rocked with each back and forth motion. Heat spread over Jim's cheeks, his body glistened with sweat, and the smell of his desire was overpowering.
Sidon's mouth found the mark he'd made and he kissed along the scarring. Jim shuddered under him when he whispered, "Can I try a second finger?"
"Just don't stop," was all Jim gasped.
"If it hurts, tell me," Sidon caught his lips and started to press a second finger in.
Jim stiffened instantly with a sharp breath out, "Ah! Ok, that's a little too much!"
"Fuck…" Sidon whispered. He started to pull his hand away, but Jim caught his wrist and held him steady.
"I didn't tell you to stop…"
"But it hurt you-"
A smile touched the Jim's lips, "I just need to help a little bit before I can take two of your fingers…"
He eased one of his own in with Sidon's and the Zora felt himself smiling, "Look who the kinky one is now."
Jim grunted as Sidon jerked his hips forward. He brought his other hand down and gripped around Sidon's shaft as far as he could. Sidon's breath hissed out from between his teeth at the added attention to the tip, "Ooooh fuuuuuck…"
A second of Jim's fingers joined his. Eventually he worked in a third and he finally panted out, "Ok…try- try again now…"
He moved his hand out of the way and Sidon pushed in a second finger. The Zora slid in deep and pressed forward and- the noise that came out of Jim's throat was the most beautiful thing Sidon had ever heard in his life.
I want to feel you…I want to be inside you… Sidon leaned over and kissed Jim's exposed throat, "Think we could try putting it in? You've already loosened enough to take two of my fingers…"
"Bond me, Sidon..." Jim's voice was deep with lust. He snaked his arms around Sidon's neck and dug his fingertips into his shoulders, head tucked against Sidon's shoulder, each word desperate with longing, "Please Sidon…please…"
He didn't need to be asked twice.
Jim let him draw his legs up and around his hips. He gasped softly as Sidon lined up and he whispered in Jim's ear, "Tell me if it hurts at all."
"I'll tell you…"
Sidon moved carefully, easing in slowly, gasping for breath the entire time. It was so good...so right...his body was driving him to bend down and scent Jim again. Every instinct in him screaming for him to claim Jim in every way he could. Cover Jim in his scent, consummate their bond, remark Jim's shoulder...It took a lot of effort to stop the steady push forward and into Jim. He didn't want it to hurt, he'd feel guilty for the rest of his life if he went too fast and did any sort of damage...
He hadn't realized he'd been staring and his gaze focused again on Jim's beautiful blue eyes. They stood out against his flushed face. Sparkled like gems...
Jim gave him a pleading look, "Give me all of you?"
Sidon growled. He rocked his hips forward again and felt his skin press flush to Jim's and the human's moan become a sharp cry. He froze, "Are you ok?"
"It's so good...oh my God it's so fucking good..." came the breathy answer. Jim's eyes were closed, his mouth wide open as he breathed deeply, his hands groping blindly along Sidon's chest and up toward his shoulders. Sidon leaned in and caught Jim's mouth with his own.
His heart stammered in his chest at the moans and other soft noises Jim made, each muffled by their kiss. Sidon leaned into each of his thrusts, following the rocking of Jim's body as they moved together. He shuddered at the demanding way Jim's fingernails scraped against the back of his neck. Sidon turned his head the tiniest bit so he could free his mouth and catch his breath.
It was almost too much. Jim's breath on his cheek as he panted and whined and moaned. How tight and soft and warm he was. The constant shuddering and twitching and flinching as Jim's body moved reflexively in response to each deep stroke into him. The absolutely overpowering way he smelled.
He slid a hand under Jim to hold his hips off the ground so he could get a better angle. The man went rigid with a deep groan, his words spilling out as his body relaxed again, "Keep- keep hitting right there- oh fuck- right there Sidon-"
The Zora couldn't hold back anymore. He thrust roughly and let himself get swept up in how Jim fell apart in his arms.
"Do you like it?" he panted.
Jim cried out again and his fingers gripped tighter.
"Does it feel good?" Sidon heard a hint of a whine in his own voice. He was getting close.
"Y-yes!" Jim shuddered again. He squirmed and writhed and his voice rose almost to the pitch of a scream. Sidon felt a spatter of warmth against his skin and Jim spasmed around him, tightening.
Sidon panted. He brought his mouth to Jim's shoulder, tasted his skin as he lined his teeth up with the healed scars, and he bit down and let himself release as well. Finally…finally…
