"I'd rather not do this now" by Marlean
Chapter 4; "Join me"
Rey felt as if her eyes would pop out of her head at any minute. Not only was this the first time she had ever seen a man naked, but she had never seen a man giving himself sexual pleasure before. She knew she should break the bond, turn away or hit her head towards the wall, but the sight was hypnotizing.
Kylo Ren started off slow and looked deliciously hot in that steaming water. He started to breathe more heavy and Rey started to feel a new sensation deep down in her belly. It was like a heat rolled over her body that wasn't caused by the steam in the room, but at the same time her skin was tingling almost as if she had goosebumps and she could feel her nipples getting hard, as if she was hot and cold all at once. Why did he have such an impact on her?
Kylo Ren made a quiet grunting sound and Rey felt like something in her cracked. She felt broken. She had no idea why and it was the worst idea she had ever had but she wanted him. She wanted Kylo Ren. The man who had held her locked up. The man who had tried to kill her friends and who was a killing machine and a murderer. Rey was lost. But she was sure she wanted him. More than anything.
She was disgusted by herself and her own lust, but it didn't matter anymore. She knew she would risk her own life if she would let him know that she was there, but she wanted to. How would she go about this? For her own safety she needed to get rid of his cross lightsaber first. But where would she put it? His quarters didn't have many hiding places. Hardly any really. She eventually decided on the terrible, but only hiding place she could see; The waste basket by the door.
Kylo sighed and increased his speed. It was now or never. Rey quickly removed her clothes while under her breath going "Wait for me." Kylo Ren all of a sudden stopped all his movements and raised his head, as if he was looking for something or listening intently. Through the Force Rey could hear him ask "Where are you Rey? I'll come for you." Rey took a deep breath, made herself visible to him just outside of his shower and said "No need. You don't have to... Im already here."
Kylo Ren quickly slid out of the shower, having no idea how comical that move looked with him being butt naked this time.
"Rey! You came to me?" he said and, then pointing out the obvious "You're naked."
"So are you." Rey said, feeling herself blushing and desperately wanting to cover up. This was the worst idea she had ever had.
Kylo Ren moved slowly towards Rey, like a predator towards a prey.
"Why?" he asked, looking with those piercing amber eyes straight into her eyes. Yes, why? That was the question of the year.
"I... I don't know. You said I needed a teacher... and I do." Rey felt tears welling up in her eyes.
"I want you."
Kylo smirked and held out his hand toward her.
"Join me." he said. Cautiously Rey reached out her hand, but Kylo didn't just take it. He grabbed her arm and pulled her over to him. The touch on her skin made her tingle all over. It was something about their bond or the Force. She didn't know what but she knew he felt it too. He pressed her back towards the wall and she felt his penis pressing towards her stomach. He started kissing her neck, her shoulders, grabbing her tits and caressing her nipples. She gasped for air, feeling how the steam made her hair stick to her temples. He paused and looked at her while at the same time moving his hand down between them to start caressing her vulva.
The sensation felt so private and at the same time amazing but she felt ashamed feeling a need of something... more. She turned her head away, but Kylo Ren gave her an order.
"No! Look at me!" She didn't dare go against him on this. She could feel him slide a finger through her folds and she sighed as he did.
"Im going to teach you good, sweetheart." Kylo said, as he slipped yet another finger through her folds, increasing pressure. Rey couldn't help but to to move her hips towards his fingers and she heard him giggle softly as she did.
"I knew you would succumb to me eventually Rey. It was only a matter of time, my little scavenger." Rey sobbed. Ashamed of what she was doing and who she had become. But Kylo didn't give her much time to think. He bent down over her breasts and started licking, kissing and sucking her nipple while slowly moving a finger inside of her and moving it in and out of her body. Rey grabbed his shoulders hard and held on for dear life. It felt like her legs wanted to give up and she threw her head back, trying to get some more oxygen to her brain.
"Tell me what you want Rey." Kylo said, but Rey had trouble thinking straight as he pressed yet another finger inside of her and Rey felt a small twinge of pain before she experianced even more pleasure than before. Rey was breathing heavily now, trying to focus and concentrate but all she could think about was Kylo.
"You." she gasped. "I want you."
"Then you shall have me." Kylo pulled his fingers out of Rey just to grab his cock and guide it through her folds. He teased her with it for a few seconds until he could feel her hips move towards his to welcome him, before he pushed himself into her.
Rey screamed out from the sharp pain and Kylo Ren stopped briefly and looked down on her as a tear fell down her cheek. Kylo brushed it off with his thumb.
"You can't go back now, Rey. Like I can't."
Kylo then slowly started moving, noticing every expression on Reys face.
"I know." Rey said panting, and started moving her hips to meet his again. Kylo started increasing the speed and grunted as he grabbed her ass, lifting her from the ground as he pounded her into the wall with each thrust. Rey felt a need to wrap her legs around him and thought that her eyes was going to roll back into her head. She closed her eyes and noticed how the cold, hard surface of the wall was similar to the hard man she had inside of her. The feeling was increadible.
Rey felt close to coming and started to clench her inner muscles around Kylo's cock.
"Kylo... Im... Im gonna..."
"I know, sweetheart. Let go!" And she did. With a loud scream Rey pressed her nails into Kylo's shoulders and came for the first time in her life while Kylo pumped her full towards the wall in long, hard thrusts. A few moments later he gave out a growl and followed her orgasm, spilling his seed deep inside her.
Panting heavily he put Rey down on the floor and leaned his head towards the wall next to her head. He engulfed her with his being and she could still feel his cock twitch inside of her as some of his cum ran down the inside of her thigh. He withdrew and removed the hair she had stuck to her temples.
"You need to get clean." he said and pushed her into the water. A bit shocked and disoriented over what happened Rey closed her eyes and leaned back to let the water rinse over her hair, face and body. Kylo helped washing her hair and used his soap all over her body. When he deemed her ready he turned off the water and gave her a big towel while taking one for himself. With no words being said he looked at her peculiarly as they both dried themselves off.
Rey leaned towards the pile of her clothes to get dressed again when Kylo said
"No." Rey looked up at him in surprise.
"What do you mean?"
"You're not going anywhere."
"Im going to get dressed."
"No Rey, you're not."
