She tried to focus on her breathing as she felt her head spinning.
With every thrust of his hips into hers, every touch of his hands against her skin she felt like she would explode causing her to want to hold on to her breath until her lungs burned for air. She gasped softly as he peeled himself off her to prop himself on his elbows to look down on her. He stopped his movements and she took the chance to try and make out his face in the darkly lighted room.
His face was pale and strangely rigid. His eyes were dark with pleasure which felt strange to her as she had never seen him look that way before she couldn't help but think it was really sexy. It didn't help that it only heightened his handsome features and made her heart beat faster than before.
As she she breathed her face felt hot. She could only imagine how much of a mess she looked with her embarrassing signature blush.
"Hinata"
He brought his hand down to her chin tilting her face upward to kiss her.
"Hello?"
She closed her eyes as his tongue traced her lightly, making her legs wither against his teasing. He began his thrust again this time a little more roughly than before.
"Hinata?"
"Ah…ah…Aah!" She tried her best to stay quiet but she began to moan in a little more pain than pleasure as his hips moved against her. She wasn't sure how much longer her body could take-
"HINATA!"
Hinata jumped as she was brought out of her thoughts and back to the coffee shop where a certain perky blonde had been watching her with a sly grin on her face.
"S-Sorry Ino…umm what did you say?" she said feeling her cheeks grow hot from
"I was calling your name for a while…what were you thinking about?" Ino asked in an innocently mocking voice, her blue eyes full of mischief and curiosity.
Hinata's eyes widen and felt her whole face become a whole shade of pink "N-Nothing, nothing! I…I was just distracted thinking about class earlier. I…I was barley able to pay attention and I don't think I took good notes so now I'm worried that's gonna throw off my whole study routine" she babbled out.
"Uh huh….right" Ino chuckled lightly taking a sip of her iced black coffee.
"What were you saying before?" Hinata asked wanting to quickly change the subject and get her mind off her intrusive thoughts. She took a sip of her matcha latte, now wishing she had gotten it iced so that it might help her face cool down.
"I was saying that the modeling agency that I went to during their open casting called me back! They want me to come to their office on Sunday and audition for a job!" Ino exclaimed barely able to keep her voice low.
"That's amazing Ino" Hinata said smiling feeling her friends excitement "I'm so happy for you".
"Thanks, I've been on cloud 9 since I got the call and I don't even wanna begin to tell you how nervous I am about it. The only pictures I try to look good for are my insta pics but this is gonna be on a whole other level!"
Hinata nodded along as she listened to Ino chatter on and on about her upcoming photo shoot.
"It's just a fitting for a shoot and they might not even book me but I have to start somewhere right?" Ino sighed happily as she leaned he face into her palm, making a face as she took another sip of her drink.
"I think you have a really good chance of getting it Ino. You have a nice body and your natural blonde hair and blue eyes make you stand out. Plus your account on social media is really popular so I'm sure they'll see it as a bonus that so many people follow you." Hinata encouraged
"Yeah but its not like I'm a big influencer or anything…more like the millions of attention seekers online" Ino said lightly as she laughed at herself.
Hinata frowned a little not sure if her friend was actually joking or if she really saw herself that way. "Is that why you're drinking that instead of your usual caramel monster drink?" She asked pointing to her the plain black coffee in her hand.
"Yeah…I'm just doing a little mindful dieting before the shoot…and I don't order monster coffee" she snorted accusingly.
"It's is when you get the biggest one, with tons of caramel or chocolate and as mush extra whip cream as they can give you" Hinata said defensively as she giggled into her hand.
"I don't want to hear that from the women who can eat an elephant under the table in cinnamon rolls" Ino fired back laughing with her.
"Deserts are different but your coffee shouldn't have as much sugar as cake!"
"Coffee is how I treat myself! I need it!"
They were both laughing now and it took a minute for them to calm down.
"Anyway…I was hoping that if you weren't doing anything on that day you could go with me?" Ino asked carefully stirring her straw. When she saw Hinata's surprised look she quickly added "The agency said I could bring some friends to tag along and who knows? They might like you and ask you to model too"
"Um…I don't think I'm the model type Ino".
"Don't say that Hina its the year 20XX, the modeling type or look is changing all over the world".
Hinata bit her lip as she thought of how Ino looked next to her. While she was by no means fat or ugly Ino just had a different kind of beauty that was more…conventional than her. She was taller with long legs compared to her slightly smaller frame that dipped in certain places. She use to be self-conscious about it all through middle school and High school but she liked to think she grown out of it and was more confident in herself. She still didn't like showing off her skin too much and modeling might mean doing things she wasn't comfortable with.
"I don't know Ino that sounds better suited for someone like Sakura…maybe you should ask her instead" Hinata said sullenly bringing her latte to her lips again.
"Well I was kinda thinking all three us of could go together" Ino said hopefully.
Hinata looked up from her drink to see Ino looking at her with pleading eyes.
"I…that's probably not a good idea Ino."
"Look I know after everything that happened you don't want to be around Sakura but you also told me to be mutual and stay friends after everything but is there really no chance of us being like before?" She asked gently.
Hinata sighed as she took another sip of her latte. She knew Ino wasn't just talking about the three of them. Ever since that party a few months ago their whole friend group was pretty much divided. People picked sides and those that chose to stay neutral made sure not to hang out in the same group. They either hung out with Naruto and Sakura or they hung out with Hinata. It wasn't like she asked them to do this but it was starting to feel like a strain on all of their lives. What she hated the most was that there seemed to be this unspoken agreement among all of them that the only way they could all hang out like they used to is if she choose to forgive them and move on.
It was all kinda dumb and frankly exhausted her because she knows her friends were trying to be considerate but it just felt like pity.
"Listen Ino, I know you mean well but I'm just not ready to talk to her yet. Please try to understand".
"So are we really just never going to friends again?" Ino asked sadly.
Hinata bit her lip again "To be honest…I was never really mad at either of them… I just felt hurt. I do see us all being friends again but I just need some more time".
"Do you think by Sunday will be enough time for you?" Ino said perking up at this new progression.
"I don't think so Ino but soon I'm sure" she couldn't help but laugh at her optimism even is it was a little pushy.
"Ok if that's how you feel right now I won't press you anymore" Ino said content that there was at least hope for the future. "Now let's talk about something new, like what exactly were you so lost in thought about a few minutes ago?" She asked leaning forward with her hand under her chin excitedly.
Turning red again Hinata fumbled to keep her composure "N-nothing, nothing! I was just thinking about class that's all!".
"Uh-huh riiiiiiight… is it class or maybe someone in your class that you can't stop thinking of?".
"N-No its not like that!".
"Then what exactly is it like?".
Hinata felt her heart race faster as jet black hair flashed through he mind with dark eyes that were seductively expressive at times and surprisingly soft lips-
"Ahhhh" Hinata groaned as she shut her eyes and hiding her hands behind her increasingly red face as she tried not to think of anymore lewd thoughts. She could hear Ino laughing at her and probing her to just be more honest but she knew Ino just wanted new gossip. Taking a deep breath she contemplated asking Ino for advice…she knew there was no way she could tell her the whole truth but maybe something along the lines of her situation just so she could get it off her chest and think of what she should do next.
Moving her hands away from he face she fidgeted with her fingers "Actually…I was wondering if I could ask you about something" she said quietly as she avoided eye contact.
"Yes, yes, yes I knew something was going on. Tell me everything Hina? Who's got you thinking all hot and heavy?" Ino squealed with delight.
"I'm not thinking all hot and heavy!" She whispered making sure no one overheard them "Its just…lately I've been thinking less and less about Naruto since we broke up".
"And?"
"And it…it kinda bothers me that I'm not anymore. I was happy when we were together and even though we broke up there was a little part of me that hoped we might get back together but now…now I don't. And now other…stuff has been on my mind lately and its making me feel weird about it" she said still fidgeting her fingers but this time looking up to see Ino's reaction.
Ino looked surprised but quickly smiled as she always found Hinata's shyness super cute. "I need to take this girl out more" she thought to herself. "Ok I think I get what your trying to say in your own way and I can tell you from a girl who use to be super boy crazy and attention loving that I've learned a few things." Ino said proudly before continuing seeing the confused look on her friends face.
"Being in love is fun right?" Ino asked before taking the last sip of her drink.
Hinata nodded thinking back to when her and Naruto first started dating but wondered where Ino was going with this.
"So now that you and Naruto aren't together anymore you're moving on from it and maybe that's making you feel a little sad. You two were happy together for most of your relationship and so it makes sense that you would feel a little bit sad that your moving pass all the pain you had but also that happiness you had together."
Hinata blinked a couple times as she processed what her blonde friend just said. Sad that she was moving on? Was that why she was feeling weird about…how weird she was feeling? She was thinking about Naruto less and less and after last night she felt… good? It felt good thinking about a certain someone else and the memories of last night keep playing in her head over and over again.
"B-But I wouldn't say that I'm sad about it as much as I'm just..ok" Hinata said quickly before more invasive thoughts flooded her mind.
"Let me finish" Ino said importantly "I think this new guy who you keep denying is on your mind so much that it's making you go crazy. I bet it's making you feel super excited and nervous right?" She asked eagerly with sparkling blue eyes.
Hinata fidgeted again blushing even redder than before but choose to say nothing.
"I'll take that as a yes and that's because being in love or at least liking someone new is fun. It's a good thing Hina" Ino said confidently.
"I… but I don't think I really like this person all that much" Hinata admitted truthfully. Only until a few weeks ago she had never really thought about Sasuke outside of being Naruto's best friend and now she slept with him! Why did she do it? What did it all mean?
"Do you find yourself thinking about him a lot?" Ino asked
"Recently…yes I guess".
"Even when you don't want to?".
Again Hinata nodded again thinking about last night.
"Then doesn't that mean you already like him?" Ino asked smiling.
"No I…I don't! I mean I can't. It just feels like it's all too sudden" Hinata cried trying to make herself see sense.
"It can happen like that sometimes, sneaks on you when you least expect it. And your too mature to be boy crazy like I was, having a crush on the next hot guy you see. So I'm pretty sure you might already like this guy" Ino said leaning back in her chair as if they reached a satisfying conclusion.
Hinata opened her mouth to retort her but nothing came out. She could't tell Ino everything so she could get a better understanding about why she slept with someone she didn't love much less have feelings for. And also why she felt ok about it and why she couldn't stop thinking about it!
"Again Hina it's a good thing. Just enjoy it and see where it goes" Ino said encouragingly as she grabbed her empty cup to bring to the trash.
Not knowing what else to say Hinata just nodded along as she before she grabbed her stuff to walk along side Ino as they made their way out of the shop.
"So who is he? Is he hot?" Ino asked unable to resist.
Hinata groaned to herself a little regretful she confided in the blonde's advice in the first place.
AN: Ok I know I've been away for too long and I have no excuses for that but I really want to finish this story and I have the ending and future chapters lined up so keep an eye out for it. Updates might not be frequent but they will happen. Before I upload the next chapter I need to go back and fix some of the previous ones so it might take a while. Hope you enjoyed this chapter its been on my mind for a while and while it wasn't super long it wasn't super short like I had origanally intended for this story. Let me know what you guys think and thanks for reading.
