"Alex hold on." Olivia commanded as she chased after the blonde who was fighting tears in her eyes.

"Go away Olivia." Alex snapped, picking up speed.

"Can we talk about this? You don't know what you saw." Olivia had a hard time keeping up with an athlete.

Alex stopped to see the ladies room. She grabbed Olivia's hand to pull her into the empty bathroom. Alex locked the door. "Fine talk. Talk about how you kissed the one person I loathe." Alex's voice broke thinking that Olivia, the one person she thought she could trust with everything, would betray her.

"I didn't…"

"You didn't…" Alex wouldn't let Olivia finish a sentence. "What? So your lips just fell on hers." She was having a hard time rationalizing the information.

"She kissed me and I pulled back just as fast." Alex scoffed at Olivia's truthful response. "Are you listening to yourself?" Olivia finally raised her voice since she wasn't getting through to her girlfriend. "Why in the world would I kiss her, in front of Serena, and Rafael knowing you are in the very next room."

"I don't know Olivia. I don't know why you do half the things you do."

"What's that supposed to mean?" Olivia was taken back by that statement.

Alex began pacing back and forth trying to prevent her hands from doing her anxious tick. She didn't want Olivia to touch her at all, "You cared about me, when you left me to fuck Kathy."

"You really need to stop bringing Kathy up for everything. I made a mistake and we weren't together." Olivia snapped at Alex rehashing the mistake she made as she was trying to escape her feelings.

"I don't have to do anything. You did the same thing. You were flirting with Jessica in front of me this morning."

Olivia thought Alex knew she was joking. "Okay Alex, you actually think I would cheat on you. Do you really think that?" Olivia was hurt not hearing the words from Alex. Olivia stepped closer to the unreasonable blonde.

Alex stopped to look at the brunette standing there, "What am I supposed to think?" They were both ready to have each other's blood spill. "I have to throw myself at you and JUST to be pushed away from you. But you have all things girls in your bucket that you have fucked. Why not have Jessica. She clearly will be better in bed than me."

"You're being an idiot." Olivia stated a fact on Alex's reactions.

Alex was shocked at Olivia's statement, "Am I? Then tell me why?" Alex stomped her foot down. "Why do you have a hard time having sex with me?"

Olivia looked at Alex. Her stomach turned as she didn't know how to answer that question, "Drop it Alex." Olivia started to walk to the door.

"No! Olivia! I deserve to know. What makes every other girl desirable in bed? And not me?" Alex's voice trembled as she was needing to hear Olivia's truth. "You owe me that! But run away like you always do Olivia." Alex called out her actions. She didn't want to see Olivia walk away from their conversation.

Olivia slammed her hand on the door as all of her emotions and frustrations were surfacing,"Because you scare me Alex!" Olivia rested her head on the door as she confessed the truth for a change instead of hiding. Her heart was ready to jump out of her chest as she was truthfully confessing to Alex.

Alex stepped back, concerned about hearing Olivia state that, "What the hell are you talking about?"

"Alex, drop it please." Olivia didn't know to get any further in the conversation about her feelings.

"No, I can't just drop it. What in the world have I done to scare you?" Alex's voice calmed down.

Olivia turned around to look at the confused and pissed off Alex. Olivia could throw up with her feelings being put on the line. Alex's feelings were more important to her at the moment than her wall. "Because I love you, you idiot!" Olivia's voice began to shake as she had never told anyone that. "I have never felt this way about anyone and if I act on these feelings I don't want this dream to go away." Olivia's watery eyes finally met the pissed off blue eyes, "Knowing I can actually have these feelings for anyone scares the hell out of me."

Alex's heart skipped a beat as she heard Olivia say I love you. She didn't know how to react to Olivia's confession. She quickly pulled Olivia in for a passionate kiss, "I love you too." She confessed looking into Olivia's eyes as she was out of breath.

Olivia closed their kiss as she backed them to a sink. She threw Alex on the counter. She wrapped Alex's legs around her waist. Alex undid the top of Olivia's halter pulling it down, running her hands down Olivia's body. Her hands met the hem of her dress. She pulled it up to help Olivia with her access.

Olivia broke their kiss as she looked into her favorite blue eyes. They both knew they needed this no questions asked. Alex's eyes pleaded with Olivia as she nodded. Olivia smirked at the situation and knowing they didn't have time for foreplay. She licked her middle and ring fingers to help her discovery. Her fingers and tongue invaded Alex in unison.

Alex deepened the kiss as she tried to muffle her cries and Olivia's fingers moving in and out of her was driving her crazy. Alex's hands massage Olivia's breasts. Olivia kissing down Alex to suck at her neck. Olivia made sure the heel of her palm pressed against Alex's swollen clit for her to feel each movement. Alex rocked her hips to pick up the speed on Olivia's hand. She spotted the mirror across the bathroom. Her excitement was to the roof as she watched and felt Olivia's body pressing against her tighter and tighter.

Alex cried out loud as her head hit the mirror over the sink. Olivia could feel her climax approaching. Olivia's free hand quickly covered Alex's mouth. She looked into Alex's eyes. They knew they had to be quiet as they are at an event for Alex. Alex watched her hands tightly grab Olivia's back bringing her in closer. Olivia remembered these were the sounds she heard the first night Alex slept with Amanda. Alex was crying music into her ears. Music that gave her motivation for her needing to get Alex to her climax. She released Alex's mouth as she began a hungry kiss.

Alex was actually finding it hard to breathe as Olivia was holding her. Alex dug her nails into Olivia's bare back as her body became uncontrollable. She pulled Olivia in as tight as they could be as Alex's walls were throbbing against Olivia's fingers.

Olivia broke the kiss as Alex trembled in her arms. She rested their foreheads together. Olivia chuckled as loved seeing Alex trying to catch her breath. "How are you feeling?"

Alex had a big smile as she laughed and nodded her head. She released Olivia from her grasp. Olivia slowly pulled out of Alex brushing her fingers against Alex's wet lips. Alex quickly grabbed Olivia's hand, "No… no…" She smiled out. "I have to get back." She rolled her eyes as she could finally breathe normally. She knew if Olivia's hand stayed she would need another three rounds.

Olivia smirked at Alex's paralyzed reaction. She stepped to the side to wash her hands before they graced the world with their presences. Olivia looked at Alex who began laughing once again. "What's so funny?"

"Nothing, do you remember our first conversation?" Alex thought about their interaction after Olivia had sexy with Avery in her stall at the club.

"The one where you said you would never sleep with me in the bathroom." Olivia smiled leaning against the counter resisting the urge to touch her sensitive girlfriend.

Alex smiled looking at her girlfriend, "And here we are kind of ironic don't you think."

Olivia turned around, "Here do this."

Alex tied the halter top. She brushed her hands down Olivia's back to trace the scratch marks she just put on Olivia. "So you can't go back out there." Alex bit her lip as she accidentally marked Olivia again.

Olivia looked at the marks in the mirror. She didn't like making small talk anyways. "That's okay, I guess." She cocked her brow, "In fact it works out better."

"Excuse me?" Alex finally placed her feet on the ground gaining her balance.

"Jessica thinks we're fighting. So if I don't come back that means she thinks she's succeeded." Olivia looked at the blonde.

"For someone who doesn't like head games you sure know to play." Alex stepped in front of the mirror to adjust her hair and dress.

Olivia shrugged her shoulders, "I'm full of surprises."

Alex kissed Olivia once more, "I love you." It felt good for Alex to say.

Olivia's heart raced, "I love you too."

"You'll be up when I get back?" Alex whispered.

"If I'm not you better wake me." Olivia kissed Alex's hand. She unlocked the door to exit before Alex.

Alex looked in the mirror to fix her hair and skirt. She smiled as she held the butterflies in her stomach. She counted to ten before she walked out of the room. "Cabot!"

Alex paused as she turned to the voice. "Carmichael." She observed Abbie stepping closer to her.

"Where is she going? Did you two fight again?" Abbie was concerned that this weekend wasn't the best weekend for the two. "Alex, Serena and Rafael saw the interaction…"

"Abbie…" Alex tried to have the burnette stop talking. "Abbie…" Alex took her hand. She looked into Abbie's eyes. "Abbie, we're good. I promise she's just unable to make it back." Alex was trying to hide her smile thinking what just happened.

Abbie saw the twinkle in Alex's eyes and Alex's wrinkled skirt. She tightened their grip, "I'm sorry you're going where while she's going back to the room."

"We have to get back." Alex was trying to be responsible.

"Forget that." She waved off Alex's terrible excuse. "You are seriously telling me you want to go back to that boring small talk. When you have that woman waiting to give you what you want?" She raised her brow to get a truthful answer from her blonde companion.

Alex sighed out of defeat, "No." She's been waiting for this night for too long.

"So what are you doing? Go get her. And you're just tired or have small headache and want to be," she put her fingers in air quotes, "well rested"

"Are you sure?"

Abbie pulled Alex in for a hug, "Go get your girl. Make it worth your wild. And I want details tomorrow."

"Thank you. I don't know what I would do without you." She released the hug to chase after Olivia this time.


Olivia and Alex walked away in silence. They waited at the elevator that normally was fast but in that moment seemed like they were taking forever. Olivia was staring at the up and down button. Alex was refusing to look at Olivia to fight the urge of needing to jump back into her arms. The elevator finally opened. They stepped on to the moving room and stood in opposite corners. Olivia pressed the number floor they needed to go. To see Alex standing there so beautiful and trying to avoid eye contact. No one else entered as the door shut.

Olivia smirked as she slid closer. She placed one hand on top of Alex's hand. They both looked down at their locked hands to find their eyes once again. If that was the closest thing they could do without being on each other they would take it. They would take the rise of thirst for each other with each second passing. Olivia watched Alex licking and biting her lips.

Time definitely slowed down as they arrived on their floor. They looked at the longest of the year. Olivia quickly pulled out the keys. She winked at Alex knowing they were a couple doors away. Alex still fighting with the urge to not to touch Olivia this time by holding her hand. She followed the brunette that was ready.

Olivia quickly opened their door and threw their key into the unknown. She held the door for Alex to enter the room completely. She released the door to close as she dove in for a filling kiss and pinning Alex to the wall. Alex, forgetting all of her belongings with Donnelly, had free hands to wrap her arms around Oliva.

Olivia had no time to waste, Liv immediately unzipped the back of Alex's dress. Her mouth followed the path of the dress as it fell off Alex. Alex kicked her dress out of Olivia's way. Olivia was kneeling at Alex's exposed body. She kissed the pale stomach down to her solid muscle thighs. Liv pulled off Alex's saturated thong. Liv propped Alex's leg on her shoulder to inch closer and closer up Alex's leg. Her hand reached up to caressed Alex's cheek to run down to the pale body.

Alex cried out as Olivia's thumb began to create a circular motion against Alex's clit. Her hand was flexing on Alex's stomach. Olivia causing Alex to grunt out with each kiss and nibble on her thigh Liv wasn't going where she wanted. "Liv." A mousy cry was let out.

Olivia looked up at Alex to see the flaring nose and quivering lip. Olivia took Alex's hand. She laughed and slowly blew air on Alex. Alex locked eyes with Olivia. Olivia's mouth claimed the lips she's been wanting all night. Her tongue ran in between Alex's velvety wet lips. Alex tasted exactly how Liv could imagine if not better. Her tongue finally wrapped around the erect clit to suck and lick.

Olivia picked up her speed as she was hearing Alex's heavy breathing was becoming shorter. Alex grabbed Olivia's hair as she was getting her second warm rush of the night. Olivia wasn't going to stop as she could hear Alex's climax approaching. She quickly thrusted her fingers into Alex curling them on to the swollen g-spot. Rapidly moving them against the warm spot.

Alex tightened her grip on Olivia's hand and hair. Alex's legs and whole body began to uncontrollably shake not knowing if she could stand any longer. She made a high pitch scream she didn't know she could make as warm fluids ejected from her body. Allowing Olivia to release her mouth. Olivia smiled knowing what she was capable of and began to lick and kiss the delicious juices running down Alex's leg.

Alex was out of breath not being able to stand. She needed to stop Olivia. She slid down the wall to fall into Olivia's lap. Olivia chuckled as she held the trembling Alex. "Are you doing okay?" Olivia felt Alex's heart racing as they sat there. She pushed back her blonde locks kissing her forehead.

"Yeah… just give me a moment." Alex tried to shake off her paralyzing feeling. She held Olivia tighter as she smiled knowing Olivia could give her everything she could ask for.

They sat on the floor together for a chance to Alex catch her breath. Olivia was completely satisfied with Alex sitting in her arms. She couldn't ask for anything more in life. Olivia escorted Alex to their bed. She sat Alex down and kissed her forehead. They both took off their shoes.

Alex was completely in love with Olivia standing there in front of her. She tugged at Olivia's pants. Olivia listened to her signal to stand in between Alex's legs. She pushed up Olivia's top as she softly kissed her stomach. Olivia assisted Alex by taking off her top to throw it across the room. Alex was content as she unbuckled the belt. Her kisses traveled down Olivia's body as she unzipped the black pants.

"Alex," Olivia exhaled. "You don't have…" Olivia wasn't one who was used to being on the receiving end in the bedroom.

Alex smiled thinking about their conversation in their sex competetion and how Olivia told her she was the giver. She stood up pushing the pants with her underwear to the ground, "Yes I do." She pecked her lips. "And you are going to let me take care of you." She held Olivia's hands. She kissed the back of one of the hands as she turned them around. Alex guided Olivia to lie down on the bed. She hovered over the burnette. "You are so beautiful." She whispered as she began her discovery of every inch of Olivia's body.

Olivia was slightly tense as Alex was taking control. She felt good as Alex's hands and mouth were all over her body. She truly felt loved for the first time, somehow Alex made her feel different. Alex slowly parted Olivia's legs. She let moans escape her mouth as Alex's tongue found her wet core. Alex's hands cupped Olivia's breasts. Olivia slid her hands to grab her inner thighs. Alex didn't want help as she savored Olivia's juices. She quickly locked a pair of their hands together. She placed Olivia's free hand on her head as she gently inserted two fingers.

Olivia wasn't used to a slower pace, but Alex's touch was driving her wild. She couldn't imagine ever being in bed with someone like this. She never had someone demand she was going to receive instead of just give. She was getting lost in the moment as Alex got her to the point of no return. She didn't know what to do with the butterflies in her stomach. Her heart was racing as she had a warm loving feeling flowing over her body. Her pelvic walls tightened on Alex's fingers. Her hands quickly cupped her face as she was trying to prevent tears from leaving her eyes. A sob escaped her mouth as closed her legs on Alex's head.

Alex slowly returned to Olivia's face. She propped herself next to Olivia. Alex admired Olivia and made small circular motions on Olivia's stomach with her fingers. "Are you okay?" She asked Olivia, whose hands were still covering her face.

Olivia nodded as she sighed out. She wiped her tears as she found the blue eyes. "I'm fine."

"Are you sure? I've never had anyone cry on me before." Alex tried to lighten the mood.

"I just never thought I would ever have this."

Alex smiled as she felt a little teary eyed as well knowing this was a big confession for Olivia, "Well you have it. How does this make you feel?"

Olivia stopped Alex's hand on her stomach to hold it, "I… I've… never felt better."

"Do you know what else?" Olivia gave Alex a confusing look. "I love you so much."

Olivia's heart couldn't stop racing as tears streamed down her face once again. "I love you too." Alex pulled Olivia for a close embrace. This time Olivia was needing to be held in Alex's arms.


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