Ibiki didn't want a kid. It was never a part of his plan in existing. All the tall scarred face man truly wanted out of life was a steady career and a position to do what he wanted. Being the under man was never his forte as there were only so many dumb asses in places of power he could handle. If he were being completely honest, he still wasn't sure it was something he wanted. He had been captain of many teams and to have the responsibility of someone's whole entire life under him was different then only being in charge. He didn't want the attachment nor the relationship that came with bearing children. Ibiki knew pain. He had become very well acquainted with it over the past few decades of his life and had even become equals. Being able to remain at that status with a child under his wings was not something he was absolutely positive he could up keep. Being without certainty meant he dared not even try.
Kami-sama had other plans, he supposed.
