Hey so umm Gang of roses wanted to bring this story back. I know you guys are IchiRuki fans but please seriously give this a chance again please lol. I know some of the dialogue is going to be cringe I know but that's actually that point of this to be honest. I did actually put my ten cents into this story and helped add my little flair to it I hope since some of you guys actually like my writing style you can decipher it I am not good with first perspective so Gang of roses did all that I just added a bit of flair. She sent me three chapters to edit and look over so I'll be posting three chapters today. Umm enjoy please. She changed the story title to WHEN LIFE GIVES YOU LEMONS. i told her no I'm not changing the title. Hope you guys like this and please comment and review and forgive any mistakes I was up till like 3am editing so I'm sure there are mistakes. Moving forward enjoy.

The beginning

Now I know what you're thinking, who am I and what's this even about? We'll get to that first. Let me explain something. Life is like a box of chocolate lol I'm just joking. Let's get to the real story shall we. You're not going to believe me when I say this but I'm not of this world. I'm actually an alien sent out to destroy all human life. Just kidding to be quite honest with you I'm actually The school slut. Are you waiting for the lol or the jk yeah well no there is no punchline coming. I used to be popular. You know I used to be feared now everyone sneers at me and calls me names. I don't think I deserve it really like honestly who deserves to be bullied into humiliation? I mean yeah I was kinda sorta a bully but so what I had the power besides I'm now looking at the other end of the spectrum and yeah it's not fun. Now to cope with such shame and humiliation my parents are making me see a fucking therapist. Something about anger issues and suicide. I don't fucking know. Anyways said therapist is making me write my feelings in this stupid journal. I call him Mr. Secret: he's a normal black spiral book. Anyways I want to start from the beginning not that I have a choice since I have to write why I'm here so let's start with oh lets say oh I know Kindergarten.

From the beginning of time Shinji Hirako has always been my friend. We did everything together and I mean everything. We both bonded over having older siblings. Shinji had an older brother Kensei that was a lot older than us and I had an older twin brother Shiro. To be honest I always considered Shinji more my twin than my actual twin brother. I know it sounds fucked up but I'm not saying that I don't love my twin brother I'm just saying Shinji and I bonded just a little more you know. Anyways back to the point it was always me and Shinji there was never a moment where it wasn't me and Shinji. We were the same, we were sassy and wild you couldn't tell us anything and amazingly enough everyone wanted to be around us. I mean we did stand out to be honest with you. Shinji had this bright yellow blonde hair that she adored and I had this long beautiful orange hair and we were both thick and slim. I'd want to be around us too to be honest with you. Plus even in kindergarten we were hot like everyone, girls and guys wanted us one way or another. Shinji and I figured out we were bisexual like fifth grade but that's not the main point. Throughout our elementary years it's always been me and Shinji. When we hit middle school, that's when our friend group started expanding a bit. It was our sixth grade year when we met Rukia Kuchki. Kuchiki

She was a rich girl and like all rich girls she was spoiled. I met her one day during lunch while waiting for Shinji. It was completely by fate that she and I shared similar interests in books we loved reading stupid mystery novels. I liked her. Shinji liked her, thus she was part of our group. Afterwards in seventh grade we all clicked with a girl named Orihime Inoue. She was a sweet girl but she was dumb as a box of rocks. We all thought she was cool because she watched the same love reality tv shows like bachelorette and 90 day finance. We ruled our eighth grade year. Everyone wanted to hangout with us, they wanted to be our friend. We'd always hang over Rukia's house. Her brother in law Byakuya was almost never around and her sister Hisana was always sleeping or with Byakuya so the house was ours for the taking. Orihime had a decent sized house as well and she lived with her brother. He was a CFO whatever that means. Orihime's brother Sora Inoue tended to not like being around us since we were girls and made him uncomfortable. So on the off chance Byakuya and or Hisana were home then our plan B was Orihime's place. Even though we were all friends, Shinji and I rarely ever let Rukia and Orihime over our houses, not that we were embarrassed, hell no my Father and Mother worked in a very renowned hospital and Kensei was a mechanic business man. So yeah trust me I ain't embarrassed of shit more so we didn't want Orihime and Rukia barging in on our relationship Shinji was practically my family and I didn't want anyone getting in between that neither did he.

Anyways back to the story. Freshman year was kinda when shit hit the fan but mostly my current year which is now which is my sophomore year. Well back to the point. After school we always hangout together doing our usual things. Talking behind people's back like this Neliel chick she was the school whore. Rumor has it she slept with the whole football team and basketball team. Every time we saw her we would sneer and make sex noises. Ironically she thought we were friends because we shared a couple classes together in eighth grade. Trust me we weren't friends. I loved going to the coffee shop after school with my friends. You know life was good. Then the boys got involved. I got a boyfriend named Tsukishima Shukuro. He was a bookworm and we bonded over books. Rukia was dating some redhead named Renji Orihime who wasn't ready to date to be quite honest. And Shinji omg Shinji got the guy we both lusted after Kugo Ginjo ugh he was so fine. We both wanted him. I guess Shinji was a little better at getting her way. Well anyways we were all happy Shinji especially every time we were hanging out Kugo was there. Rukia and my boyfriend were rarely ever around. I mean things were kinda the same, you know just Shinji had less time for her friends. You know, way back in middle school we all vowed to never let a guy get in between us. I guess some things are meant to be broken. Well it is what it is. I remember we were hanging out a while back our freshman year and each telling each other we were going to have sex with our boyfriends. I didn't really want to give Tsukishima my V card. I said I would since I knew Shinji was going to give Kugo her V card. Anyways it was the end of Freshman year when Shinji told us she had sex with Kugo. I thought she was so stupid I don't know call me old fashion but I want to save that for the guy I love and I didn't love Tsukishima.

The story is coming to an end but at the start of sophomore year what is this November? It was August when I broke up with Tsukishima. It was mutual really. He had feelings for another girl named Riruka and I honestly was happy because I didn't want to hurt his feelings. We still stayed friends though. Rukia cursed Tsukishima out as well as Shinji saying he lost the best thing he's ever had which is not true. I apologized to Tsukishima that day over text. Now let's see, yes the story ends here actually. It was our Fall dance and I went with Orihime. Rukia went with Renji and Shinji of course went with Kugo. I went out to go get some air since the atmosphere in the auditorium was hot and sweaty. While out there Kugo was with me I thought he was getting fresh air with me. I was so wrong our conversation went like this.

K:'It's hot in there right.'

Me: 'yeah dude totally.'

K: 'I like your dress you look sexy'

Me: 'Umm thanks?'

I shit you not he leaned in and kissed me. This was honestly what I wanted when he wasn't dating my best friend. I mean I was stunned and I went to push him but he beat me to the punch. The next thing I remember was Shinji and the others staring at us and Kugo saying I kissed him. I tried to tell Shinji he started it but she didn't believe me. Rukia and Orihime shook their heads in shame and went to comfort Shinji. And Kugo that dick just smiled at me and winked as he ran after Shinji. The end now the whole school thinks I'm a hoe.

My therapist looked at me as she finished my journal entry. Her name was Nanao and she had big boobs and pretty brown hair and glasses and always wore jeans and a plain black shirt. She adjusted her glasses and cleared her throat. I was waiting for the judgment of 'I should have known better' but all she did was hand me Mr. Secret back and crossed her legs.

"How do you feel after writing that down Ichigo?"

I didn't know how to respond honestly. I didn't know how I felt so I said the first thing that came to mind, "I feel like shit."

Same concept just some editing and tweaking. Again I'm posting the next two chapters in a few minutes please give this a chance guys roses is so passionate about her stories it makes so happy. SO if you like yaoi stuff visit her page. But please comment and review tell what you think.