Why me?

Monday's I dread those because then I go back to being a hoe and a slut and it's pretty annoying. Shiro drove us to school everyday. He said he wouldn't allow me to walk even though we lived pretty close to the school. I was wearing black fishnet tights and black shorts over top of them along with a black tank top and a blue flannel over top of it. And to complete my ensemble black and white vans. My makeup was always on point, my mascara was perfect and my blue lipstick was sexy. Shiro always wore jeans and a graphic tee to school. I never paid any attention to the t-shirts. When we got in the school he automatically asked if I needed to be walked to class to which I stated I'm a big girl. Shiro ruffled my hair knowing it would irritate me then left me alone. I took a deep breath and started walking to my first class which was algebra. As I walked to class I could hear the people calling me names and making sex jokes about me. Through it all I kept my head high. I got to class fairly quickly and went to the back of the class and took a seat. I kept my head down and ignored everyone and focused on the math equations the teacher was giving us.

After algebra it was English and after that it was chemistry. Chemistry was my favorite cause I got to see my friend Chad. He and I met in eighth grade. We were science partners ironically and we've been cool ever since then. Chad was a bulky tall guy and was quiet as hell. People were actually scared of him but he was honestly a sweetheart. I sat my bag next to my lab table. It was two per table and lucky me Chad and I were partners so we had the table all to ourselves. While in class Chad commented on my lipstick saying it was nice. I smiled and thanked him. Chad wore unusual clothes, usually it was a pair of slacks and a bulky oversized shirt. When Chemistry ended it was time for lunch and I couldn't wait.

Chad said his goodbyes and left he never had lunch inside no matter how cold it was outside. When I got to the cafeteria I went to the salad bar and started making my very basic salad which consisted of lettuce, tomato, egg, onion, and salt and pepper. I didn't trust the meat at the school so I stuck with plain jane salads. I decided to sit in the corner today and Shiro would find me when he was ready. When I started eating I took my phone out to look at the school blog to see if anything interesting was on there. As I was looking, someone decided to sit across from me. I thought it was Shiro so I didn't pay it any mind and continued to look at my phone. Well that was until they cleared their throat and I knew after that moment it definitely was not my brother. I looked up from my phone and saw the school gossiper Haida Kyoko looking at me. We stared at each other for a bit before she spoke.

"Soooo Rukia broke up with Renji." My eyes widened no way Rukia was so in love with Renji he was her knight and shining armor. I kept my mouth shut knowing she was only there to tell me because she wanted to remind me of what an outcast I was. She continued, "Apparently Rukia has feelings for someone else and his name is Ashido."

With that she got up and left. I looked around and saw Rukia at our old table. She was laying her head on Shinji's shoulder while Orihime was rubbing her back. I rolled my eyes and started searching for Renji. He was in the opposite corner of me. He looked so sad. I took a deep breath and stood up with my food. It's like all eyes were on me. Typical. I made my way to Renji's table and sat down across from him. He looked at me with a surprised look but then gave me a small smile. Shiro joined us not too long after that along with Gin. Renji looked as Shiro glared at him. I just laughed.

"Don't worry Renji, he won't bite nor will Gin."

Gin chuckled, "Well you don't know that Ichi I might be in that mood."

Shiro laughed and looked at me, "Why are you sitting over here with that midgets ex?"

"I feel bad Renji was over here all by himself. I know what it's like to be lonely so I came to keep him company." I stated.

We ate a bit and talked about our classes. We had a couple minutes before lunch ended and so we started cleaning up. Of course lunch could never be that peaceful because Shinji and her gang came walking over to us. Shiro growled and Gin scowled.

"Wow Renji is moving on to the school whore already, do you have no shame?" Rukia asked.

I looked at the ground trying to not make eye contact.

"Honestly Renji I thought you had a little more self respect for yourself do you really want an STD?" Shinji yelled for the whole cafeteria to hear.

Shiro stood up along with Gin ready to tear them a new one but Renji beat them to the punch.

"Man you really are a bitch all of you are geez. And do you miss my dick that much that you came over here wondering who I'm sleeping with? News flash you left me for Ashido so go and fuck your two inch boyfriend with your loose ass pussy. And Shinji, do you really think you have a right to talk? Last time I heard you had a threesome with Kugo and some other girl. You enjoy eating ass just to keep a man who is bored of you?"

I had no words as Rukia and Shinji fumed away, Orihime following close behind. Shiro and Gin were laughing hard and patting Renji on the back. Renji grinned and put his arm around me and said no one talks about his friends. I smiled a bit as I cleaned my trash. School went by fairly quickly. I walked to Shiro's car which was in the far back of the parking lot. He said it's because we leave faster when parked in the back. As I walked I stretched and adjusted my backpack and checked my phone. All I had was a text from Shiro telling me to hurry up. I sighed and hurriedly walked to the car. I was almost there when I felt water hit the back of my neck. I turned and saw Rukia and Shinji throwing water balloons at me while Orihime recorded. I covered my face as they threw the water balloons and laughed.

"How does it feel you stupid bitch?" That was Rukia.

"Yeah you cow you suck enough dick lately?" That was Shinji.

All of a sudden I was pushed to the ground and kicked a couple times before finally I felt Rukia spit on me. They laughed and walked away. Was I crying no I couldn't be it was the water right. I stayed on the ground in the middle of the parking lot wondering when I was going to get up. It felt like hours until I was picked up. I didn't look. I assumed it was Shiro carrying me but this person was a lot more bulky so I assumed Chad but Chad didn't like to drive. I didn't dare look though I was ashamed I was disgusting.

"Oh my fuck Ichi." That was Shiro's voice. I felt me being transferred to Shiro's arms and heard him screaming at the other person, "Who the fuck did this I'll kill them I swear I will."

I sniffled and got out of Shiro's arms and shook my head and looked at the guy who carried me. I had never seen him before but my goodness he was hot. He had baby blue hair and icy blue eyes; he had a toned body and olive skin. He also had cool markings on his eyes and pearly white...woah his canines were sharp looking. I could stare at him all day if I wasn't covered in what I'm now hoping is water and spit. Fucking gross.

"Thank you I'm Ichigo and this is my brother Shiro."

The guy laughed, "I know Shiro, he's friends with my friends which I guess kind of makes us friends."

Shiro snarled, "Fuck this who did this Ichigo tell me! Grimmjow did you see anyone?"

The guy known as Grimmjow shook his head. I just sighed.

"Shi it's fine, come on I just want to go home and shower."

Shiro frowned and carried me to the car. He waved Grimmjow goodbye and speeded off home. When we got home I ran straight for the bathroom and took a shower and cleaned myself. Afterwards I texted my mom and told her to schedule another appointment with Nanao. I went to my room and I wrote in Mr. Secret until I couldn't see anymore from my tears. Shiro busted into my room with murderous intent and sat on the bed. He kept asking me who did it and when I refused to answer he started punching my wall and putting dents in it. As usual. As he was yelling his phone rang and he answered it. I could tell it was Gin. Shiro growled and put Gin on speaker.

'Check the school blog those assholes posted Ichigo online.'

Shiro looked at my phone and saw Rukia and Shinji throwing water balloons at me. Their faces obviously blurred out but anyone who went to that school knew it was them. Shiro was seething as he saw them kicking me and spitting on me. Shiro turned back to his phone and took Gin off of the speaker.

"You down for fucking some bitches up? I'm fine with hitting bitches."

I could hear Gin say hell yeah but I intervened.

"Please leave it, it's not that serious. I can handle myself, trust me okay I can handle this."

Shiro took a deep breath and nodded towards me then left my room. I covered my face knowing I was about to cry again when my phone vibrated. I looked and saw it was a text from Renji.

'Hey I saw what they did to you, are you okay?'

I sniffled and wiped my face as I texted back.

'Yeah man I'm fine thanks for checking in.'

Not a second later he texted back.

'I'll go to the principal about this, you don't deserve this.'

I laughed as I read his text, 'No it's fine I can handle it I promise thanks though.'

Renji was quick to reply again.

'No problem.'

I didn't text back, instead I just did my homework and watched some tv. My parents checked up on me to make sure I was okay. I hid myself under the covers only showing part of my face and nodded to them telling them I was going to bed early. They kissed me goodnight and left. When I felt myself dozing off I turned my tv off and looked at my ceiling in the dark. I honestly don't think I deserved this to be honest. How was I even a whore if I was still a virgin. How was I a slut if all I ever did was kiss a guy not even french kissed just plain kissed. I hate my life and now I am starting to have suicidal thoughts.

Last chapter for today from me and just to let you guys know I do add some dialogue to my editing that roses doesn't they aren't exact replicas but she gives me that draft I edit to my own convivence type stuff. If I like a chapter she sends me then it might be word from word but usually I add my own stuff to it to make it my own. Comment and review and tell me aht you think. Please forgive any mistakes.