My God...
But what had gotten into him last night, to get so angry...
To the point of insinuating that Eames was sleeping with the first person who came along.
After all...
Maybe she really had gone to help Barek.
But the idea that Eames could have lied...
And was going to see another man.
Made him crazy with jealousy.
No and no.
He didn't want that.
Eames was his...
And his alone.
She was the mother of his son.
Goren couldn't stand the thought of another man laying a hand on Eames.
He still remembered the masterful slap she had given him.
He put his hand to his cheek, where he had received the slap, and a big smile appeared on his lips.
- What's that smile on your lips...
At the voice of Logan, who had just taken a chair and sat down next to him at his desk, Goren snapped out of his thoughts.
- Nothing at all.
Nothing at all...
Oh the liar.
Logan had never seen a smile like that on Goren's lips.
As if something had happened.
And he had an idea who that something had happened with.
A little blonde girl, mother of a little boy.
- Are you sure about that...
No but oh...
What kind of insinuation was that?
Logan was a little too curious for his taste.
What was he trying to find out that he didn't already know?
- Isn't it the mother of a certain three year old boy who puts you in this state.
At his words, Goren blushed violently.
Name og God...
It was so obvious.
Of course it was Eames who put him in this state.
He still remembered the last night he had spent in her arms.
That ardor that they had had.
For three years he had been waiting...
And last night he had been allowed another night with Eames.
So who knows...
Maybe he and Eames could do it again...
But he pulled himself together.
No, it couldn't.
Eames had told him just one night.
And he would have to deal with it.
It was already a lot.
So much so, that he had left Eames before it was light.
Exactly...
He had run away from it.
Because he knew that everything had to return to normal.
And so...
If he stayed...
Eames would understand that he would want much more.
Also...
If Jamie ever woke up in the night...
Or before him this morning...
And surprised them...
How could he explain to Jamie...
That he his uncle...
Was in his mother's bed.
But on the other hand...
Maybe it could have changed things between him and Eames.
Goren wanted Eames to be his alone so badly...
And he wanted his son to be close to him.
Thinking about Jamie...
He was already three years old...
And the older he got...
And the harder it would be to tell him the truth.
But this truth...
He couldn't tell it without Eames' permission.
And speaking of revealing...
He would never be able to tell Eames that he needed her...
And her son in his life.
- Stop thinking about Eames...
At her words, whispered in his ear, Goren becomes totally scarlet.
Name of God...
Was Logan going to stop.
- But I don't...
Logan gestures with his hand, silencing him.
- We don't have time... We have to get to a crime scene.
At his words, Goren opened the drawer of his desk, and plunged his hand inside, taking his service weapon, and his badge.
But it was impossible to get his badge.
Name of God...
But where could he have gone.
He was sure he had put it in his drawer.
Well, almost sure.
He looked inside the drawer, but it wasn't there.
He put his hand in his pants pocket, and nothing.
Or maybe it was his badge...
And suddenly it hit him.
The last time he had seen his badge, it was in his pocket, and he had it at Eames.
Could it be...
Good God...
He must have dropped it while getting dressed.
I hope it wasn't Jamie who found it in his mother's room.
Because how would he get away with this...
- You don't have your badge...
At this question, Goren felt annoyed by such a question, and grumbled.
- I don't know where he is... Goren got up from his chair, moved away from his desk, and put his service weapon in its holster on the belt of his pants. But anyway... He shrugged his shoulders, and signaled Logan to follow him. Let's go.
- Thank you for yesterday Alex...
Thank her...
And for what reason.
What Eames had was normal.
Carolyn was his friend.
And so it was normal.
And Barek was the only one who knew about Jamie.
That Goren was his father.
Thinking about the father of her son.
Eames remembered the last night they had spent.
It started with a furious Goren, followed by a slap, and ended with...
At that memory...
She blushed violently, her heart pounding in her chest.
She had slept with Goren again.
And she didn't regret it.
She had loved it.
Goren was such a fiery lover...
So passionate.
But still...
It had been three years.
Eames had been waiting for a gesture...
A word from Goren.
And last night...
But this morning, everything was back to normal.
To his regret...
Goren was gone before she was even awake.
Running away from her.
To her great despair...
Things would never change.
- Mom... Jamie tugged at her mother's skirt, snapping her out of her thoughts. Look what I found on the floor in your room...
Jamie proudly held up the treasure he had found in his mother's room.
It was a black, golden object.
At the sight of the object Jamie held out to him, Eames blushed violently, recognizing it.
It was Goren's badge.
Oh my God...
- Don't tell me...
Name of God...
At Barek's words, Ealmes realized that Carolyn had recognized the object.
It wasn't hard to do since they had the same badge.
- It's the badge from...
Eames gagged Barek's mouth with her hands, silencing her.
If Barek made the mistake...
Jamie was going to question her, and ask her why she had her uncle's badge.
And she knew Jamie had a tendency to nag her when he wanted to know something.
Just like her father.
Unfortunately, he had inherited that trait from Goren.
- Jamie can you put the badge on the table... Jamie put the badge on the table. If you can go play in your room...
At his words, Jamie nodded, and headed to his room with a cheerful step.
Eames waited until Jamie was safely in his room, before removing his hands from Carolyn's mouth.
- That's Goren's badge.
Good God...
As she had guessed...
Barek had figured out very well whose badge it was.
And so…
It was better to tell him the truth.
- I slept with Bobby... last night.
At his words, Barek opened his mouth to close it again.
So Eames and Goren had slept together again.
But then why...
Yes.
Why did they...
Didn't they get together for good instead of pretending that everything was back to normal.
But it wasn't.
Barek was sure that Jamie would be happy that his parents were getting together.
And more importantly...
If he found out his father was Goren.
When you saw how much Jamie adored Goren.
So why did...
- He insinuated that I was sleeping with another man...
What.
Goren would say something like that to Eames.
But it was wrong to imply such a thing.
When you saw that Eames only had God for Goren.
What a fool he was.
- I slapped him... Eames lowered his head, not daring to look at Barek. And he... Eames pinked violently, his heart beating out of his chest. He kissed me. Eames brought his hands to his face, hiding it. And we...
God...
It was so embarrassing...
So disturbing to tell people that she had slept with Goren.
Especially since she had loved it.
If only she had the courage to tell Goren what she felt deep in her heart.
That she wanted him in her life...
And most of all...
That he was Jamie's father.
But she could never tell him.
She was so afraid he would run away from her, if she told him the truth.