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Ch.3 Sleeping sun
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November 25, 2019 8:30am
The last few days have been very fast for me mainly having doctors asking me the same questions multiple times, doing the same examines on me seeing if anything has changed or explain explain my memory loss so far nothing but physically there has been some progress. Ever since I woke up my body has begun to heal at a faster rate than while I was in a coma, my neck has healed up to the point I can now sit up and move my head around a little but speaking hurts so I just write down whenever I need to communicate with someone.
My doctor by the name of Dr. Edward Andrews's middle aged man mid 40s black hair with some white starting to appear over the black, he has been assigned to be my doctor after I was brought in. The hospital had a similar patient like me who lost their memories in a accident and Dr. Andrews was able to handle the patient and be able to help them the best he possible could.
Dr. Andrews study both phycology and is still a physician so he is in between both departments, the hospital employee's say he's experience is something they don't take for granted it would be a mad house without him ,Besides being a wonderful doctor he's bed side manner is wonderful he speaks to he's patient like he's know them the longest, he cares for each one no matter what race or gender ,he's not afraid to be brutally honest than lie to you but doesn't come off as a asshole about it.
With a English accent I somehow understand him perfectly unlike a few people around here my guess is probably tourist so I guess I could be part British as well, today where doing the usual test asking me questions about myself like favorite color, what's my last memories ,any siblings etc. As usual my responses are green, something with water that's the last I remember, not sure if I do have any siblings but would be nice to have an older sister or two.
After the first two days of the same thing he decided to do a game called 20 questions which I actually do enjoy playing especially with Dr. Andrews and Lucy, usually when it's time for Andrews to leave Lucy comes in and continues over for him which I'm thankful for. Lucy tells me I may be able to get out of bed soon but I'll have to take only a few steps at a time until I can build back up my muscle and strength, at this point I'll take anything if it means getting out of this bed and moving around.
My crush on Lucy has gotten bigger in the last few days of talking to her and finding more about her like she likes her favorite kind of whisky is Irish whisky, her favorite food is Italian which is funny considering she's part British, Irish and Scottish. She also have 2 younger sisters named Maura and Ashley but they prefer Mary and Aqua, Mary is currently a trained paramedic with the local fire department instead of working in a hospital she prefers the field work instead.
Aqua has her own team of marine biologist they go out in the ocean doing studies on all different kind of sea life, apparently she had wanted to go her own path that separated her from her older sisters. Thankfully Lucy is pretty calm about my crush on her sometimes teasing me about it from time to time which I honestly would do if our roles where switched.
Lucy has been here for me whenever she gets the chance to even though she has her duties as a nurse for the other patients, bringing me my food, changing the bandages on my neck, being an emotional support for me while I'm going therapy. I'm not sure if I have other friends but I can say she's by far the best friend anybody could wish for, I'm actually surprised she is still single I asked her that during our last game of 20 questions.
She says she hasn't met the right person yet which does make me happy but I hope she can find that special person one day no matter who it may be as long as she's happy, today it's a slow today so she's able to stay longer than usual our game continues until she asks me a question that has me surprised it takes me a few minutes to actually write down my response. Hey brit I know this may sound strange but well what are your plans for after you get out of here considering we can't locate any of your family or anyone who has reported you missing?
I defiantly wasn't suspecting that kind of question but honestly I haven't really given it much thought considering I've been trying to remember some kind of my memory's so I write down I'm not exactly sure why do you ask? Well you're going to need a place to stay until your back on your own two feet and I have my apartment that's not far from here, if you want maybe you could stay with me for a while plus you don't really know anyone or the area to me it makes sense but I'm not pressuring you just giving you a option.
With a smirk I can't help myself but tease her Wow I didn't expect that kind of question you better be careful luc you're starting to sound like your actually concerned for me. The moment I said that I wish I didn't cause the look on Lucy's face she was pissed at me,I am brit you don't even remember who you are or what happened to you in the first place, I don't want to see you hurt again sorry for actually caring for your safety because you don't seem to.
Luc I didn't mean to make it sound like I'm not worried I am its I'm the one with no memories I'm not even sure if I even live in Ireland why do you think I'm always stressed after you or the doc leave? I'm left with my own thoughts hell I don't even know my own family for all I know they could have already labeled me as dead and not know I'm still alive.
Brit I know right now is a scary time for you that's why I want to be here for you trust me I don't usual go inviting random people to my own home like this you're the first.
Luce you have been here for me helping me through all of my problems you make me actually have something to look forward to every time I go to bed to when I wake up, you have stayed by my side without question, I know it's only been like a week since I've woken up but you have been by my side but I don't want to be taking advantage of you, you already have your own life I don't want to be a bigger burden on you.
Up until this point I haven't noticed the tears that are running down my face but I can't help it the bare thought of actually not having Lucy by my side my literal rock that keeps me feeling safe and grounded makes my heart break, but forcing her to have to give up her own home, space and having to look after a mess like me who can't even remember her own name she doesn't deserve that. Lucy with those beautiful eyes of hers that whenever I look into them I usually am able to let myself relax but now I can't even look at them without feeling crushed, she puts her hands on my face so I have no choice but to look directly at her and start losing myself as we just stare at each other just inches away from each other.
Brit I have never thought any of that not for a second you're not taking advantage of me and I want you to move in plus taking care of people is my job after all, with a slight smirk she start running her hands through my hair which starts feeling wonderful and instantly I can't help but let a small gasp as she travels her hand to my neck with a firm but not painful grip. You couldn't do anything that remotely bothers me I don't want to lose you having you here I'm glad I was able to meet you, before you came I had no one no friends only family I have are my two sisters and they have their own live as well.
Brit I want you not just as a come and go away friend I want you in my life forever as long as we live every time I leave here to go back to my lonely apartment all i can do is worry if something happens while I'm not there, I won't ever force you I want you to make this choice on your own. I'll give you some time to think things through just keep an open mind,as Lucy is about to get up I already knew what I want and it's her it may be rushing things but I don't care at this point I also don't want to be by myself.
With a rush I lean up and give a small kiss on her cheek to keep her from leaving the sudden movement brought some pain to my neck but I ignored it as take my hands and put them between her neck, I struggle to use my voice but this I had to tell her with my own voice not with a pen and paper I want to stay with you always. For a moment she had a surprised look on her face probably from me using my own voice but then with a smile she grabs my face and presses our heads together the both of us green staring into blue, blue staring into green as we lean into each other as our lips make contact the sudden feeling of electricity shooting through me the excitement as we deepen the kiss, I don't notice as we separate for air but instantly our second kiss turns into multiple tongues exploring each other Lucy starts to slowly suck and chew my bottom lips.
After our little make out session we just lay there Lucy on top of me arms holding one another not wanting to let go of one another, Lucy's hair is a mess the little make up she did have on is smudged her scrubs are all wrinkly I realize she should go fix herself before someone notices our appearance's. I quickly find my pen and paper and write you should clean yourself up before someone sees us like this I don't want you getting in trouble,yeah we kind of should plus it's going to be hard to explain the hickey I just left on your neck.
With a grin simply shrugged my shoulders not caring if others saw my hickey the excitement I just went through I can't help but feel jittery I can't wait to do that again, but Lucy does have to go back to work so reluctantly I watch her leave but not before I manage to say I love you, she turns around and blows me a kiss with a smirk I love you to and walks away. I can't help but lean back down and let everything that just happened sink in while having this dopey smile.
I'm so sorry for the delay things happened and I couldn't update on Sunday like I wanted, everything seems good now so hopefully there's no more delays.
Here's the next chapter read and review. 09/20/22