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January 1st,2019 9:30am Ireland,Dublin hospital
The last few months have been interesting to say the least later on that day after our first kiss Lucy came back later to check up on me,she came in with a bouquet of flowers for me. Hey Brit hope you like these flowers I wasn't sure your which ones you would like I hope I got the right ones though,taking them in my hands I take a few sniffs of them and I get a faint smell of lavender and something else that's sweat.
I nod my head yes with a small smile as I hand them back to her so she can put them safely into a vase for me,while she's doing that I notice that she seems nervous a little fidgety and is trying to not make direct eye contact with me. Luce is everything alright you seem nervous about some is it about earlier,you know you can talk to me about anything whenever you need to?
Yeah it is sorry to worry you but you're the first person I've ever really fallen in love so this is all new to me,but also what does this mean for us are we a item now? I would love for us to be a couple but I need to know is this actually genuine or are you doing this just to make me happy,I don't want you to be with me because you feel like you have to.
Brit my feelings for you are definitely real I'm new to this relationship thing but my feelings for you are real I would like to be with you as long as your there with me step by step I'm looking forward to the future,she takes my hands into hers I can feel her palms are sweat with some small patches of callouses but at the same time soft to the touch Brit would you be my girlfriend?
I manage to let out a small but happy yes and everything else from there disappears as we lean into each other, ever since than everything has been a whirlwind of emotions for the both of us neither one having any experience with dating but soon I find out I love the feeling of having this amazing person with me being able to see them every day but on a higher and more meaningful level. The last few months have been the most happiest I've felt since waken up and not remembering who I was or anything from my past,but now I have an amazing girlfriend who I love plus Dr. Andrews told me earlier while I was watching this old 80s tv show called werewolf that I've gotten attached to since I was bored one day and I was browsing through the tv that I'll be released later this week.
Going through therapy was nothing short but absolute hell for me who knew learning how to re walk again was definitely not a fun experience I constantly kept fallen on my face so many times I lost count but my stubborn self wouldn't give up plus Lucy was a big help never leaving my side when she was able to, my neck thankfully healed up but I have this long scar that goes across my whole right side of my neck sadly the scar won't go away plus there's some discoloration from the burns. Personally I rather just have it covered but Lucy convinced me that I should embrace it to have it as a reminder of what I went through and that i didn't give up, my memories well not so much I have gotten some small bits and pieces of an explosion happening that's something the police and hospital still haven't been able to find anything about me at least not in Ireland.
Recently I've been having these strange dreams I expected to have nightmares that make me start screaming at 2 in the morning but none of that I dream of this women standing across from me were in this empty field, she has this sad look on her face as the rain starts pouring but I don't feel anything cold she has the same shoulder length hair as me with the same shade of blonde hair but she has a small red part that's dyed with these ruby colored eyes that show sorrow,tragedy,but mainly regret. The shocking thing about her is she looks exactly like me just different eye color it feels like looking in a mirror but at the same time I don't feel like I've ever met her but also feel something familiar to her maybe we're related somehow,when i try to talk to her she just starts crying as this mist starts covering her slowly from here feet all the up her legs until her whole body is covered before she is full covered she lets out a gurgling cry as she disappears into the fog leaving me alone in the rain.
I've talked to Lucy about these dreams I keep having she's just as lost as I am so I decided to talk to the doc about it while we are doing our private therapy session probably the last one we will be having if everything goes according to plan,he listens to what I tell him and for a while he doesn't say anything just sits there thinking for a good while. Brit there's no right or wrong answer to all of this you wanting to remember or understand this women in your dreams how she's connected to all of this, your memories may not come in as you want or may never return to you are you going to be able to handle that and continue this life you have?
But doc how do I re start my life all over again when I don't remember anything from before I don't even know if this women is related to me or why she doesn't say anything to me,hell I don't even have a bloody ID that says my name on it I hate not knowing or remembering anything about myself how can I continue to live this life without remembering my old life? He gives me a solid stern look before replying Brit it doesn't matter what you did before in the past or who you used to be what matters is the now part remember this WE ARE WE DO Brit OUR ACTIONSDEFINE US OUR DEEDS NEVER FORGET THAT NEVER FORGET WHO YOU AREthat one sentence it strikes something in my head and suddenly memories start to slowly come back to me it's like trying to solve a puzzle by moving the pieces around until they eventually fit.
As Lucy comes in I don't hear what she says as memories finally start coming together at first I see a sunset and I have the object next to me but I can't tell what it is until I have to force myself to go deeper into this memory,finally something gives and the object turns into a big ship she's covered in this weird dazzle kind of paint and her name in beautiful bold golden letters reads OLYMPIC at first glance I thought I was on another ship but than I notice that my whole body is different I don't have arms or legs like I do now. I soon start to realize that I'm actually a ship as well and while she keeps talking to me she utters the same sentence,than before the memory ends I hear Olympic say ill always be there for you little sis no matter how many sour krauts I gotta go through until we're safe.
I must have blacked out later because the next thing I know I'm back on the bed but my head is on Lucy's lap with the doc next to me probably keeping an eye on me,I turn to look up at Lucy and immediately I see that she's crying her eyes are puffy bloodshot red but when she sees me awake she starts kissing me all over my face, Brit your finally awake im so relieved don't ever scare me like that against I go to grab my notepad but notice something feel different with my throat like suddenly I can speak so I try to speak what happened I remember talking to the doc and than that's it? Babe I came in to check up on you and suddenly your eyes go wide before you fall on the ground and pass out I thought you where having a seizer but noticed you just passed out,also i know this isn't the time but your voice you can finally talk I love the way how it sounds feeling my cheeks blush from Lucy's compliment thankfully the doctor comes to my aid.
Lucy give her a moment before you go trying to stick your tongue down her throat she just woke up from fainting give the lass a moment or maybe not he just made it even more embarrassing cause now the both of us are blushing like complete idiots but I can't lie he's not wrong Lucy has done that plenty of times,while doing her rounds twice while we where doing my walking exercises she brought me to this small closet in the east wing of the hall we where in, 20 minutes later my gown is gone her top part of her scrubs are gone so she's just has her bra on and her bottom of her scrubs still on. What originally started off as small kisses turned into a make out session which turned into Lucy all but ripped off my gown and sports bra going for my chest she has my right nipple into her mouth while her right hand is in my panties just slowly rubbing my folds as her left hand is groping her big ass.
She lets out a popping sound as she lets go of my nipples and starts going after my neck her first hickey never disappeared probably from her always going for the same spot every time we kiss,as she slowly stops rubbing my private area Brit i so badly wanna take you here right now but I want our first time to be special you deserve a first real date before we take this next step maybe we should stop,originally I was worried about someone seeing us but that thought soon changed as she stripped me naked besides my panties and having me turned on so badly I'm craving to reach my big o i don't care anymore if someone sees us let them. Lucy my sweet amazing Lucy your not about to get a girl soaking wet and excited and than leave her hanging because we haven't gone out on a "proper date" I love you and as long as my first time is with you i don't care where we areand to prove it I reach behind her quickly taking her bra off letting her big soft breasts and before she can say anything I pull her pants with her black lacy panties down as well I want this right now babe. Sadly before we can continue Dr Andrews is on the other side of the door knocking without a care in the world on what where currently doing sorry girls but the janitor is wondering if he can get he's closet back so he can finish doing hes job? The both of us are just holding each other the moment ruined now by 2 men who have no sense of time just give up Lucy helps me dress as i reply sorry about that uhh give us a few doc we will be right out, alright you to hurry up and Lucy when your done actually doing your job instead of 7 minutes in heaven I would like a word with you in my office.
Ahh fuck my ass as Lucy puts her head on me wanting to avoid this talk i quickly give her a seductive one day my fair queen and give her ass a quick snack before I let go of her, later that day I had a new nurse for the rest of the day while Lucy got an earful and was Assigned to the maternity ward. As I let go of that special memory we both give him a small glare before I speak up well after you finished speaking to me something that you said struck something inside of me and a small memory came to me I'm not sure what to make of it though.
The both of them are silent waiting for me to continue on Lucy grabbing my left hand and intertwining our fingers together while rubbing her thumb over my knuckles and the doc grabs my old notepad and pen ready to start writing everything down that I say. Well there's this giant ship next to me while were looking off into the sunset she has this dazzle on her that makes her look weird and the same time kinda fat anyway I dont remember all of it but I do remember she said the same thing as what you said doc.
Getting the hint to keep talking I gotta ask you both something this may sound weird but is it possible for a human to also be a ship or something I felt like I was in a bigger body but stronger faster than what I am now but also more familiar as well, this time Lucy speaks up in a happy but also serious tone yes it's called gijinka or resurrection in terms of today it's when a ship meets her end and she dies hers soul can neither be reincarnated as another ship,have a human life, or go on and sail into the afterlife. It's not as popular as it was years ago with the new technology not a lot of ships are sinking as they used to but yeah people still know about it some like it some don't,as she continues talking to me I start feeling nervous I already know now what I am but the question lies will they except me?
Brit I need you to be completely honest with me do you think that you where reborn I need you to tell me this,I'm starting to get nervous cause I don't want Lucy to know I'm some old ship that thinks she's a human now but I don't wanna lie to her so I listen to my heart and nod my head yes not making any kind of eye contact. Lucy goes stiff for a moment before she carefully grabs my chin up so I'm looking directly at her babe please don't think I'm ashamed of you I'm not that's the last thing I am right now before we can continue let me see your back,I quickly don't understand what she means by but I follow what she asks and lower my gown I hear a pen fall and the doc whispers 433.
When a ship regains there memories there yard number appears on the back that's why I asked you to remove your gown so we can all see your number, as I see Lucy smiling even more than I've ever seen her in my life I go from being nervous to curious why was she so happy about this? Ok so I used to be a ship why are you so happy for Luce shouldn't you be shocked or something; because babe now we know you you used to be plus that means we also have something in common as well.
Before I can reply Lucy takes her shirt off in a single moment just in her red velvet colored bra and turns around the numbers 367 on her back and suddenly I understand why she's soo happy, wait so you where a gijinka as well why didn't you tell me this and what ship where you originally? Well I was nervous to tell you originally because I wasn't sure how you would react to it and I was the mighty and fastest RMS Lusitania the oldest greyhound sister which I won the blue ribbon might I add, it's something I don't always look back on mainly to many bad memories but I have all my sisters with me and now I have you.
All I can say is a simple wow i not exactly sure on what to say being told I used to be made outta of metal and finding out my girlfriend used to be the same I take a minute to gather myself, What about me if your a greyhound you came from Cunard so where did I come from than, well I don't remember that number for Cunard you where probably from another company what was your name? Britannic I manage to whisper finally after saying my name fully I feel a weight being lifted from me,hmm Britannic I know I heard that name from somewhere do you Remember what class you where?
I I think something Olympian perhaps everything is still kinda fuzzy when I look up to Lucy I see her from going to happy to completely shocked I turn to the doc and he's gone pale as a ghost,did i say son wrong to them brit I mean Britannic do you mean the Olympian class sisters that's it it was the Olympian class yeah it was now i remember it I had 2 older sisters. As I'm starting to get excited I actually remember something Lucy looks pissed off I stop my mini celebration wondering why she's mad Luce did did I say something wrong did I do something to you?
No I'm sorry it's well Cunard and white star have always been rivals since the beginning and you 3 where meant to be our rivals,as she keeps talking i realize what she means the rivalry between both lines I get why she's upset now. Babe that's in the past but I can't help but hate your sister your older one Olympic or Olivia as she goes by she's the absolute worst we got into so many fights ever time we saw each other it was always on the spot, but that doesn't mean I hate you i can't judge you on her behalf's or her decisions but I hope you get why im not exactly thrilled.
I look back at the thought of Olympics last words to me and realize she lied to me i somehow ended up dyeing and she just let it happen idk why but suddenly I feel a seething anger hold me, she let me die Luce I remember she promised me she would always protect me and that we will always stay together but yet where is she? She wasn't here since I've woken up she let me die in a fucking bloody war she couldn't keep her damn promise to me why why why Lucy presses me to her holding me as I start crying and screaming her face showing pure fucking rage at the thought of what Olympic did. I don't care if we are related or not I never wanna see her again so she can pretend that she was actually concerned for me she can fucking rot in hell with those nazi krauts for all I care I FUCKING HATE her I keep saying as I completely fall into Lucy crying my eyes out. Don't you ever worry about her Britannic I won't let her anywhere near you again she doesn't know your back and I'm keeping it that way she would have to go through my cold dead hands before I let her near you, as Lucy keeps me in her hold I let a small smile form I know she would protect me from her I may have lost a back stabbing "sister" but I have this amazing person who loves me and I can actually count on.
I look up at her and let out a small smile done crying but extremely tired Lucy getting the hint lays down and has me on top of her my head in between her neck and chest and my last thought are I never wanna see you again Olympic not as long as I live before I let the darkness take me away and I pass out.
Wow that's a long chapter but I hope you enjoyed it the small lemon part just seemed to find its way into it , I'll add a whole chapter of them but not for a while thanks for reading comment away until next time thank you
09/24/22