Ch.5 take my hand
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January 8th 2019 Dublin, Ireland Parnell square 10:30 pm
The last few days at the hospital seemed to drag on the longest for me from the waves of memories flooding back to me slowly I started remember more of my past life I did some research and now I'm over 100 years old, which is weird considering i was only a year old when I sank but oh well Lucy started cracking jokes at me I was just letting her have her fun until she decided to call me a old motorboat. Not wanting her to get the last laugh I reminded her that she's technically older than me so if i was an old motor boat than she was a older tug boat that one got me laughing so hard my side started hurting, Lucy on the other mind didn't seem so thrilled about the name so we decided to call a draw speaking of names my new official name is Brittney but Lucy still calls me brit as her nickname for me.
Lucy and the doc stayed up with me till 2 in the morning explain everything to me about what happens when a ship sinks apparently Lucy told her younger sisters but Olympic never told me i guess she may not have wanted to or the situation didn't call for it either way just more reasons for me to be pissed with her I've decided after some time by myself to keep my distance for now until I'm ready to face her again I've waited for 100 years I can wait a few more if that's what i decide, so with the whole reincarnated thing is we can be brought back to the world of the living as a human or we can stay as our true selves and sail into the after life or the great beyond we don't decide it but with the younger ships like me and Lucy who didn't have a long career we mostly get brought back but someone like Olympic or Mauritania who had a long successful career there chances of having a human body are low but not uncommon another thing is we can communicate with other ships but a regular person who doesn't have this "gift" as what the doc calls it cant understand them some people actually think ships aren't even a living thing just a object that floats. We also contain better energy and a lot stronger than we may look some that are reincarnated may have a special gift depending on there will and strength it will show within time but not everyone that does come back has it there for named gift, being brought back we forget our memories of our previous lives for a certain amount of time but eventually we get them back which I'm thankful for not remembering anything really drove me nuts the first few weeks that I woke up.
I keep having these dreams of the mystery girl i do get closer to her before she screams and disappears I'm hoping I can get close enough where I can try to well do anything find out why she keeps popping up in my weird ass dreams like honestly everything i went through i don't dream of my old life my captain and crew or even my girlfriend just this person whos life goal seems to make me get hardly any sleep what so ever I cant remember how many times I've fallen asleep in the most ridiculous of places like the one time I was in the middle of eating a bowl of cereal , next thing I know one of the nurses and Lucy comes in finding me face down in a bowl of lucky charms way passed out with bubbles coming from the bowl(I chose this brand of cereal not because lucky is a leprechaun I just like the cereal fyi)me waken up with tiny marshmallows' stuck to my face with multi colored milk running down my face and neck safe to say until this mystery girl leaves me be I'm not allowed to eat cereal by myself again i also found out Lucy took a pic of me and sent it to her sisters so safe to say i was embarrassed when we video called for the first time. Than was the time i went for a walk to the indoor garden i passed out in the middle of some tomatoes plants the gardener wasn't so happy with me sleeping on his plants and i was banned from going there by myself , the biggest one after pleading with Lucy to let me actually take a shower by myself instead of having someone present that went down bad when the doc came in looking for me and the sudden knocking on the door startled me and the next thing I know I manager to rip down the shower curtains in one single go.
Lucy now on decided i cant shower by myself so now we both shower together this one i actually like instead of everything else plus its a great way for us to be alone naked and wet with each other now that I think of it we have done more making out than bathing but i don't mind plus Lucy I've learned is such a horny nut taking the chance to always go after me neither on my neck adding more hickeys to it or going after my chest my nipples are still sore from our last "shower", with this girl the land scape has changed its gone to the ocean somehow I'm standing on the water and its fucking freezing outside with icebergs all over i see people in life boats off in the distance with some wreckage surrounding us this girl she still has this sad look on her face she's dressed in this uniform i guess with these different colors all around her i see hints of gold and red but mainly everything else is black with a white line around her hips she has this skirt that goes to her feet with a white dress shirt underneath. Her jacket has stripes on each side of her arms the words white stair clear as day are on her right breast pocket side her left side has a name tags but part of it is missing i get RMS so i do know she another ocean liner and from my guess she probably hit a iceberg and sank, i feel so bad for her i wanna go comfort her but she never gives me the chance to she now points to her nametag and lets out a sad moanfully find me and leaves me not giving me much of a clue on who she is or why she wants me to find her I've kept Dr. Andrews and Lucy up to date after some thinking he came up with this hypothesis that the both of us are connected somehow and she's trying to reach out to me for help.
My first thought was it could be from Olympic somehow maybe her guilt is trying to reach me or something but she never sank she we cross her off the list the next suggestion was my second oldest sister titanic but no one has been able to find her some say she's to ashamed to show her face some say she just crossed over there's 0 evidence that she's even still around so we leave her to the side honestly I hope I can find her we never got the chance to properly meet so I have no memories of her Olympic told me she was so excited for me to wake up she was a very bubbly ship who loved her sisters and made hugs a mandatory thing she would always brag about the both of us yes being the largest ships in the world but also our sheer glory and luxury. Times like this i hate to say but I'm jealous of Lucy she has both of her sisters while i neither want to see one part of my family and the other part has been MIA for over a hundred of years I want to be able to have that relationship to have a big sister who actual would protect me and the worst thing that happens with her is being hugged ever 5 seconds i know its weird to say but I miss someone i never even got the chance to know being told about her from others isn't the same as getting to know the other person.
Today was a big moment for me I finally was discharged from the hospital I'm glad to say I became friends with a lot of the doctors and nurses there this one nurse i found out later was the head nurse she also use to be a ship as well she actually was the leader for white stair RMS OCEANIC now she goes by head nurse Oceana she was one of the few to know who I'm actually am she was disappointed in Olympic but she also reminded me that I cant put the blame all on her Olympic didn't know there was a mine and in war no one was safe no matter what family friends its all up there a 50 50 chance of live or die, besides that we got along pretty well she and Lucy have been teaching me some basic stuff and I realized I was a hospital ship in ww1 maybe I could try out for a nurse once i get my shit together I realized back than I loved to help people no matter what the circumstances where. She gave me her personal number and told me I would always be welcomed to try out for a nurse but it wont be easy which is fine by me I also love a good challenge, since the cloths i wore where half burnt and ripped when i came in the hospital provided me a set of clothes a pair of black leggings that have small green lettering stitched into them a pair of green converse which i immediately fell in love with a big white winter jacket with a removable hood a small hat that covered my ears and green mittens. Lucy's car wasn't that far she had one of the other nurses named Beatty get the car while Lucy wheeled me out of the main entrance a small group of people where outside seeing me off it touched me so much i spent over a year here and now I was leaving to start my life once again this time no wars or mines but plain simple human life,I will miss all these nice people but if I play my cards right I may be working with them in the future so hopefully this isn't a permanent goodbye but a see you later goodbye.
20 minutes pass by while lucy was driving I was busy looking out the window taking in all the new scenery all the houses and buildings we pass by I didn't realize until now how much I was missing out in the world,the weather was freezing cold but it wasn't snowing plus Lucy's car was great with the hit but after awhile I started getting hot so I take off my jacket and lay it on my lap while we lay in a comfortable silence the excitement in me not going down I can't wait until we get to Lucy's house I love the people at the hospital but the rooms suck and now that it's just going to be the both of us all alone I can't help the thoughts that run through my head no more having to sneak a few kisses here and there no one telling us it's inappropriate for a employee to being French kissing the patients. The things we could do together I'm not sure I wanna wait any longer I just want to have Lucy all to myself suddenly I go from being warm to hot as Lucy grabs my hand don't worry babe not that much further car rides aren't my thing but it's to cold to be walking and I know you couldn't wait to leave that place, I'll admit I will miss the people there but being stuck in one room not being able to do anything blows plus now no more distractions I can finally have all of you to myself I take my hand that's being held by her I start to kiss her knuckles before I move to her fingers giving each one a kiss than slowly with a smirk I start sucking on her index finger giving her the idea of what I want to do.
Geez babe usually I'm the one who's the impatient one just wait a little longer I gotta focus on the road so please stop being so damn sexy for a few,letting her fingers out how much longer till we get there than I don't wanna wait any longer patience Brit it's only another 20 minute if we can both go through all these months of being interrupted you can wait a little longer. Usually I would be telling her this but I don't need to there's nothing else to stop us anymore suddenly a idea strikes me yeah your right babe but here's the thing yes I can wait but see I don't want to how about this make that 20 minutes into ten and I'll go down on you first ,to be fair here's some help for you I take off my top and reach behind and with a swift motion undo my bra I blow her a kiss as I toss my bra it Landing on her head I see in her eyes nothing but absolute lust with a innocent smile is this good enough for you or do you need more convincing?
Lucy goes from a calm 55 to a raging 85 miles per hour in seconds Im just there giggling at my soon to be lovers mood I put my shirt back on so no one else driving by can see, hmm please be careful ma'am wouldn't want you to cause a mess on the road she turns to me and with a wicked smile just you want you wanna tease me you will soon find out why you don't mess with a fast greyhound like me speed is in my veins after all I just hope you will enjoy not being able to walk for awhile,confused I ask what do you mean not be able to walk for a few days let's just say after I'm done with you your legs are going to feel like jelly.
The heat that spreads to my face isn't as bad as the slick warm heat that's between my legs fuck making her even more turned on has got wet all I can do is grab her hand again as Lucy keeps driving like a maniac to her house.
yep so the next chapter will be the big lemon that I've been looking forward to if you feel uncomfortable with it just ignore it it will be my first ever one so please bare with me. I also wanna take this moment and wish a good artist and a somewhat friend of mine a speedy recovery he just recently had a heart attack and is in the hospital NORTHA/DAWN I wish you all the best and your time of need please everyone who reads this story he's a big inspiration for me I love he's artwork and is one of the reasons i didn't want to give up on this story, give him a shoutout on twitter or instagram he also had s deviant art account same name. There's still some time left before I announce the winner so far only one person has gotten back to me until next week stay safe.
-Sector Z 10/3/22