Chapter 1: The Beginning
Disclaimer: SEXUAL AND PHYSICAL ABUSE IN THIS CHATER IF TRIGGERED DO NOT READ!
I'm Sydney Elizabeth Rose and I'm seventeen years old. I live with my mom, dad, and my brother but my life isn't all rainbows and daisies. My mom and brother died in a car crash last year, I miss them so much. Anyway, I love to dance and sing just like my mom. My mom was a ballet dancer but then retired to have a family, but she taught dance to younger kids at a studio. I also love music I can play a few instruments like the violin, guitar, and piano. After my mom's death, my dad started drinking, heavily. He would always come home drunk, it's really sad to see him hurting so much. I'm worried one day his liver will shut down or he just not come home at all. I don't know what to do. The front door slammed and it brought me out of my thoughts 'dad', I heard him come up the stairs.
Expecting him to just go to bed I heard a knock at my door I opened it and my dad was standing there with a bottle of scotch in his hand."Heyyy" He said his words slurring, I knew he was drunk. I said "come on dad let's get you to bed" I tried to grab his arm and lead him to his bedroom but he grabbed my arm, hard and said "where do you think you're going" then he put the bottle down on my desk and grabbed my other arm. I tried pulling my arms away but that made him mad, then out of know where he slapped me across the face, I fell on my side and he started kicking me in the stomach. I didn't know what was happening why was he doing this, he finally stopped kicking me when he saw me crying. Then he grabbed my legs unbuttoned my shorts and pulled my clothes off of my body. I screamed, "STOP DAD WHAT ARE YOU DOING" but he ignored me continuing to take sips from the bottle when he had all of my clothes off he got on top of me and said, "I'm going to teach you a lesson you little bitch!".
Then I heard him unbuckling his pants I tried to squirm away but he grabbed my legs and pulled me back towards him. He then took his belt off and tied it around my hands so I couldn't move he grabbed my legs and forced them open I begged him to stop but he kept going. He pushed himself inside of me and started thrusting really hard I screamed "IT HURTS PLEASE STOP" in between cries but he kept going saying things like "YOUR A WHORE AND A SLUT YOU PIECE OF SHIT!" or "I HATE YOU, YOUR SUCH A STUPID BITCH." while thrusting as hard as he could. I could feel the blood dripping down my leg, It hurt so much I thought it was going to kill me. He kept going harder and harder after a while I went still. I stopped screaming, stopped trashing, stopped moving, I just laid there and tried to pretend this wasn't happening. After what seemed like forever he finally stopped he pulled out and unhooked his belt from my arms. He, stood up buckled his pants grabbed the bottle of alcohol and left slamming the door behind him. I just laid there shocked, hurt, sad, scared, and in a lot of pain. I didn't know what to do so I just stood up put on some sweatpants and a t-shirt and got into bed. School started tomorrow and I was already nervous, now I'll have to be more aware of what I say and do. We just moved back to forks, we moved when I was little to Texas but after my mom and brother died y dad wanted to come back here. I can't tell anyone about this if I tell someone 'he'll kill me', what am I going to do. I'm so scared, I guess I'll just do whatever I can to keep him from getting mad. I changed into some Pj's and crawled into bed. Lord knows how badly I wanted to shower, but I knew that wasn't going to happen with my dad still awake. I just tried to relax and pretend this night didn't happen. Praying to whatever god was out there to give me a nightmare-less sleep.
I hope you enjoyed the first chapter. Sorry, it's so short and rough. I wanted to start this off on kind of a wow factor. Please vote, comment, and share let me know what you think. If you want more I will definitely do more. TwilightFanGirl_1