Chapter 10: Confessions
Previously
He walked over to me, grabbed my hand and lead me over to his couch. We sat down and he said "Sydney, in the hallway you said that you had feelings for me, but what kind of feelings?"
Sydney's POV
I instantly became flustered again, 'What am I supposed too tell him' 'How am I supposed to tell him' I thought. I took a deep breath and looked straight into his eyes. His beautiful gold irises held nothing but sincerity and concern. I looked down, a little bit shy. I had nothing on his beauty, how could someone like him like someone like me. I felt something cold under my chin, then my head started tilting up. I was soon facing Emmett and he was smiling sweetly at me. He removed his hand from under my chin and said "It's ok if you don't feel comfortable telling me." 'No, I'm not going to let fear stop me from telling him. That will be the biggest mistake of my life.' I took another deep breath and said "Emmett, I like you, a lot. I've liked you since the moment we met. I feel this pull towards you, like you are the only one meant for me. I know we've only known each other for a month but for some reason I feel like the moment I saw you the world stopped spinning for me and started spinning for you. I feel like I can trust you and I don't trust a lot of people, you just make me feel so safe." I poured mt heart and soul out into this confession, If I was going to tell him how I felt I was going to tell him everything.
I looked at him to find him smiling at me widely, then he kissed me. I was shocked as he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me as close to his body as possible. I was frozen in his his embrace, I wasn't expecting this. He continued to kiss me as I melted into his embrace, I placed my hands on his biceps and slowly slid my hands up his arms and around his neck as we continued to kiss. He reached over, grabbed my leg and pulled me onto his lap so I was straddling him. I was so indulged into his kiss that I didn't even care. We continued to move our lips in sinc with each others. I had never been kissed like this, his soft cool lips gently pressed against mine. I was starting to lose myself when I remembered my dad and Brandon. I snapped out of my hypnotic state and gently pulled away from Emmett's kiss. He instantly looked up at me and said "I'm so sorry, I got ahead of myself. I should have asked first." I smiled at his gentleman personality, most guys would try to keep going or take it farther. "No,it's ok, I….enjoyed it" I blushed a little and said "Thank you, for stopping I mean." He looked at me a little confused "I mean when I pulled away you respected my space, nor did you try to take the kiss farther than just a kiss."
He smiled and said "Well, I believe you should respect a females space and wishes, no matter what." I was so shocked, Esme and Carlisle raised him to be the perfect gentleman. I was sure I had a shocked facial expression because Emmett laughed his booming laughter. I smiled sheepishly, once Emmett's laughter died down he looked at me and said "I like you a lot to, if you couldn't tell." I laughed and said "Yea, I think you showed how much you liked me when you kissed me then pulled me onto your lap." He smiled and said in a seductive voice"Is that a problem" I blushed a even harder than I already was and said "Not at all." I bent down and pecked his lips and said "So are we going to stay friends after this" he looked into my eyes and turned serious and said "I want to be way more than just your friend. I want to be your rock, your everything. I want you to know that you can trust me and tell me anything. I want to be with you, I want you as mine, I want to call you my girlfriend." I smiled tears welling in my eyes I don't know why but his words brought me to tears. "I want to be with you to, you and your family mean a lot to me" he smiled a cheeky grin and kissed me gently. We stayed like this for a few seconds before we both pulled away.
I calmed down from my high and got if of his lap. I stood up and started started walking towards his door and said "I should really get home, my dad will be wondering where I am." I sear I heard growl as I got closer to the door. Ignored it and continued walking. I stopped walking when I felt Emmett grab my wrist and whirled me around to face him. He pulled me into his arms and hugged me so tight and said "I want you to know that you can tell me anything." I wrapped my arms around his neck, hugging him back and said "Anything" he pulled away but kept me in his arms "Yes, anything, I would never judge you." 'I should tell him? What will he say? I can't tell him.' "Thank you,it's nice to know that" He smiled a sad smile but still held me in his arms. I loved being in his presents but I needed to get home before my dad gets even madder.
Emmett's POV
I felt Sydney removing herself from my arms. I peeked open my eyes to see where she was going. I saw her stand and follow Alice and Rosalie out of the room. She softly closed the door behind her and started whisper yelling at the girls for not helping her get out of my grasp. I was a little hurt because I thought she didn't like me but I continued to listen in on there conversation. The girls asked her if she like me and she said "yes". 'Oh my goodness, she likes me' I thought,. The girls continued to talk to her about me and she repeatedly told them to be quiet. She didn't want them to 'wake me up'. I smiled at how much she cared, she was so caring and kind. It angered me so much that her dad would hurt her as he does. There's no reason to do that to someone ever but let alone his own daughter. Then she said "Your right I should tell him how I feel, but that is easier said than done. There are things about me that none of you know and it could change how Emmett feels." I knew what she was talking about, I hated that she was scared to tell me because she thinks that because of what her dad does I wouldn't love her. My feelings for her would never change. I stood up and opened the bedroom door.
I walked out and stopped right behind her and said "Just be honest and talk to me."The girls smiled at me and ran down the stairs as Sydney turned around to look at me. She was blushing so hard, it was the cutest thing. She looked me and I smiled then she looked down at her feet. I wanted to talk to her I couldn't let her get away, she was mine and I wanted her so bad. I wanted to hold her, kiss, and one day hopefully make love to her. I lifted her head to be be level with mine and said "Let's talk in my room." She nodded her head yes so I lead her to my room. I opened the door and let her go in first, she stopped dead in her tracks and just looked around my room. She stood there looking at everything in my room. Then she turned around and asked "Where do you sleep, I don't see a bed." I thought about the fact about the fact that I don't I just have a bed to lay on every once in a while. I chuckled a little then walked over to the wall farthest from my bedroom door. I had Esme design my bed so it sat inside of the wall and I had to just push it and it would fall. That's exactly what I did, I pushed in the wall and my bed fell down slowly. Her face lit up she saw my bed reveal itself but I really wanted to talk to her and I wanted her to talk to me about her feeling for me. I walked over to her, grabbed her hand and lead her over to my couch. I sat down and she sat down beside me "Sydney, in the hallway you said you had feelings for me, but what kind of feelings do you have?" She instantly flushed red and got really nervous, how quickly she got nervous was so cute to me. I so badly wanted to just kiss her soft, pink lips, pull her on my lap and take her right on this couch. 'What am I thinking, I shouldn't be thinking about that at a time like this.'
I blinked my eye's a little to clear my head and focused back on my beloved mate. She looked like she was thinking hard, she tilted her down so I couldn't see her face. I took my finger and placed it under her chin and pulled her face up to meet mine. I smiled at her and removed my hand from her chin and said "It's ok if you don't feel comfortable telling me." She took a deep breath and said "Emmett I like you a lot. I've liked you since the moment we met. I feel this pull towards you, like you are the only one meant for me. I know we've only known each other for a month but for some reason I feel like the moment I saw you the world stopped spinning for me and started spinning for you. I feel like I can trust you and I don't trust a lot of people, you just make me feel so safe." I lit up inside, I was so happy she felt the pull, even as a human she could feel the bond and the connection that we share. I looked at her and I knew I had the widest grin on my face but I couldn't help it, knowing she felt the same way as me was amazing and made me so happy. I wasn't thinking about anything else but wanting to kiss her, so I did. I pressed my lips to hers and oh my god they were just as soft as I had imagined.
I grabbed onto her waist and pulled her body to mine, I know it was so wrong to do this without her permission but I couldn't help but hold her. She was as stiff as a board in my grasp, I was starting to pull away when she started kissing back. I felt her melt in my embrace, she placed her hands on my arms and I felt her slid them up and around my neck. She was siting with both of her legs dangling over the the couch. I reached over and grabbed her leg farthest away from me and pulled her onto my lap. We continued to kiss each other but I didn't take it any farther. I didn't know if she was ok with doing more than kissing so I only kissed her. I soon felt her pull away from the kiss, I instantly felt awful "I'm so sorry, I got ahead of myself I should have asked first." She smiled and said "No, it's ok I…..enjoyed it" she blushed a little then continued "Thank you, for stopping I mean." I was taken off guard by this, why would she thank me for stopping. I think she could tell I was confused because she said "I mean when I pulled away you respected my space, nor did you try to take the kiss farther than just a kiss." This was alarmed me 'did someone do something to her' I thought but let it go since she was still looking at me. I smiled and said "Well, I believe you should respect a females space and wishes, no matter what, that's how I was raised."
Her face was so funny II couldn't help but burst out In laughter. She smiled sheepishly, once I stopped laughing I looked at her and said "I like you a lot to, if you couldn't tell." I chuckled and Sid said "Yea, I think you showed how much you liked me when you kissed me then pulled me onto your lap." I smiled and said in a seductive voice "Is that a problem" She blushed even harder even harder and responded "Not at all." She leaned down and pecked my lips once more before saying "So are we going to stay friends after this" I looked into her eyes I wanted to be so much more than friends. So II told her "I want to be way more than just your friend. I want to be your rock, your everything. I want you to know that you can trust me and tell me anything. I want to be with you, I want you as mine, I want to call you my girlfriend." She smiled that big beautiful smile of her's as I saw her eyes filling up with tears. "I want to be with you to, you and your family mean a lot to me" I smiled a cheeky grin and kissed her lips softly once more. When we finally pulled away she crawled off of my lap and started walking towards my door. "I should really get home, my dad will be wondering where I am." I growled at that statement, I didn't want my angel going back to that house with that man, but if I told her I knew then I would have to explain to her about our world and I just wasn't ready for that yet.
I didn't want to bring her into our world but Alice told us that either way she was going to one of us so why fight with fate. I stood up and walked up behind her like I did in the hallway and grabbed onto her wrist. I spun her around so she was looking at me and embraced her in a hug. "I want you to know that you can tell me anything" she wrapped her arms around my neck and asked "Anything?" pulled away from the hug but kept her in my arms and responded "Yes, anything, I would never judge you." Then she said "Thank you,it's nice to know that" I smiled at her but I knew she was scared to tell me. But I wasn't going to force her, I wanted her to find the strength to tell me herself. She kissed my cheek one more time before exiting my room. I sat back down on my couch and just replayed what had just happened in my mind. I was so I could just die. But even though we were together now I still knew there were going to be many challenges in the future.
Hey guys! Thanks for reading so sorry about the late update but I will update again this Sunday. Tell me if you like the story and also I have some ideas for a jasper fanfiction so let me know if that is something you would want to read. Peace, Love, and Happiness -TwilightFanGirl_1