Chapter 16: Pregnant or not?!
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Sydney POV
OH MY GOD please no I can't be pregnant. "Sydney are you ok" Emmett asked I snapped out of my thoughts and turned to him and said "Yea, I'm fine I'm just a little hungry." He lead me out of the bathroom and walked me downstairs to the kitchen. Everyone was sitting in the living room while Esme was in the kitchen cooking some food. "Hi honey, how are you feeling." Esme asked. "I'm ok, still in pain but better" she nodded her head and turned back toward the stove. Emmett walked over to the guys and talked with them a little while and the girls came over to me. "Hey, I hope your feeling better" Bella said I smiled and told her I was fine. After I ate Alice, Rosalie, and Bella took me upstairs into Alice's room. I was a little alarmed because they looked serious, like they had to tell me something. Once we were all in her room she closed the door and locked it. "Ok , so did Emmett explain our 'Gifts' to you?" Alice asked. I nodded a yes and she continued "Well, I had 2 visions of you but after that there wasn't anything else." I was confused, why was she telling me this "Ok, and that means..." I asked. "It means that I know what your dad does to you" I was still confused. "I know I told Emmett and I figured he would tell you guys"
Alice looked at Rosalie then Rosalie looked at Bella. They all shared a look "I think you should tell her rose, I mean you've been through this before, you can help her the most." She nodded her head and walked into the bathroom, when she came out she had a box in her hand but I couldn't see the writing. "Sydney, we know about your dad..." she looked back at the others and they nodded their heads. She took a deep breath and said "We know about your dad raping you Sid." My entire world came crashing down, I fell to the ground in tears. They all surrounded me and hugged me"It's ok Sid, I promise it gets better" Rosalie said. I knew she was right but I was still so embarrassed. I knew vampires had crazy good hearing so I knew Emmett and everyone now knew. "Guys, what am I going to do. What am Ii going to tell Emmett." They looked at me and said "He doesn't know yet, we think you should tell him" Bella said. I nodded my head in agreement, I wanted to tell him myself. "But we also have one more thing to tell you" I looked to them and motioned for them to continue. "We think that you should take a pregnancy test. Were worried and we want to make sure. If you are then we will be hear for you but if your not then you won't have to worry ." I was shocked, I hadn't told anybody about missing my period or my thoughts on being pregnant. "What if I am pregnant, what will Emmett think. What will everyone else think. What will you guys think."
They all looked at each other and smiled "We will all be here for you no matter what. I can't speak for Emmett but he is an amazing person and I know he would want you and that baby in his life. I know he would be happy to be a dad." still even if he was happy, I don't want to be pregnant let alone with my dad's child. He took my innocents I don't want him to be the father of my first child to. "Guy's, I'm still nervous, I don't want to have a child by my father." they all nodded there heads in understanding "We totally understand, that's why were having you take this test. We don't even know yet you might no be pregnant." I nodded my head, she's right I might not even be pregnant. I took the test from Rosalie and walked into the bathroom. I took the test then set it down on the bathroom counter. I washed my hands and decided that I was going to tell Emmett now. I wanted him to be here for the test, I wanted his support. I walked out of the bathroom and into the room with the girls. "I think I want to tell Emmett about this whole pregnancy issues, now." They all looked shocked "Can we ask why now" Alice said "Because I want his support, but also I vowed to myself that I would always be honest with him and this is something huge.
I can't lie to him about this, I mean would you lie to your mate's about this if you were in my situation." They all agreed and said that Alice's room was sound proof so I could use it as a place to tell Emmett. They all left the room and I told them to tell everyone what was happening. I walked down the stairs with the girls and called Emmett over to me. "Emmett, can I see upstairs for a second" he took my hand and followed me into Alice's room. "Sit down on the couch" he did so and I sat beside him. "Remember when we first confessed our feelings for each other, and you said that I could tell you anything." He nodded his head "Well, there is something else that my dad does that I didn't tell you about at the park." He looked a little confused but also worried, "My dad umm…" I put my head down so I wasn't looking at his face, I couldn't face and tell him this. "Sid, what happened, it's ok, tell me." I took a deep breath and spilled "My dad is an awful man, the first night he started abusing me he came home drunk. I was trying to lead him to his bedroom and put him in bed when he got really…hostile."
"He pushed me onto the ground and forced himself on top of me. He…he…he tied my hands together with his belt and pulled my clothes off. He….raped me and forced me to do disgraceful, degrading things. He's been doing this for months but stopped a week ago because I scared him, telling him I could get pregnant if he kept doing what he was doing." I looked up and saw the anger written all over his face. I was praying that it wasn't directed at me. "Emmett, I'm sorry" he turned his head to look at me, his faced softened instantly. "Sid, you have nothing to be sorry for. This is not your fault, it's his, he had no right to do that to you." He grabbed onto my hands and pulled closer to him, I sat on the other side of the couch when we sat down figuring that he wouldn't want to be near me. I was sitting directly beside him when he said "Sydney, I don't care what happens in your life, I will always be here. No matter what, when I told you you could trust me, I meant it." I smiled and leaped into his lap hugging him at tight as I could. His arms snaked around my waist and he held me tightly against him "Thank you Emmett, for understanding" I pulled away and he said "There's nothing to thank me for, Sid. Although there will be something for you to be mad at me about."
I was confused what was he talking about. I could tell the anger was coming back, I felt his grip tighten on me. "That son of a bitch, I so badly want to rip his heart out!" I was shocked, Emmett was normally so calm and cool but I could tell he was beyond angry. "Emmett, hey, calm down ok, it's going to be ok, I promise." I reached up and cupped his face with my hand, rubbing tiny circles on his cheek. "It's not ok Sid, he hurt you so badly, and I the most emotionally damaging way possible." I cupped his other cheek and made him focus on me "Emmett everything is going to be ok, I want you to promise me that you won't do anything to him." he looked at me and could tell how serious I was being and said "Ok, I won't touch him, for you and only you." I smiled and put my forehead against his, he looked into my eyes and with his golden irises and pressed a soft kiss to my lips. I kissed back a little shocked, I was still fragile after my dad's actions and when I told Emmett about this the last thing I was expecting was for him to kiss me. When we pulled away I knew I still needed to tell him about the test. I haven't even looked at the results yet and I'm scared out of my mind. "Emmett, there's something else I need to tell you, and it's very important" he nodded his head for me to continue "I haven't had my period the last couple of weeks and the girls and I think that I might be pregnant. So I took a test and it's in the bathroom, I haven't looked at the results yet. But if it says positive, I can understand if you don't want to be together anymore.
You may be a vampire but I know you probably don't want any kids, let alone a baby made from insect and-" "Sid, I promised to be there no matter what and I meant that, I you are pregnant I will be there every step of the way, ok? I will never leave you when you need me most. And if you are pregnant, we will raise this baby together, as a family, it doesn't matter who the father is, that baby will still need a dad in their life." I smiled wondering to myself 'how in the world did I get so lucky as to be his mate'. "Ok, but Emmett I'm still scared. I don't want to have my dad's baby, this situation is so messed up in every way. I mean what will people think, what will your family think." he looked at me with sympathy and said "It doesn't matter, all that matter is making sure you and if your pregnant, our baby is safe" I nodded my head and took a deep breath "I gonna go grab the test, I'm so scared Emmett" "I know but it's ok, everything will be ok, I promise." I nodded my head and walked into the bathroom. The test were facing down so I couldn't peep and see what the result's are. I grab both tests and bring them into the room where Emmett is. He is standing now and walks towards me, meeting me half way. I took a deep breath and counted before looking 1…2…..3….. I turn the test around and fall to the ground. Emmett rushed over and kneels down to me and asks "what does it say" I look up with tears in my eye's "it says-"
And that's were I'm ending this Part, OOHH CLIFHANGER. I'm sorry for the late upload it took me a while to write this chapter. I have so many ideas and I so excited to get into the good par of the story. Sorry for any spelling or grammar errors. TwilightFanGirl_1
